At the End of Dusk In My Second Step

Desire

Leaz came home with “ wounds until when they will always believe in him, want until when I can see his again” said Leaz in his heart while crying. On the way home Leaz did not go straight home to see Rean, leaz stopped in the middle of the journey. He parked his car right beside the lake. Leaz got out of the car as he approached the edge of the lake. Leaz just looked around and enjoyed the scene before his eyes. He only saw and noticed the small ripples of waves that occasionally reached the tip of Leaz's feet. Not feeling his tears start to fall again, leaz let out his heart” Aaaaahhh..Aaaaaahhhh” said leaz while screaming in tears. “ is that fair to me?” There was the sound of Leaz sobbing” I know I'm not a perfect person, but mother.didn't you see a little truth behind it all .. he even tried to kill me but mom you can't see it” Leaz said as he shouted.” Your father also now hates me without knowing the truth?” The sound of leaz is sometimes disguised by the waves of the lake that occasionally hit the road barrier wall.” Mother .. father.. I miss you guys so much” he said sobbing while wiping his tears and stroking his stomach” I will never be blind to you” said leaz stroking his stomach.

Adnan had only noticed leaz after seeing the sadness of leaz slightly subsided and approached him while thrusting a mineral drink. Leaz who did not pay attention to adnan was surprised when adnan started talking” your baby needs air” he said while putting next to leaz. Almost a year they did not meet so Leaz was really embarrassed by the situation when it was seen by adnan” I was okay” replied leaz.” Yeah you know you're okay from now on you're crying you think your baby's gonna be okay?” Adnan. Leaz only fell silent and began to drink a sip of two sips of water given adnan. Adnan standing about to pass “ are you going to tell everyone that I'm a pathetic person?” Leaz spoke with a raucous voice. Adnan sat back down and started pelting towards the lake.” Fortunately what for me” replied adnan.

“ yes I do not know what advantage you will get” said leaz.” I'm getting married in two weeks, I don't know if it's the best or not. What if things don't work out?” Add leaz.” All will be fine” replied adnan.” Do you want to raise your baby without a father?” Add adnan.” No I don't think it's not the right choice” sahut adnan while looking for small stones to throw towards the lake. “ I love him” said leaz” binggo” replied adnan.” So what else are you waiting for?” Ask adnan” both my parents do not think of me as their child” said Leaz while his tears poured. “ I will replace them” adnan said while playing with water. Leaz knew it was just a joke deliberately made to accompany him telling a story.” If you don't tell him you think he'll be okay or he won't marry you?” Ask adnan. Leaz just silence, “ he will marry me” said leaz. “ then come on you are here too long.” Adnan held out his hand towards Leaz. Leaz looked at him deeply as his eyes met Adnan's. Adnan felt something tear, breaking his heart. It was as if he was drowning in a deep sea and had difficulty breathing. A moment later Adnan let out a gasping sound and was like a breathless person. Leaz who saw astonished” are you okay?” Tanya Leaz was a little worried and then he looked down to cover his face between his legs, as if the adnan under the current of water could not breathe. Then Adnan tried to stand up even though he was still shaking and tried not to see Leaz's face. A slightly surprised Leaz followed him from behind.” Sorry I did not mean to make you uncomfortable by saying my words earlier” said leaz” you are not wrong just that I did not pay attention to my words” replied adnan” I will come in the day your schedule later and become your escort if you don't mind” replied adnan. “ come it's enough “ replied leaz.

That night he smoked on the balcony next to his room, wearing training pants and looking at the face of the girl who is smiling on her screen hp” seems like I can not” he said while stroking her screen hp “ but I have promised” he said while closing his cigarette. Adnan then cooked to himself and began cleaning his house. After a few hours he went out with his Kawasaki and headed for a clothing embroidery, not long after which he stopped at a jewelry store. And choose an earring that is very good and has a very neat carving after paying attention to several types of adnan decided to choose earrings with a very simple type of medium size with a drop earring motif that is sparkly earring. With that alone adnan imagined the face of Leaz who was smiling wearing earrings that he gave. With a calm heart, he wrapped and made it as a gift for his birthday later.

A few days after Leaz explained everything that happened to rean. Rean hugged Leaz very tightly and apologized for his negligence of letting leaz go on his own. Leaz actually has doubts with marrying rean but he loves rean. That day Rean happily invited leaz to prepare for his wedding, they adjusted the dress to be used by Leaz and set the location of the recipe. Leaz was not so enthusiastic because both rean's parents didn't care so much for them as if they were just let go whereas leaz hoped that Rean's parents could treat leaz as best they could not not to be considered. Leaz just agree what rean choose with the reason tired leaz come home first in the middle of the journey Leaz met adnan and adnan gave his gift first “ sorry I did not know I could come or not because this weekend I will be out of town I do not know can arrive or not fit your birthday, said Adnan while offering his gift, Leaz received it and felt a little disappointed. And just smiling watching adnan pass leaz just looked at him far away as the shadow of adnan got further away.