Because of the Moon and the Stars

Feel Guilty

Day shows at 06:00 am. I woke up and went to the bathroom to clean myself up. After taking a shower I started to tidy up and rushed down.

As I went down the stairs, I saw a sight I missed so much. I'm afraid this is all a dream. But it turns out everything is very real. I started to smile at my parents.

" Pa ma, good morning"

" Good morning dear" said papa and mama kompak.

" Here sit mommy already made you food"

Nothing else can make me this happy. Mom and Dad took the time to eat with me.

" Papa doesn't go to work"

" No dear, for these 2 days we will not enter work. Because we want to waste time with our daughter" said Mama

" Truly ma", I said excitedly

" But I don't want to disturb your work and even take care of you" I continued.

" Sia, you don't bother us at all. So you don't have to think like that, OK!" Said papa.

" Okay pa"

" If so we can go shopping and eat barsama right" I said.

" Anything, baby" said the mother, stroking my head.

I am very, very happy.

*****

I spent 2 days with my family. Today I will return to Bandung. Everything was ready and Erik picked me up.

" Pa, Ma, Sia said yes."

" Yes, be careful, baby. Take care of your health there. If you need anything, you immediately contact your mom or dad." said mom

" Yes ma. Mom and Dad take care of their health here. Don't stay up too late for work, I don't want you guys to get sick."

" Well, baby, if there is time we will visit you" said papa.

" Erik, look after Sia, take care of her"

" Yes om, Erik will take care of Sia according to your request"

"Thank you Rik"

" Yes, om"

" Yeah, pa ma, Sia go first huh" I said while kissing their hands.

" Dahh pa, ma, I love you guys"

******

We finally arrived in Bandung after a 7-hour drive. We have reached each other's homes.

I thought for a moment, I seem to have forgotten something.

Geez Sia, you are such a fool. You invited Erik back to Surabaya but you ignored Erik as much as possible and instead had fun with your dad and mom. I have to see Erik.

I rushed to Erik's house, because our house was neighboring, so I reached Erik's house in just 2 minutes.

I rang the bell hoping Erik wasn't asleep. And yes, he opened the door for me. I feel relieved.

" Rick"

" What else is it, you have a problem?"

" Nothing"

" Why then?"

" You don't want to tell me to come in first so, I'm thirsty to run"

" Why do you run too. Yeah, let's go in"

" Nih drink first!", said Erik while giving me a cup of water. Without thinking I drank it straight away.

" Thank you", I said.

" What are you doing?"

" Rik, I want to apologize to you" I said while feeling guilty.

" I'm sorry for what?"

" I'm sorry rik, yesterday the account did not connect you at all, but I took you to Surabaya, but I instead ngabaiin you and even had fun myself.I'm sorry rik, though you went to Surabaya to nemenin me, but I instead.", I have not finished talking and Erik immediately cut my words.

" Si, I'm happy with your happiness. Naturally, I understand Si if you want to spend time with them, besides I don't mind it, Sia."

" But rik.." again Erik cut my words.

" Si, if you think that I'll be really angry with you. I'm not papa Si, Udah now you go home gih, rest, you must be tired"

" Okay" I said lazily.

" You rest too rik, goog night"

" nights"

I still come home feeling guilty. Though I know Erik doesn't like coming home because he doesn't want to see his papa. Oh my God, Antanasia, you are the dumbest man in the world.

Seriate.