Become Reality

awal

my name is fifa, I'm an only child. My father and mother divorced when I was 3 months old, because of their parents' problems. And finally I lived with my mother.for 17 years my mother financed me and became a single parent.my mother always tried to make me a happy child in this world.

Right now I'm 17 years old.I think today is the happiest day of my life because I'm an adult. In fact, the problem is that my mother and father are back again. My father's family requested that my mother hand me over to my father or they would take the matter to the legal track to determine custody of the child, who was most entitled.

Seeing that incident I I did not teria because I think my mother is the most entitled and does not need to be taken to the legal path. But they whistled loudly to determine child custody. I think I better choose.

I told them "I'm 17 years old, why are you still fighting over child custody? I am no longer a child. Just let me choose who I'll live with."

my father's family spoke up "can't do that, if you choose you will choose your mother.You don't know how you used to be and you don't know what!".

I said, "okay, well I'll stay alone.no one's coming."

I decided to stay alone because I thought I was an adult and I didn't want to be fought over like a child. I don't understand what happened in their time.

Finally they don't force me anymore and they think it's fair because I don't defend anyone.

when I got out of the house I decided I would go into the military district to be their part. I used to aspire to be a soldier. And now I decided to go in there, and now I decided to go in, I don't think I'm welcome there or I'm going to fail.

Once there I asked if I could get into the army? and the district guy said that I can't be a soldier for now because I haven't graduated from school.

I begged to be accepted there I told them about my life now and I promised them that I would be educated as to what was important I could be accepted into the army, and I promised I'd continue with my school too. Eventually they agreed and they felt sorry for me. Actually I udh often take training and exams in this district because I used to come here often with my male cousin. and the people in the military already know who I am. That's why they allowed me to list as a soldier.

I was trained during the night, and the next morning I went to school. During my training I was given money to eat and school.

I was given a place to live in a district that was like a boarding house. only 1 room.

the old friends who were being educated with me were older than me and there I was the youngest.