
"want to walk?"
That question left gisel dumbfounded. Did jeremy say it?
"Why see me like that?is something wrong?"
"T-no, it's just that it's too sudden" Gisel explained, Jeremy just kept looking at it.
"Come on! I'll help you get ready!" Said jeremy then holding a gisel and helping her get ready.
When all is ready, Jeremy takes Gisel in the car. There Gisel could only quietly observe where he was going to be taken. Since Gisel himself did not know their purpose either, he simply followed jeremy's instructions.
"Where are we going?" Ask Gisel.
"Shut up and look!" Jeremy was back in focus driving, Gisel did not ask again if Jeremy had said that, he himself just enjoyed it.he had not come out for a long time.
On the way, Jeremy stopped his car. Gisel panics a little when Jeremy is about to come out and leave her.
"Where are you going?"
"Just sit here, there's something I have to take care of" he said, then walked out.
Jeremy's departure makes gisel feel anxious. He doesn't know where they are. He could only hope Jeremy would return soon. Their stop looks empty. There were only a few houses and it was deserted as well. No other vehicles passed. The rain starts to fall and Jeremy has not yet returned.The darkness of the night adds to the restlessness of Gisel's heart.
Amidst the gisel uneasiness, the car door opened. At first Gisel was happy because he thought it was jeremy but it turned out that it was not Jeremy.
"Oh who is this?" The man then closed the car door.
"Where's jeremy?" Ask gisel worried.
"Jeremy? Oh he's on business" the man replied, wearing a seatbelt.
"I'm Josh" said the man, but he realized that Gisel was uncomfortable being alone with him. Gisel just kept quiet to see her.
"You must be Gisel, am I right? Jeremy told me to take you" he continued, Gisel just shut up and then looked back at the car window next to him. The atmosphere felt very cool and the man named Josh hated this kind of atmosphere.
"So, can we go now?" Asked her again and of course Gisel was still silent, he just nodded in response. However, Josh's presence there still makes gisel uncomfortable. He just wants jeremy.
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A car stopped next to the gas station. Josh parked their car there. He looked to his side, a girl was already asleep. Josh kept staring at the girl then realized the night was getting late and it was still raining out there. He took the initiative to give his jacket to the girl so that she would not get cold.
Pretty good, right?.
Car door open. Someone came in and it was jeremy. He looks a little messy.
"How's it?"ask Josh
"Bad! He's running away" jeremy lamented. Jeremy sees Gisel asleep in the front seat.
"He's sleeping?"ask him just to be sure.
"Yes" replied Josh. Initially Jeremy did not realize the jacket that covers the gisel until he finally knew it was not his.
"Hey!"
"What?" Ask Josh who is busy driving.
"Remove it!"
"Remove what?"
"Keep your jacket off her!" After realizing Jeremy's intention, he immediately looked at the still-asleep gisel.
"Oh man! He'll be cold, won't you see outside the rain?"
"I know, but get rid of it! He doesn't need your jacket he can still take mine"
"Ck!" It sounded like Josh's mouth.
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Gisel opened his eyes and he felt something was different. He fell asleep in jeremy's lap. He was shocked to remember when he slept here. He saw jeremy busy looking at the view outside the car. Jeremy held his face there. From this direction, Jeremy looks perfect.
"Wake up, hemm?" Jeremy's question successfully made Gisel surprised, he immediately woke up and it made his head dizzy.
"Ck, you're such a fool" he ridiculed and stunned Gisel.
"Where are we?"ask Gisel
"Come away!" Jeremy answered, looking out the window. Gisel realizes in the car there's only him and Jeremy.
'where's that guy named Josh?' her inner.
Not long to find out, the car door is open. Looked the man with his wet jacket coming in. That's Josh.
"Ugh..before it was cold" he lamented, then he gave his baggage to jeremy and Gisel. Only Jeremy accepted it, and Gisel only looked. It turns out that what Josh gave them was breakfast. Jeremy is seen choosing food there and giving the food to Gisel.
" It's your food and it's milk for you, your baby needs nutrients too" she said. Isn't this too sweet? Jeremy's attitude like this is very confusing. But whatever Jeremy says has a point, too. Gisel almost forgot that she was pregnant then how could jeremy be this careful. I don't know. Gisel will just continue to eat that food.
After they finished their breakfast, the car drove back.
"So, what are you going to do Jeremy?"josh opened his voice.
"Come" replied jeremy flatly
"You can't keep going like this. You won't know what danger will be. You-"
"Yes I know.Can't we talk about it later?I'm being lazy now" jeremy complained, he didn't want to hear the advice of Josh.Gisel just being a good spectator because he himself didn't understand what the two men in front of him were talking about. But one thing he realized, jeremy was not okay. He hugged jeremy's arm.
"Jeremy"call him, jeremy glanced at Gisel and simply answered his call with a mutter.
"Hmm?" Gisel immediately shook his head and leaned his head on Jeremy's shoulder. Seeing that Jeremy just kept quiet and let Gisel do what he wanted to do, he looked back out the car window.
For a moment Gisel felt very comfortable in that position.he slightly smiled then closed his eyes enjoying his backrest.
"Front there, park the car there. I'll be out for a while" Jeremy and Josh's orders just obey him without asking much.
The car stops and Jeremy leaves Gisel and Josh there. And the atmosphere of akward was again felt.
"I see as if you are close enough, am I right?"ask Josh while drinking his drink. He looked at Gisel from the glass in front of him.
Hearing josh's question, Gisel immediately noticed the man.
"Does it look like that?" Ask Gisel back.
"Maybe" then looked back out. The mood was silent again.
"Jeremy, what kind of person?" Gisel asked breaking the silence there.
"How do you think?"
"Oh, I don't know, there's a lot I don't know about" Gisel explained and the answer made Josh smile.
"Well, where did I start. Than that, why do you want to know? Shouldn't you ask the person directly?" Josh asked and Gisel went back to silence. He confirmed Josh's words.
" Jeremy won't answer"
"Hahaha it's possible considering he is indeed very secretive. I even wondered how to adjust among the people. I heard he was the idol from where he worked. How did someone like Jeremy become an idol? I'm even more handsome than him" josh chirped to make Gisel want to laugh. Josh is a talkative guy.
"I just want to know. All this time I've been with her but there's not much I know about her and all this time I've seen how she treats me. I just don't understand. Actually what he wants from me.
I don't know until when I can keep her.I'm afraid Jeremy will do the same to me as he did to the pregnant girl that day.
I don't want to expect much from him. I just want my baby to be born safely. But I don't even know when I can survive. Only time can tell when Jeremy will kill me." said Gisel as he stroked his distended stomach and smiled with a slick smile. Josh listened very well.
"actually, I don't justify jeremy's actions on you just that he has his own reasons. This question reminds me of our first meeting. At that time I also had the same question as you, about what jeremy thought"
"I remember that day when we first met. Drake brought it. A boy of about 10 years old stood looking at me with his sharp gaze. His whole body was full of blood. At first I thought he was hurt but it turned out that he had just committed a criminal act" explained Josh and of course the story left Gisel dumbfounded.
"What kind of criminal act?"ask her curious.
"He killed his parents". Gisel was again stunned to hear this answer. Gisel even closed his mouth so shocked. He just didn't expect.
"Why?"
"You know, the constant quarrels in the household can cause a mental breakdown of the child? Jeremy is one example"
The car door is open, Jeremy is done with his business out there. When he entered he noticed something strange with the atmosphere in the car.
"What are you talking about?"ask her
"It's nothing. And now how? Can we go home?" Josh's question diverts the conversation, jeremy still looks at Josh and Gisel full of suspicion then he ignores her then gets in the car. They finally came home.
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