Be Strong Girl's

Chapter 5's

"Do you like orange drinks?" Ask me.

"E-eum i-iya, uh.." My answer is that I just need to rush to give Alan this drink because Alan only gave me 3 minutes.

"So Alin first!" I said and left him.

"So 20 thousand mbak" said the cashier to me.

(pake rupiah yes!dizzy author because you have to see google to convert rupiah to Australian dollar)

Then I handed him a piece of money that Alan had given me. I approached him with a small run.

"3 minutes 4 seconds" he said looking at the watch he was wearing.

I handed him the crackle I brought to him.

"Take it for you! I don't need it! enough for Lo to drink, I know Lo can not afford it" he said in a tone very annoying and mocking me.

"So he said he was told to buy" I muttered but could still be heard by Alan.

"They're stupid!" The words while looking at me.

"Sorry.." I don't want to prolong the problem with him.

"Sana Lo! why is it still here" he threw it at me.

I just walked away from Alan.

"Hey stupid!" Call her.

I look back at "me?" I said pointing to myself.

"Yes, who else is a fool besides Lo!" The answer.

"Take it for you!" He said to return the crackle containing the drink I had bought at the supermarket.

I walked towards him to get the crackle.

"Thank you" I said, then walked out from in front of him.

I walked under the sky of Sydney, and now the twilight of light shone in my steps.After a long walk I reached the Lotus Cemetery, I walked through the neatly arranged ranks of the gravestones there until I finally stopped at the gravestone that read my round name 'Yura Giraldo'.I crouched down beside the mound of earth while rubbing the tombstone with my hand.Removing the grass that blocked my grave.

"Mother, Alin is coming..mother how are you?" Ask me at the mound in front of me that clearly can not answer the question I threw.

"Mother see, the twilight today is very beautiful, but it would be more beautiful if Alin saw it with mother.Alin kangen see Dusk with mother again" said my voice while staring at the sky blend orange to blue blue.

"Mother if you're worried about me, I'm fine! Alin is happy here.alau without mother" said I, with a tone that ends in whirling.

Without me realizing there was a clear liquid wetting my cheek, and I immediately removed the liquid so that my mother did not know that her daughter was here crying.

"Mother Alin did not cry, Alin only remembered our time together, playing in the Botanical Garden, running around Bondi Beach Beach, cooking food together, camping in front of the house, seeing kangaroos, watching the beach,koalas and other animals at Taronga Zoo Sydney.Alin kangen mother..." My inner.

I couldn't hold back the tears that would come out of my eyes.I tried not to cry when I visited my mother's grave, because every time I come to your grave I always remember all the memories with him first.

I was still trying to hold back my tears desperately so as not to cry.Bite my own lower lip so as not to make a sobbing sound.

Finally my defense to not cry collapsed.I sat beside the grave of the mother with the position of both my knees I hug and my body trembled while smuggling my head between the knees.

I cry, I cry, I can't deny that I miss my mother so much, I did not meet him for many years.Senjak I just entered Kindergarten school about my age when it was 5 to 6 years and now my age has reached adulthood.I miss the attention given by the mother, my mother, who was, my hero, an angel without wings.How about papa? - ah surely you know how papa behaves to me, papa does not consider me his son and may I assume that papa will never be able to regard me as his son forever? yeah, forever.

If someone asks me if I have parents?- I don't know what to answer, do I have to answer them with the word 'maybe' or with the word 'no' only Mother Yura thinks of me, but she has rested there.So, have I been considered dead by the world? - oh no, Dira my step sister still thinks of me, only her...brother Seto and Miss Daisy.

Glacier

I who was crying between my knees jolted when I heard the sound of lightning, I raised my head to look at the sky.It turns out the sky is overcast now, and soon it will rain.

Byurrs

It rained first before I took shelter.

"Mother Alin left first yes will come back later" said Alin on his mother's grave and then kissed a short headstone that read 'Yura Giraldo.

I walked away from the Lotus cemetery with a soaked shirt and shaky steps.I did not take shelter because my clothes were soaked so there was no point in me taking shelter.

Cclek

I opened the rented door, I went inside and put my wet school bag on the table, but not with the book because I put my textbooks in the crackle I was carrying, then I rushed to clean myself up.

Now I'm tidying up the books to his place, then I wash the bags and shoes that I was wearing.Thankfully tomorrow there are no lessons I have to follow.

"So tomorrow after I go to Aster Florist I go to Cafe Melorine after that I go home to do PR and meet Dira for a while" I muttered while writing down the activities I would do on my daily paper because I do not have a mobile phone.Don't use a cell phone, I'm just thankful today.

I closed my diary and laid my body on a bed of rotten and very thin floors.It is only natural that I rented a room with the cheapest price of only 9.11 Australian Dollars equivalent to 100,000 thousand monthlong.

While I only get a salary of 50 thousand each selling interest per day, not to eat, tuition, and pay rent.So, every lesson I have to follow on campus, not yet, lucky Dira my sister gives me money help every month for sure without any papah knowledge.I always refuse a gift from her but Dira always forces me to take it with the threat she no longer wants to consider me as his brother if I don't receive help from him.

I close my eyes to sleep and forget the burdens and suffering that I am currently experiencing, hopefully not so.

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