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if you ask my heart now ??I'm fucked up .....

life lessons are hard for me.

I'm hysterical, trauma.....

I cried and did not want to talk to anyone, anyone without exception.

i'm shy .........

I want to express all my feelings to anything and anyone, but I myself do not know with what or to whom I can vent what is happening in my life.

because of sibule ? but if it wasn't for him, maybe I'd be the sisetan.

because of mom ??but my own mother never taught me to be a dissident.

because bou??I admit even though the bou gave a signal but he never forced me to love his son....

I'm a coward, who tries to find the victim for my own mistakes.

it's been almost a week I kept in the room without leaving the room other than want to do activities with the name of the bathroom.

"how much if we both go out"tet..?"

"no .!I'm lazy to go out, please don't bother me.lagain if you want to go out, come out yourself."my argument refutes the invitation of the bule.

why the hell does he not want to understand if I no longer want to go where.

wesli

"if you knew your neighbor, I would feel so guilty seeing you like this.

tet.

"you mean?"I don't need your mercy.

"that's not what I mean....

the butet I knew was very jolly and enthusiastic far away with my butet is now a shackler ...."

you are free to seduce or explain

I don't care...get out !!!!I hope you get out of my room .....

all scattered in my room, they hysterically saw my tantrums.I cried hysterically while circling my heart

why should I experience this.....

I'm hysterical I'm upset and I'm fragile, I want to scream my taste, but I don't know anything ...

whose fault is it ?my mama?because it's too limiting.....

bou !the one who brought his son....

or that sibule that broke my heart....

yes I feel like everyone is taking part in my problem .but why am I the only one who is broken......

many questions dived in my heart, but I was helpless, I could only cry

salom" the presence of the brother enliven the atmosphere of the house .kak maybe I know the news of me so he came.when there is no red date of the gender.

ka

tock tok.tok .

enter "lazy too I now see my brother.where maybe I did not hear the sound of the door being pounded so strong.I think almost all of his inner energy is made.

de..gimana if we climb the shoots tomorrow, I'm sure you tell me first.

anyway I once asked permission from my father if I wanted to climb the shoots of buhit with friends but my father never ngijinin.padah fun again.

I really like to climb mountains for me it is a sport but can disappear the stress.it feels like we are struggling to achieve our dreams in this life.but know the father of my mother must be forbidden what else to leave the night .let the heat of the sun rise, they said.

"lazy ka. I'm lazy now I'll just ."

"well, de, if you don't want to.don't be angry if you we live alone at home."that looks like my brother.

end of the story I went with them on the hike.

no matter what they mean I do not know.I am disappointed when they could leave me who is still traumatA WILL be deserted.

we leave from 20 wib. we have several squads.guides 3 people .

the one in front of the road led, in the middle of the guide and behind the protector.Our group 8 consists of 5 pairs.mamak I so surely his partner my father.if bou is the same misnomer .I also did not think that the bou family wanted to come too.while kak liby paired with the bule.ah.I did not know paired or they chose a pair , seeing them there is pain here ...in my heart, I don't know why I should be happy, right???but why am I not happy .egois me.......

I'm with my dearest brother, who always takes care of me. And another couple of aunts and his girlfriend, aunts who help us in our rest.

sorry yes say long ago abdetnya.makum again jalau in PHP in molo.

please pray yes.biar clear....