Beautiful Fugitive

Chapter 47# Let go

"Aargh..."

Arriving in the back garden, like an orang-in-waiting, the sea groaned restrained and raged beating the gazebo pole with its wide palm, thus causing a painless redness for the man who is condemning himself as the most 'stupid.' person.'

Vanila who was still faithfully following, did not dare to approach that until now, Utan had not realized his existence.

"Come on, Nathan. Vanila is with you as your bride-to-be. No, your heart turned away at an inopportune time for the name of Ama. You have to let it go, even if it's hard to live with."

Hearing that, Vanila's heart ached with her chest tightened to find Utan's shocking sentence. Still want to be sure, Vanila just mute with the palm of her hand smothering her mouth while opening her ears wide to hear the bitter reality that re-stirs from the lips of Utan.

"Do I have to marry Vanila immediately, so that the name Ama in my heart goes away who knows when she comes in fills my feelings? But, pity Vanilla too. Argh, why is it so complicated?"

That's the sign, Utan just forced to?Just make him run away? Disappointed Vanila's heart found the harsh reality. Is this the reply because he initially approached Utan with a certain intention of Abian's command? Vanila continued to monologue inwardly while retreating backwards away silently.

Go, Vanila drove her car with her lips moving bitterly accompanied by the roar of tears streaming down her cheeks. He needs calmness to find a way out of his romance story that suddenly becomes complicated like a tangled thread.

Earlier, nervous to find the engagement ring that occurred unexpectedly, Purnama permission to go to the bathroom. But, Ama unintentionally witnessed the frustration and recognition of Utan's feelings from behind the window of his room that is directly opposite to the place in the incandescent Utan.

"So, she also ... loves me?" Ama smiled happily behind the window of her room. However, it instantly faded as it dawned on Vanilla whom he saw leaving carrying his sad face. Yes. Vanila's expression was not spared from his eyes. No way, he was happy behind the suffering of other women that Ama admitted, if Vanila was a good woman despite her spoiled and careless attitude.

In addition, Ama is also in a dilemma in confusion about her condition which has become Abian's fiance. Although not officially married, still thwarting the wedding plan is not as easy as turning the palm of the hand because there are two parties of the big family that he must face. Ama can only sit up and down on the edge of her mattress.

***

Later that night, Ama approached Utan's apartment. Having been friends from childhood, Utan once gave access to the luxury unit freely.

Open the door, Ama was presented with a pitch-black room with an unpleasant aroma contaminating the air. Immediately, he fingered the wall to look for a light socket.

Ama was glued to the spot. On the sofa not far from him, there was Utan sitting drunk with a messy appearance. Those reddened eyes looked at him with a pitifully sad radiance.

The ocean smiled innocently. Says softly, "Ama.." while standing with difficulty and walking a little staggering, Utan was already in front of the girl who had made him mess up today.

"Do you want to know my secret, Ama?" Because of his drunkenness, Utan could not control his speech and deeds. But he was aware of everything he said. "Here, I whisper."

Ama was still silent when Utan suddenly hugged her tightly. In the speech, Utan said, "I love you, Ama. I don't know when you've got my heart under the name Vanila there."

The hug tightened. Ama was still faithfully silent with mixed feelings.

"I want you to be mine. But, you chose Abian. And ... Vanilla ..." Utan stamped with brick. "You both must have a good companion. Not like I'm this jerk."

Ama reflex shakes. Disagree with Utan's self-deprecating remarks.

"I let you go with Abian, Ama. As long as you are happy with your choice. And as for Vanila, I'm not the right man for her." Yep... Although Ama belonged to Abian, Utan still could not marry Vanilla because his heart was betrayed. He did not want to further hurt Vanila more deeply by making the woman as his wife without love again or arguably 'forced and trying luck.'

"If I say, I love you too, how?"

Utan's eyes sparkled. Ama's chin, which she still holds, is not removed. In fact, his head was progressing to pick up the sweetness of the lips of the woman who suddenly held her nervous breath. Not yet had time to stick to each other, the sound of items falling from the main doorway that was still open a little, bothering him.

Vanilla was there from the beginning. His flesh fell, he picked it up and immediately ran away from the place that burned his heart.

"Vanilla...!" Ama chased after him with a guilty feeling. Fellow women, he realized that he had hurt the heart of a woman who was still a lover of Utan.

While Utan, he also wanted to follow. However, his heavy head due to alcohol, made him hit the side of the frame. And... Fainted.

Because the elevator door happened to open, Vanila entered and immediately closed it so that Ama could not reach it.

"Vanilla, Please... We need to talk!" ama shouted as she ran towards the elevator which had half the door closed.

***

"What?!"

Abian was surprised by Vanilla's story. The girl had already told him what she knew about Ama and the Ocean. Currently, he was in the Abian residence.

With a big heart, Vanila said, "We must give up our respective partners. They love each other, no matter how much we conspire, love and compassion will find the right way." Vanilla smiled wryly. More precisely, he mocked himself. "A sincere beginning, will end well. But us...? Beginning of a conspiracy. Your revenge on Ama changed love. My approach to Utan, because it helps you. We're reaping the incredible results of heartbreak."

"I won't let go of anything that's almost mine, Vanila!"

"Abian, please .. stop being selfish!"

"Shut up!"

"You must be silent and think well for the happiness of your future!" Vanilla patted his best friend's shoulder. Then leave Abian who digests the wise word Vanilla.