Because Love Changed Me

Eps2_Sak bella

After entering the room, she immediately locked the door, and after making sure that she was completely alone and no one else could see her.

only then did amanda spill her tears that had been alone earlier she was resistant, her tears came out so fast, as if vaping a sense of blockage in her heart.

" DUMB....STUPID YOU AMANDA "Her screams, while banging her head using her own hands. It was as if the pain in his physique was not felt

How about papah to why. I know that all this time I like to make them angry, but this is not what I want.

cursing himself, Amanda banged her head against the wall several times, until fresh blood began to flow from her eel, only then did she stop banging her head

Not long after that, she lost her consciousness.

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" Did he come here? " Tanya bagas. He stood in front of the hospital room window and folded his hands in front of his chest.

Carrisa could only shake weakly while saying. " Pak ujang said, manda entered his room "his words slowly, but still can be heard clearly by the bagas

There was a long breath coming out of the nose of the bagas, then he sat on the sofa leaning his head on the wife's boat.

" am. Are you sure of your plan?, I'm so bad if I have to lie to you" said carrisa uncovering her heart-feltness.

" what do you need to worry about is that he doesn't care at all about me "answer the bagas while shedding his tears, which he really doesn't want to let out

Actually, the bagas was not really sick, but he just did a charade with his wife, pretending to fall ill in front of amanda.

all that he did was nothing else and not just to get the attention of his daughter, which he had not felt for a very long time

However instead of her getting the attention she expected from the princess, it appears she must swallow a bitter pill.

her daughter did not care about her at all, even though she had performed in such a way.

" am. I'm sure amanda is crying in her room right now because she's worried about you. Even though he often contradicts our words, but I believe he loves us very much" said Carrisa. What she said was not just to comfort her husband, but she was absolutely sure of what he was saying, if their daughter loves them very much even with her attitude that never wants to listen to their words.

Carrisa then wiped the tears of the husband who had already flowed. "maybe like that" said bagas. Again he had to convince himself, with the truth always makes him disappointed.

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" sister bella" cried amanda. When he saw the back of a woman he believed that the owner of the back was the older sister he loved so much named bella

Then Amanda ran to the woman sitting in the chair, and then she sat down.

amanda was surprised to see her sister's pale face while crying.

" sister why are you crying? " ask amanda with worry.

" sanda. Brother please do not make mamah same papah sad, enough brother who has made them disappointed. Brother please be happy with them!!! " said bella while staring at her sister. Please do as I ask, that is what can be interpreted from the gaze of the brother

Hearing that amanda immediately shook her head. "no!. I'm like this for brother's sake, I won't change "he said with confidence.

Bella cried again to hear the sister's answer. "you've misunderstood.." bella's speech can no longer be heard by amanda, he said, because suddenly the sound of a bell rang so loud that she could no longer hear the words that came out of her brother's mouth.

" sister. I'm hearing brother say what? " say amanda.

" SISTER....! " her screams...

Hus..hus..amanda woke up from his dream while breathing hard.

It was a loud voice.

amanda then got up and walked towards her bed to turn off the alarm that was spelled next to her bed.

yes all night amanda fell asleep on a cold floor, more precisely she fainted after banging her head to the wall, and only woke up the next day it was also because of the help of alaram

After turning off the alaram which he said was very noisy, Amanda sat her body at the end of the bed.

" again dreaming the same thing "his murmur

Bella is the older sister of Amanda, who is so amanda loved because bella is always accompanying her when their parents are busy with their respective work.

But a few years ago, Bella was found hanging in her room, and her life was no longer able to be helped

Of course, it was a very heavy blow to amanda because she lost the figure of an angel in her life, she lost the figure of an older brother as well as the figure of a friend where she shared her story every day

Whether because of what bella decided to end her own life, but just counting days again she will marry the man she loves so much.

And amanda also came to her own conclusion, if the brother ended his own life because of the actions of their parents

Because amanda knows that mamah and papah are very unhappy with the future husband bella. Yes, it must be because it was kak bella suicide, because it was constantly restrained by the old fool, so I thought amanda a few years ago.

What she really wants my sister to say. Why every sister wants to say something that seems important is always in the way.

That's because Amanda dreams the same thing over and over again. And every time bella wanted to explain something there was just what made her wake up, like she was woken by a sound alarm.

By the way about the sound of the alarm...Ahh..I just remembered that this morning I have class, that's why yesterday I activated alaram.

" it's a good thing my brain didn't have any problems after last night. Next time I have to be more self-control, because somehow the brain is the most important asset in my life "murda murmured, while rushing into the bathroom to clean her body.