Barista Looking for Love

part 45 YOU CAN AT MOST

Pov early

After performing the Isha prayer, I was still sitting on the Sajadah, asking for directions with what I should do in the future. Since I cannot continue to depend on others, my determination is already round, I must grow up.

The truck! the truck! the truck!

My boarding door, someone knocked. As usual I peeked first through the window glass, ascertaining Who came, Before opening it.

Seen at the door was a person wearing a green uniform, an online motorcycle taxi uniform, but to my confusion, Why did He knock on my boarding door, when I ordered nothing.

I took my phone, and then I saw Who knows if my phone is an error, usually if the phone error can make an automatic order.but after I checked my phone, I did not find any oddity in it.

The truck! the truck! the truck!

The door was knocked back, firmer than the first, while saying greetings.I lazily opened the door, because if it was not opened, surely my boarding door, would be knocked on constantly.

"Mbak, Early?" ask the man in the online motorcycle uniform to make sure.

"Yes, myself, sorry what happened, yeah. My feeling is not to order anything, maybe Mr. Salah people." I said without asking his interests first, let's be more convincing, I showed the phone I hold.

"I'm not wrong, I just delivered a package from Mr. Dali" explained the man refuting my opinion.

"What package?" Askaqua.

"Perhaps, the food.the thing is seen from the juice like that. But for more details, you can check yourself!" ojek online gives advice.

Then he handed me the plastic package, then photographed me, maybe made proof, he sent the rice package to the intended person. After making sure the package is received with the person concerned. Mr. ojek online immediately said goodbye, leaving me who was still standing in the doorway.

I closed my boarding door again, then brought a rice parcel given by Kak Dali, into my boarding house. I don't know why it feels reluctant to open it, because it still feels disappointed with what he did, although actually not disappointed with Kak Dali, but more disappointed with yourself, who can not be aware. that I was nothing compared to the women who approached her.

After the rice box was stored safely, I went back to my boarding room, then laid my body on the mattress, While Playing mobile phone to drive away my boredom .

I opened a green application with a phone logo, to check who knows there is something interesting in it, but unfortunately the number in my contact, only the number Kak Dali and Kak Risma, plus the number mother. so there's no way I've found anything that would distract me, but even so, the curiosity is so high, that I keep opening the app, seen the status of Kak Dali who he just uploaded, the status in the form of a photo, like a person who is doing a prayer together.

(Thank God, Thank You for Your Enjoyment God. I can occupy a new house.) The writing completes the photo uploaded.

My mind began to drift, wondering What really happened. Whether kak dali held a home thanksgiving, or performed a thanksgiving, Because he was officially the fiancee of Kak Stella. imagining such a thing, I could only take a slow breath and then exhale it.

The tring!

My phone rang indicating that there was a sign of the incoming message, I quickly opened it. Even though I knew it was sent by my brother, and I would never reply to the message again.  but I still want to know what he sent me.

(Nations are eaten, yes! thank God, my new home is here!" he said through the message, then he sent some photos, where he. the same people were transporting his goods, which were in the rented, maybe as proof that he did a housewarming.

I felt like replying to the message, wanting to know, where he moved to, but all that I was holding back, because I was sure, when I approached him, I would only hurt myself.

The message that Kak Dali sent, almost more than 50 messages, but none of me returned it. I saved my phone and went back to the living room, to see the contents of the package sent by him.

I opened the bok, seen in it there is rice with a very luxurious side dish. Because just by looking at it, suddenly my stomach rang, because from morning, I had not had time to fill it. My brain thinks what I live for, if I don't find happiness.

But different from now, when I saw the rice presented in front of me. My stomach thrashed to want to immediately move the rice in the box, into the stomach.

I tasted a little, it felt so delicious, until at first a little, finally the rice box, ran out. Just leave the box.

"Eeeeerrrg" Sendawaku after devouring all the rice, while heading back to my room.I grabbed my phone again, then opened the messaging application again. While imagining the kindness of Kak Dali, Somehow I feel happy, when fought like this. One side wants to stay away, on the other hand I enjoy being treated as fought for now.

(Hey, Din. What else? ) New chat, coming from Risma. Maybe he just got home from work, so he could send a message.

"That's all, Mr. Bowo, nanyain you keep."  Reply Brother Risma.

"That's okay! I've had an old vacation, where am I a new employee, again?" ask me through the message.

"It's okay! we're calling Mr. Bowo's favorite employee." chat Risma ended emoticon smile full of love signs.

"What, anyway!" my reinforcements at the end with irritated emoticons.

"Hehehe, joke! You are okay! if it works again? Oh yeah, what's wrong with Dali?" ask Brother Risma.

"I don't know, maybe he's in his new house!" my reply.

"Where to go?" ask Risma to investigate.

"Ask directly, Kan Kakar also has his phone number!" I said, who did not want to go to the canal to talk about Kak Dali.

Risma did not reply, only sending a thumb emoticon. And finally my chatan and Risma's brother ended.

I kept my phone back, on the nightstand, and I started to close my eyes, imagining beautiful things, so that I could get carried away to my subconscious, making it a good dream.

******

At 06:00. my boarding door knocked back, As usual I peeked first, before opening it. It was seen in the person in the uniform of an online motorcycle taxi, who was carrying a plastic bag.

I quickly opened the door, asking her her purpose and purpose.

"The bread that sat on the rice, in Dali's name?" asked the man to make sure while smilingly staring at me.

"Have, been paid?" My toot.

"Already, madam. Keep the rice in other places?"Answer the man standing before me.

I also took the rice sutuk, after saying thank you. I closed the door again kosanku, with a packet of rice sut that Kak Dali bought.

"Why, anyway? you're so nice, you're trying so hard, it's confusing me. determine what attitude, which I deserve, to face you?" I muttered, not feeling clear water dripping on my cheek. Confused about what I should do.

After eating the rice andat given by Kak Dali, I immediately rushed to shower, to prepare to go to work again at the store Mr. Bowo.

At 08.15. I arrived at the mall, seen Kak Rani Just came, then he opened the rolling door of the store Mr. Bowo.

"Good morning, brother?" treat me kindly, but he ignored me, Brother Rani, Go inside, the stall he had opened.

I followed Rani behind him, who was about to take a cleaning tool. Because the habits of employees, before work, they will tidy up their workplace first, mopping and folding messy clothes.

"Still have face, you come here, you've been fired! This is your father's company, just do it!" grouse Kak Rani while taking a broom to clean the floor.

"What do you mean, brother?" I asked while looking curiously at him.

"You, that's been fired Mr. Bowo, yesterday he had ordered, when you came here, then I had to throw him out. So now mending you go, rather than Mr. Bowo who drove straight, then I have to drive him away, you'll be more embarrassed!" kak Rani's suggestion made me look at me in disbelief with what was said, because according to Risma Pak bowo continued to ask me, to immediately work again.

"Yes, if it is like that, later I will ask directly to Mr. Bowo. Apologize, for I cannot keep his trust." answered me who was saddened by what happened to me now.

"Well? Shameless, now you go home, sleep again! don't work if you don't have responsibilities!" expel Kak Rani.