
Overnight in the hotel is not bad, only what is done by Dendi can be a trigger for unimaginable events later. And that made Sima restless, what if he could not control himself? Then it'll all be over.
Too close to Dendi is too fast for him, but anyone will feel happy if they are close to the figure they like.
“Dendi, relax.” I don't know what Sima was talking about, who then uttered such a strange sentence. He was nervous because Dendi was holding both arms and his gaze was closing in on him.
Sima's face was definitely very red back then, but Sima couldn't do anything more than break out in a cold sweat.
“I'm in love with you. Not wrong again!” said Dendi without making any more pleasantries.
The statement that made him stunned, Sima's time seemed to be at a standstill now. But he tried to think whether the sentence was real or not.
“Den—”
“I'm serious! That's why I don't want to lose Sister Sima!”
Dendi's gaze was smoldering, a look of sincerity emanated from there. The way he grasped his arm gently impressed him he was looking forward to Sima.
“I too ...have the same feeling.” However, Sima could not repay her feelings. He chose to bury this love in the depths of his heart, then lowered his head.
“I can't be in a relationship with you.”
“Why?” There was a feeling of disappointment flowing directly from his body. Dendi hugged Sima's body with a certain intention.
“Dendi, release.” Sima request.
“Can't! If I let you go, Mommy Sima will ..disappear.”
“Disappeared?”
“I'm afraid if Mbak won't return my feelings when we have the same feelings. Because of your fear of something,” said Dendi in the form of direct hard insinuations.
Dendi is not a man who will weigh many things in a life. Whatever it is, it's the same and then it's done. However, Sima's problem is completely different from Dendi's shadow and Sima is afraid that Dendi hates him for it.
'I dislike myself the least in this matter. This can hinder me, Sima's inner self with mixed feelings.
“Everyone will surely realize that Mommy Sima is actually something awkward and that problem is difficult to solve right?”
“Why do you think of it that way?”
“Because I know what you feel,” he said.
From that second on, a glimmer of hope penetrated into his body. A strong and cold wind may never enter through the wall gap, but he felt the wind was passing through it as if to remove the glimmer.
“I am indeed unreliable and lousy. But I will try to help, but .. I also don't want Mbak saying I will hate you because of the problems you have!” he said once again.
Again, Dendi's words made Sima dumbfounded. Can't reply to every word because everything has been broken by this one man.
How much do you love Sima? That's what I'm asking now. But he refused to see how big it was.
'I'm enough to love you.' That was what Sima said in her heart, then returned Dendi's embrace.
Saying, “I love you. Then sorry because it seems impossible to strengthen our new relationship.”
“I'm sorry, because I'm not—”
Bruk!
“Wait, Dendi?”
“What makes you this way? Sima's brother I know is not this weak,” said Dendi who seems to speak of something else.
“What do you mean say like that. Wait, Dendi's an uncomfortable position to talk to and—”
Sima's words faltered again, he was shocked as Dendi was now on top of him with a sharp look.
“Mbak Sima is not like this.”
“Means I asked what do you mean? Until it held me like this. Do you know what this means? Our position is too ambiguous,” said Sima who tried to keep his head calm.
“Every time we meet, and in the moment there is an opportunity to be alone like this. Will all men be innocent forever?” Dendi's voice, soft as that of a female, had now completely changed drastically.
His voice was heavy as usual. There was no faith or hospitality in his tone. But there is a sense of worry and also a sense that is unknown to Sima. To be honest this was the first time for Sima to face such an unpredictable man.
Sometimes jovial and innocence stick out and sometimes can also be cold or aggressive like this. For a moment Sima thought, “Double personalities?”
“Mbak Sima!” call Dendi with a little scream.
“A-a-what?” answer it with a stammer.
“Since the direction of Mbak Sima's gaze to where? Look at me!” said Dendi while pinching both cheeks Sima.
“Eh? Waitaminute! Dendi, what are you doing? Don't do it, ouch!”
Only Dendi stopped doing so as Sima complained of pain.
Plaque!
In retaliation, this time it was Sima's turn to do it. He slapped Dendi's face with both palms, but not as strong as an actual slap.
“Please, don't behave like this. I don't recognize the Dendi I'm seeing right now. Try saying, do you have the right to ask how I behave while you sometimes like to change?”
Sima has a serious face. Brain condition; normal. Wild thinking can still be controlled. At least for a few minutes so Sima can explain and ask something to Dendi.
“I'm confused as to how while you yourself like this. Yes I know, you are not as innocent as I know because you are a man after all.”
Several times Sima nodded her head. Back he said, “Ya. That'sthat's true! I can stand it myself if it continues to be close to you.”
A kiss landed smoothly. The two lips were fused together and clenched with a delicate rhythm. The downstream wind entered through the window slit that was slightly open, a thick night identical to the dark color was then the moon seemed to highlight towards the two of them.
“This is my love. I couldn't help it at all, but ..” For a moment he took a short breath. Back he continued, “This is your payment that has kissed my lips without my permission,” he said while pointing at Dendi's lips.
But of course, Sima's face was not normal. His sanity capacity had exploded making his face now flushed like a boiled crab. Not spared also with Dendi, he could only be silent and smile.
“I enjoyed it. Just like you, even plain men will not stand it,” said Dendi who wants to do it again.
“Stop,” pinta Sima while pushing Dendi's face.
Although his sanity capacity has exploded, but that does not mean he is not sane and gives up on all Dendi's actions. Sima will continue to fight as she is a mature woman who must maintain the honor of this innocent man.
“I don't return your feelings. Now just sleep! I-I mean real sleep!”