Become an Actor

Episode 19. arjuna's inner upheaval

The room measuring 4×6 meters was again a silent witness of arjuna helplessness, the handsome president again had to try to withstand the pain to keep his wedding ark.

Arjuna continued to try to remain stupid to love layla wholeheartedly, although his heart did not go numb with the pain incised, he continued to try to fix what was wrong even though he had to crawl.

The handsome president carried his body to slowly sit on the cold tile, leaning his back against the bedside wall.

His common sense thrashed asking to be freed from all suffering, until his subconscious created an illusion, making him see a shadow of himself who asked and insulted.

“ What did you just do arjuna? Why are you even following his madness? You idiot! You're such a stupid guy, why do you let yourself keep getting hurt?”

While his conscience that harbors guilt incarnates defending.

“ there's nothing wrong with what you did arjuna, you're right! You give an inner living that has become the right layla even though it has to go through another man, the pain is inevitable because of your own circumstances”

“Conscious arjuna! The intertwined ark of marriage is now like a rope that ties around your neck, ready to ensnare you to death, why did you become a devout human being? If all you get is pain, just divorce her, just divorce your wife who has become bad it” the shadow figure of her common sense again complained and began to persuade her.

“ no! You can't divorce her, she became like that because of you, you're the one who ruined her, and now, after you ruined her life, you want to hurt her too, remember arjuna, if you divorce her not only will her heart be hurt, but her family's heart will be broken” the figure of her guilt re-united

After the shadowy figure of his common sense and guilt, now the figure of his ego also appears to defend the figure of his common sense.

“ why you should care about others arjuna, just think about your own happiness, by your side there are still many beautiful women, just leave layla who only always makes you suffer”

“ don't listen to them arjuna, layla is human, she's not an item you can throw away after you break it, rest assured layla will definitely change, yes! One day he will definitely return like before, he will definitely make you fall in love again” said a figure of guilt who tries to dominate

The debate from the three figures in his soul made the head of the arjuna feel dizzy, although the three figures that incarnated like a shadow of himself had disappeared, but his frustration seemed unwilling to leave, arjuna wanted to shout loudly, but he was reluctant to make a noise in the middle of the night.

With a long breath, arjuna continued to do, hoping to find calm, the handsome president clenched his hands while hugging his bent knee, hoping that the emotions in his soul would subside, arjuna lowered his head deeply, contemplate fate in silence.

“ juna!”

The soft voice of the wife made Arjuna raise his head and look back, looking at the newly awakened wife from her sleep.

“ I want to shower” he said later

Arjuna looked up, staring at the clock of the wall that always beats non-stop, he was a little surprised when he found out the night had changed, but the handsome president had not closed his eyes.

At 07:30, Arjuna got up from his seat, lifted up his wife's body, took her to the bathroom to bathe.

“ why do you look uninspired?” tanya layla felt the husband move slowly

“ sorry dear! I'm just a little tired” replied arjuna

“ are you complaining to me? Who should I complain to? As a husband you shouldn't complain to me, it's not me who makes you tired” layla said casually

“ yes sorry! ” only that word can arjuna say to prevent infighting.

Arjuna was about to kiss the wife's cheek, but layla instead avoided saying “ do not arouse my passion, you have not forgotten that you will not be able to relieve it” even though the tone of his voice does not sound ketus, but the voice is not too strong, but his words sound painful.

“ shower there! Let me soak myself” layla said later

Arjuna obeyed the wife, he cleaned his body under the shower, the handsome president suddenly smiled when he looked at the wife, layla was playing soap foam with a cheerful smile.

Arjuna and layla came out after finishing their bathing ritual, arjuna's body wrapped in a bath kimono, while layla's body was simply wrapped in a towel. Both of them turned their heads when they heard the opening of the door.

Lika was surprised when she saw what happened, arjuna stood in front of the bathroom holding the body of the wife, especially there was a trace of ownership in the upper body of the exposed layla, the scene that shows the harmonious relationship of husband and wife, who just finished making out in the bathroom, both of them are equally wet with their smiles imprinted on the face.

Arjuna sat his wife in front of the dresser, the handsome president took a hair dryer from the dresser, and helped her dry her hair.

“ Log in lika!” layla exclaimed with a grinning smile

“ it does not need” sahut lika fast

“ papah and mama asked me to call you guys for breakfast together, come down after you guys are done “ lika replied with a smile

Lika who is still standing in the doorway also closed the door again, she walked while occasionally looking at the room arjuna, her mind together “ layla lucky to get a husband like kak arjun, she walked while looking at the room, already handsome, kind, meek, willing to care anyway, my husband will help me dry my hair also not well!”

“ you think what lika?” I asked lika to herself

Lika returned to the dining room, sat back down, then spread a smile on bastian and devi who had been sitting waiting first.

“Lika! From now on your phone keeps ringing, just take a look! Who knows it matters” said devi told

Lika nodded, the girl indeed left her phone at the dining table while calling arjuna and his wife.

“ this from senior lika mah, lika there was an appointment with him this afternoon” said lika explained

which senior “?” asked bastian, the man who lika called papah if his father was not there it began to interrogate lika, replacing the role of gunawan.

“ it loh pah, professor boy, his son temen papah” replied lika

“ oh si boy? Why did you meet him?” ask bastian

“ papah inget not time lika lying sick after doing surgery?” lika asked before starting the story, and bastian nodded

“ that time senior asked lika to help nanganin one patient, he made the promise now, because that time was immediately moved to work” said lika explained

Devi clasped lika's hand and asked “ is okay, son? ” with full of worries

“ is okay mah! Calm down, lika has been sincere, after all it is not good to continue to mourn the misfortune that has passed” said lika, said,

Devi hugged Lika proudly, and bastian also expressed her pride by stroking lika's hair.

Unlike yesterday, breakfast this morning was peaceful, because everyone suddenly became quiet.

After breakfast lika returned to his house, he took his white coat which he kept in the box, when he returned to the bastian residence, beni was already seen sitting in the living room.

“ bring what?” ask beni ketus

“ih... kepo... “ sahut lika while continuing to step ignore the man in glasses.

Lika crossed paths with arjuna while climbing the stairs, the handsome president suddenly stopped his steps, then said “ lika! You entered the office today! Ms. oca, the vice president of our partner company said he would stop by the office to hand over a copy of the cooperation document, please replace me to receive it”

“ why should I? Tell beni sir! He is an assistant sister” suhut lika

“ Me and beni have an appointment with an important person, this person is very difficult to meet, we have waited a long time to meet him, come on lika,, this is a life and death business of the company, this is a business, just for a minute, meet him, receive the file, after that you can do anything, okay!” terang arjuna accompanied by bujuk.

Lika finally agreed to the request, after all Arjuna said the business would not take long, so he thought it would not be a problem.

Arjuna passed away after thanking Lika, he and beni immediately darted to the hospital, seeing the boy doctor who said he had made an appointment with the malik doctor.

“ where is the doctor?” ask arjuna impatiently

“ sorry jun, it looks like we have to wait, doctor Malik informed him that he will come late” replied boy

“ how does he behave like that? On the contrary we need his help, he thinks he can just as easily” beni complained

“ he is not acting arbitrarily, it is natural that he prefers the life and death of others compared to our affairs, anyway he just said it will come late, too late, we should be grateful that he did not break his promise “ explained the boy doctor

“ already beni, right what the boy said, anyway what's wrong if we have to wait an hour or two just ” said arjuna calm beni

“ is nothing brother! We just went to the office right!” beni said, he felt affection because he had to ask Lika to meet important business partners and receive cooperation files.