Badboy For Tiara

Badboy For Tiara
Gio's Emotions



Rara went back to the hospital to see the lab results. He met his Doctor again, the words of the Doctor were very surprising.


"There is a possibility that it is leukemia. Do any family members have leukemia? Usually it's a hereditary factor" explains the doctor.


"I don't know" replied Rara. "Is the doctor sure?" rara asked to be sure.


"We have to do some more tests to be sure. For now do not get tired, and do not get hit it will leave bruises on your body. Next week you're back here, for another check."


"What should I do Doctor?"


"You have to undergo some treatment, blood transfusion, chemotherapy and others. If the next test result is correct, stating you have leukemia, I will refer you to a hematologist, a doctor who usually handles cancer. Or I can come to him next week for a while I'll give you some medicine."


The doctor gives Rara a piece of paper, which she will use to visit the Hematologist. And one more paper prescription drug that Tiara will redeem.


The lab results are still inconclusive, but Rara is very sad and desperate. What if he really has leukemia.


The more days, his health is declining, the symptoms of cancer he has experienced. Nausea, dizziness, and weakness. The body is not calm, the body continues to have fever.


For almost a week Rara did not enter the tavern, all she did was lie in the room. Cold sweat soaked his body, he could not pass a second taking the medicine.


His cheerful character is gone. Rara became a quiet, pale girl.


"Rara?" Miranti's call surprised him. Rara immediately hid the medicine, inside the blanket.


"Mama" said Rara.


"You're getting pale, your body's getting feverish. We're going to the hospital."


"Mama, get home quickly? You're closing the store again? Don't worry about me. Rara has taken medicine, just needs rest," said Rara increasingly makes Miranti worried.


"Mama .. Suddenly I miss papa. I want to visit her grave," Rara said.


"You're so weird. 20 years your father's gone why do you suddenly miss him?" Miranti spoke with emotion.


"What's wrong if Rara misses him? There are not many memories of me with papa. Mama .. please." Rara said as she touched Miranti's hand.


Finally Miranti and Rara went to the funeral.


"We haven't come in a long time, the tomb's not taken care of." Rara said as she swept the dried leaves with her finger.


"It's only natural that your father's grave is not visible because it's been a long time" Miranti said.


"Mama, what after you died was papa forgotten? What if I die like that too?"


"You're really weird. Let's get out of here quick." Miranti just left Rara.


"Mama wait! Can I know what Papa's disease is?" Rara's question made Miranti's steps stop.


Miranti looked at him sharply.


"What's wrong with you? Why do you keep talking about your dead father today."


"I just want to know. Papa often vomits, nosebleeds, and .. Rara just wants to know because my friend is also experiencing the same symptoms."


"Do you care about your friends? See a doctor, not too late. Your father never got treatment when he was sick. Until when experiencing high fever, nausea, dizziness to nosebleeds then we consult a doctor. It was never imagined at that time that the doctor said if your papa was diagnosed with leukemia. Very surprising news especially when you were a child, never imagined your father would leave us," said Miranti.


"When did you die after your diagnosis of leukemia?" tanya Rara made Miranti look over.


"Two months? Six months? How long is Mah?"


Not the answer Rara got but Miranti's cry.


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However, suddenly Gio came dragging and pushing his body. Rara was further shocked by Gio's suddenly rude attitude.


"G-Gio," he said stammeringly.


Gio's gaze was terrifying and full of anger. The man did not see Rara's pale face at all.


"How do you feel when you look with someone else's eyes?"


"What?" Rara did not understand what Gio had just said.


"Are you glad to see again with Tiara's eyes. Is it because Tiara died that you want to ask for those eyes? I don't accept it at all" Gio said with great emphasis.


"What do you mean?" asked Rara who did not understand at all.


"Are you pretending to be stupid? I explained again that your eyes are my Tiar eyes."


Rara was stunned, she was very surprised. It was only the first time Rara knew that the donor was a Tiara.


"T-Tiara .. You mean these eyes?"


"Yes. All this time you've been looking with Tiara's eyes. You must be happy that Tiara died, you can see again, because you need her eyes right?"


"Gio I have absolutely no idea who my donor is. And I don't know at all if these eyes are Tiara's eyes. I never asked Tiara to donate her eyes" explained Rara.


But Gio did not want to hear the slightest explanation. Even Gio asked Rara to return those eyes.


"I never wanted one part of my wife's body to be on you" Gio said.


"Then what should I do? Do you want me to take it off? Let me wear it, let me see this world with his eyes. I don't know when I die, how much longer I can see this world. Gio, look at me .. do you hate seeing Tiara on me? Do you hate it because I'm not your Tiar?" rara's question made Gio speechless.


"I promise I'll take care of these eyes" added Rara, then left Gio.


Gio was silent and pensively feeling guilty about what he had done.


Rara kept running along the hallway. His heart ache at this moment when someone accuses him of being a thief. Gio had accused him of stealing Tiara's eyes, even though Rara had no idea about the donor at all.


'Tiara, are you cursing me? Are you punishing me because I made your eyes my eyes? Do you want me to be like you, Tiara? Should I suffer from leukemia, Rara's inner with tears.


Suddenly her body weakened, her eyes began to blur, her head felt spinning so that Rara could no longer walk.


Rara sat weakly under the floor, her body leaning against the wall. The more limp the body was not powered, a second his body fell in a few moments while his eyes were still open, until finally closed tightly.


The nurses started to arrive, helping Rara who had fallen unconscious.


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Gio entered his room. His mind was now raging between anger and regret.


'What am I doing? Am I wrong?' inner Gio who rubbed his face was rough.


"How come you really want it?" ask Gio on a photo of Tiara.


"You knew? It tortured me so much. I've been trying to forget you, but .. someone came like I saw you back. Is that your wish? Is that really what you want Tiara?"


Gio still said to the portrait.


A nurse knocked on the door and entered the room. Gio immediately wiped away the tears and saved the photo again.


"Doctor, there's a patient who just fainted. Please check" said the nurse.


"Yes" replied Gio. The sister also left.