BAYU: Where the Wind Brings Misses

Just This Once

"I've said everything, I don't expect any love from you Bayu, it's just that I'm not used to seeing you with the Princess yet." Said Ita while watching the cat passing in the yard of the house.

"If it is like that, you can't keep the Princess quiet.! She doesn't know what it is about you feeling for me, which Princess knows you hate her so much because she slapped you and kept saying bad things about me." Said Bayu with a sharp look to Ita.

"I know, I was wrong but I was confused Bayu.! On the one hand I am glad that Princess got her dream man without having to change partners again. But on the other hand my heart has not accepted that man is you." Said Ita calmly.

Bayu had felt GR because it turned out that many liked him. What's more one of those women is Ita, a tomboyish girl who doesn't get easily crushed by men.

"But you know his position, I'm your best friend's girlfriend. I also cannot share my heart. And ~~~" said Bayu trying to explain about their situation sskarang.

"Yes I realized, so I tried to calm my heart first, trying to let go of all the longing for you to get rid of this love but it's not as easy as I thought." Ita said.

"One day there will be someone who sincerely loves you, there will be a man who accepts all your weaknesses and can calm your heart. I believe it, because at first I was a pessimist after my relationship with someone in my past was destroyed. All you need is to follow the timeline that the universe is writing." Bayu said with a look at Ita who was slightly contemplating.

"You want to know why I have such a hard heart and soul.?" Ask Ita with a look towards Bayu.

"Yes I was also curious, how a woman as beautiful as Ita can not behave like other feminine women, must all have a reason." Say something in the heart.

"Yes of course." Said Bayu while nodding.

"The story will be very long if I have to run from the beginning. In short, I used to live happily with a simple family like any other family, a lot of laughs, I thought my life was perfect in those days. Then when I was in Elementary School my mother was pregnant with my sister, and the arrival of the young prince made the atmosphere of my family more harmonious, but fateful when my younger brother was born, the doctor stated that he died. Since then my family has not been harmonious anymore. Mother and Father often bickering because Mother does not keep the womb with the heart of the heart, but today I understand, that it is not the fault of Mother, but the destiny of the universe. Until they divorced. I don't want to come with Mom, because I plan to go abroad to be a TKI, but after that I'm always the target of my own mother's anger, she said, whether because of a grudge against father or indeed he started to go insane, belt whips and rattan punches have become a regular daily food for me." Ita's story with glassy eyes.

"Then I married that son of a bitch again. Mother who is only a waiter at the food stall in the market must be very happy because there will be someone who accompanies and lives him again. But not with me, Mother ignored me more and defended the man more. Until I got used to having to smile behind my cries. Even I often lied to teachers when I asked about my wounds from rattan slashes or whips that I said it was my own fault." Ita still tells the story.

Bayu listened to him with a sense of pity.

"Would I still be able to live if I was in Ita's position at the time.? " Sayu in the heart.

"Then when I was in Junior High, one day I tried to be raped by my own stepfather. No matter what was in his brain, but at that time did not know why I seemed to have the strength to fight and escape from it at that time. I even ran to my friend's house, because if I told my wife she wouldn't believe it. Long story short, until finally I was taken care of by grandmother and aunt. Because I'm defending that bastard. Maybe because of the trauma of my past it became like this. I'm used to keeping everything to myself even from that moment on I don't know love anymore." Ita said with a long sigh when the story ended.

"I didn't know you had such a complicated story." Say Bayu with Iba flavor on Ita.

"Yes complicated enough, but you don't need to pity me. I'm quite satisfied with my way of life because I can change my personality the way I am now." Ita.

"I'm not telling you to look for your sympathies, I just want you to know, I'm used to going through any kind of pain. And I'm sure I can deal with the pain just because my love is clapping one hand." Ita said as she stood up and walked with slow steps towards the front pillar of the house.

Bayu sontak also stood up.

"Now I'm ready to forgive the Princess for slapping me." Ita said.

"I'm sorry too." Bayu.

"Sorry for what.?" Ita said as she turned around and walked towards Bayu.

Bayu stood up but could not see Ita coming near him.

"Yes sorry for ~" said Bayu cut because the tomboy girl was right in front of the young man gondrong.

Suddenly Ita hugged Bayu.

There was a cry from Ita.

"Hug me Bayu, for just this once." Said Ita with her words.

Bayu obeyed Ita and wrapped his hands around the back and waist of the tomboyish girl.

It was as if time had paused for a moment, because there was no code of nature to disturb them. Even then there was not a single leaf that dared to fall to ruin the atmosphere.

Ita like enjoying a warm embrace Bayu, look relieved smile behind her tears.

Not how long.

Ita let go of her embrace, Bayu too.

The tomboyish girl took one step back and tried to wipe away the tears that were soaking her cheeks.

"Don't be held back, crying is also human." Say Bayu.

"Udah is." Ita.

"Makasi Bayu, from now on I can make you with the Princess, and I beg this to be our secret of two." Ita said with a faint smile.

"Regarding. But I have a request." Say Bayu.

"What's that.?" Ask Ita.

"Blessed." Answer Bayu.

Ita just nodded.

"mmmmmmm. I can kedalem bentar." Ita.

"Yes. Please." Answer Bayu briefly.

Then Ita walked into the House, Bayu still noticed Ita until the door blocked his view.

Bayu then sat down again.

With an upward look he rubbed his head with both of his questions.

"Sorry Put, sorry. But I'll keep this from you." Say something in the heart.

Bayu has no intention to be double, but Ita's feelings and hugs are better for them and the universe knows it.