BANGKOK STORY (14 Days News)
SHADOW OF THE PAST
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“You want to go back to Bangkok?” Prachaya asks when she meets Andana and Gita in the loby
inn.
“Abang?” gita saw it.
“Hai, Ta.” Sapa Prachaya with a smile.
“Kok, can?” Gita's confused.
“Where?
Want to go back to Bangkok? With me just come on,” he said without answering questions
The Gita.
“Kok you know?” Ask Gita again.
“An, go home with me yes. I'll drop ya,” Prachaya said persuading Andana.
“Hello, there's Gita here,” Gita is getting upset because of dicueki.
“Gita beautiful, go home with Abang yes,” refer Prachaya to Gita who put on the face
scowl.
“Mauu, ayok Mams.” replied Gita spontaneously changed her face mimic.
“Gita,
how so?” andana spontaneously stopped Gita.
“As for Mams, we can save money to pay for the bus. We can do some shopping at
Pratunam, Ayok.” Say Gita again while pulling Anndana's hand.
“Gitaa,”
lamented Andana.
However
Gita did not heed Andana's words. He just kept pulling Andana's hand to
get in Prachaya's car.
While Andana can only resign and follow the will of the Gita.
*****
“Gita,
“Hmm?
“Can I know more about An?” Ask Prachaya when they are
near their initial home.
“What do you want to know about, Mams?” Ask Gita while sipping her Thaitea.
“What can you share with me. I want to know more about An
again,” replied Prachaya.
“Oh yes, why do you call him Mams?” he added.
“The color of him is like a mother to me and other friends. Especially those
who is far below her age. Actually, he is the most important place
it's convenient if we need any advice. That's why we called him
that designation.” Gita clearly glared.
“Indeed already visible from its level,” sahut Prachaya.
“I'm grateful to be able to know and be this close to him. Now anything I'm sure
always same story him.” Gita again.
“Emm, talk about Mams. There's something I want to ask you, Bang.” Gita.
“Hmm?
Want to ask what?” Ask Prachaya.
“Mams says, You express your feelings to her. Is that true?” Ask Gita.
“He’em,
true Ta. But he didn't respone or answer her.” Answer Prachaya.
“I guessed it,” says Gita.
“What?”
Prachaya asked confusedly.
“Yaa,
I was expecting that she wouldn't take any.” Answer Gita.
“Why is it like that?” Ask Prachaya who is starting to be curious.
“Long story. Someday you will know for yourself. My advice, though,
be careful about conveying your feelings to her. You better prove it
your feelings are through proof, not just through saying.” Added Gita.
“I don't understand Ta by your point,” Prachaya said confusedly.
Gita breathed.
“I want to ask you. Why are you expressing your feelings so quickly to Mams?”
Gita asked while looking at Prachaya.
“Color I did feel what I revealed to her,” Prachaya replied.
“Are you sure that it really is your feeling that is not just a moment. Could be
it's just your interest in him, and that feeling will go away as you get more and more
know him.” Gita.
“I also don't know for sure about that, Ta. But what I feel right now is
feelings that don't want to lose him. I am very comfortable when I am near
hers. I can be myself if I am with him,” explained Prachaya.
“I'm afraid it's just a momentary feeling, I don't want Mams to get hurt. She's already
his old trauma is reoccurring,” Gita said.
“Trauma what Ta?” Ask Prachaya.
“Trauma him with his past. He used to be in a relationship. But only he who
fight while the man just uses it. Mams knows that he
only used but he still continues not to care about it,” story
The Gita.
“Then what happened?” Ask Prachaya.
“Three years ago, right on Mams' birthday, she got a gift that
got him in the rehab room for a year. He's having a breakdown
a serious emergency. He was even diagnosed as a self-inflicted person
harm, although the level is still in the superficial self mutilation.” stage Unmistakeable
The Gita.
It made Prachaya dumbfounded in disbelief.
“When his anxiety disorder comes, he will prefer to lock himself up
in the room or in the room. He's gonna slit his wrist
using a cutter or needle, even anything that can make a wrist
his hands were scratched or injured. She would even pull her hair and
banging his head even his body against the wall.” Added Gita.
“He will always create pain to relieve existing pain
in her heart.
“That's why I don't want him back in time. Even until now
anxiety disorders are still frequent relapses. Especially if he is stressed and
distressed.
“But Ta, what did the man do to make An mentally become like
that?” Ask Prachaya again.
“Hmmhh, Mams saw her making out another woman in Mams.”'s room Answer Gita.
“Shia!! Crazy, that's totally crazy!” cerca Prachaya's.
“You know, why do Mams love her so much? Even though he knew that he
only utilized, still does not reduce his love at that time on
that guy?” Ask Gita. And Prachaya just shook her head to answer
gita's Questions.
“Sama as you currently do on Mams. Awesome attention, understanding
which makes Mams very lazy. Love and also love like
very real look.” Gita answered with a smile towards Prachaya.
“You know? Every time after Mams met you, I could always feel the hand and
his body was cold and frightened. Even without asking, I
already can confirm what from he experienced.” Gita again.
“So that's why he keeps dodging if I try to convince my seriousness
on her?” kerta Prachaya's.
“He’em,
it's not because he doesn't like you. Mams really like you. Two
this year, he's been crazy about you. He who never cared about
other people's lives, in great detail, find out all about you from
all social media that he can reach.” Answer Gita.
“Then?”
Ask Prachaya who asks for an explanation.
“She was just scared, and her trauma had not gone away. That's why when you
expressing feelings to him. He was just silent and did not respone anything.” Unmistakeable
The Gita.
“There is a sentence that he is very afraid of, can even trigger his anxiety disorder
it relapsed suddenly,” he added again.
“What is it?” Prachaya asked.
But Gita just nodded.
“Heuh?
Come on Ta tell me what,” pinta Prachaya.
“I always ask him what that sentence sounds like. But Mams never wanted to
saying it. Even when I started wanting to discuss the matter, she must have
will divert the conversation. I think that's a very deep sentence
fear him,” replied Gita explaining.
“You are worrying me even more Ta,” Prachaya said with a sigh.
“Mams it has not healed. That's why I don't want him to relapse. He's still inside
treatment stage. If you can see on his left wrist,
it was an incision scar that anyone who saw it would feel
grumpily.
“I didn't know that he had such a heavy burden. But Ta, I really
want to be serious to him,” said Prachaya.
“But Bang, it looks like it won't be an easy thing for you,” said Gita.
