Asteria Love
Preparation for Departure to Jakarta
The final episode
" Be calm tea, sit down yet iqomah....! " said Andi.
Asih muttered inwardly.
" What's the matter, by the way ? " whispers in the heart.
" Now you tell me, what's really going on. I think it's really nervous." asked Andi.
" Yes Ndi, Asih will besuk go to Jakarta that makes Asih so restless, because actually...."
The voice returned.
Suddenly there was a group of mothers passing by.
" Hayuuuk keburu iqomah later jang...! " greet a mother.
" Yes ma'am, wait for this pasih tea. ! " called Andi.
" Yes, I went to the mosque first. We'll obrolin later on !? " The Asih.
They also went to the mosque, to congregate. While Aster at home hopes Asih can get certainty.
May Asih succeed, at least there is certainty of relationship with Andi cousin. Aster also jd thought if Andi likes the same Aster. So Aster could not bear to refuse. But also unable to accept.
So heavy is the test called Love, like a piece of coin.
One side is pictured the other side Nominal so one unit.
The Beautiful Side of Love cannot be separated by the bitterness of Love. As Picture and Nominal pd coin.
Will Aster later also experience such things...?
Aster began to think about what Asih felt. Who only clap one hand, another case if the Gayung together. Asih likes Andi, and Andi also likes Asih.
Aah I why now only know about the heart because of Love. What Asih felt was also felt because of that time.
Will Andi feel the same way..?
So what about Aster himself...?
It's better to never fall in love, or it's a disaster.
Aster did not realize if cheeked, has flowed tear grains. Tear granules for Asih kah, Andi kah or for Aster himself. Asterpun does not know the answer.
Aster long contemplated it, but how many days did Aster know Asih..? But she cares so much about her best friend.
Maybe because of the nature of Aster so, that it is difficult to forget Astri. Or because it used to be separated from Astri. So it forms the character of Aster so super melancholy like that. I don't know, obviously that's how Asteria is.
None of her friends escaped her care. Aster recalls his past in Japan. He is separated from his best friend Jessy from New Zeland.
..." Aster I must return to my Country. And I think so do you ! " jessy said to Aster....
" Of course my friend... I have been waiting for my family and friend But I'll always miss you forever. I can't forget what happened between us !" answer Aster.
..............." In fact, my Father wants to help his Company. And your future will be good there.you don't need to find a job any more. I hope you consider this offer. Because my father beleives in you. In 5 Years you can open branch office, in your country. All is borne by my other. "jessy spoke with tears in her eyes
This place bears witness to my separation from Jessy......................
Why is it so hard to forget the memory of being together like that. Is it because of that that I never thought about lovers. Atukah my heart is frozen like that Snow.
Aster didn't realize that Andi was standing in front of him.
"Loh mbak Aster cry... ? " ask Andi.
" Not really, just looking at the past while still in Japan ! " answer Aster.
" Don't cry, bpk mother bentar lg go home. Tar guessed why napa mbak ! " called Andi.
" Yes Ndi, usually are not the same breed as lek sehyan Jamaah Isya ? " ask Aster.
" Yes, it's just that Isha too ! " answer Andi.
The atmosphere was silent for a moment, suddenly Andi and Aster called each other simultaneously.
Andi: "Sir....? "
Aster : "Ndi...? "
Andi: "Kok just called him mbak want to say what. Please talk first ! "
Andi let Aster talk first.
" Hehe. yes can be together, not really just want the nanya. Last time to the same mosque Asih chatted anything ? " ask Aster to Andi.
Andi was asked that. Remember from the trip to the mosque until coming home from the Mosque.
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Andi recalled the memory just now with Asih.
" Sih Tea, Kirain has gone home first !?? " calling Andi as he exited the mosque.
" Not yet, go home now ! " bring Asih.
" Yuyuk..! " answer Andi briefly.
They also walked silently to the house.
" What kind of tea was I going to say ? " ask Andi.
Asih who just tried to string the word so crumpled.
" Owh.. this.e Asih will be ready to go to Jakarta Ndi. So eeeh maxut Asih pingin...?! " the voice of Asih was cut off by the presence of their neighbor Usnah.
" Hey Asih tea Aak Andi, both of you ? Usnah join ya !" said plain.
" Yes, I can ! " answer Andi.
It just got awkward, saying there's someone else. I didn't say it was halfway.
" How is Asih tea, do we continue at home later ? " ask Andi.
" No need to Ndi, Asih just want to say Asih besuk to Jakarta. I have been looking for a job there for a long time. Maafin Asih if during this time often repotin Andi. "the word Asih, bland...!
" Aaah this Asih tea, that was so thought of. Like anyone, Asih tea is the same Andi it is not someone else anymore ! " answer Andi kalem.
" How is the max not someone else ? " ask Asih curious and hope something from Andi.
" Yes Asih tea and Andi considers Andi family ! " answer Andi.
" What is a family ? " ask Asih.
" Yes the same as Aster, so Andi's family considers Andi's older brother. "Andi replied rather awkwardly call the name Aster.
" Oh that, kirain Andi that likes Aster like like a guy to a girl, hihihi. " replied Asih while laughing to cover his disappointment.
" Gak laah teeh mbak Aster is Andi's cousin. Cook yes Andi Cinta just as mbak Aster. "answer Andi gelagapan. I didn't expect to be asked so much.
" Yes no papa kan Ndi, although the cousin is still not mahrom. So Andi love Aster it does not matter. "the word Asih provokes Andi's reaction.
" It was tea, but not tea. Maybe even Aster already has a guy too " replied Andi.
Asih did not continue to talk, because he felt he had received an answer. That indeed Andi loved Aster, and did not dare to express his heart. Just like her, who loves Andi but is unable to say. I hope it's not even possible at this time.
" Know that you feel Ndi. Because Asih feels what you feel. How you feel about Aster. While the Asih feelings for you. " whispered Asih in the heart.
Finally Andi entered his house and Asih went to Asih's house as well. And Usnah had reached his house, some alley before Andi's house.
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" Hey Ndi... how to talk ? " ask Aster.
Andi became shocked and nervous, even forgetting what Aster had asked.
" Why are you Ndi..? How to be so nervous, mbak just had a conversation was the same Asih ? " answered Aster while laughing at Andi.
" Owh Mbak Aster know what Asih tea is ? " andi answered nervously to make Aster become more surprised with Andi.
" Why is this a child, how to be this oon. " said Aster in the heart.
Actually what happened was, Andi thought Asih talk about Andi's feelings for Aster already known Aster. Though what Aster forced, whether Asih had expressed his feelings to Andi.
And how Andi responded to it. But Andi just different perception.
" You why Ndi ? Sick or why ? " ask Aster in wonder.
" Owh not really mbak.was Asih tea just said that besuk so want to go to Jakarta. The point is just saying goodbye, nothing special ! " answered answered nervously.
Aster became increasingly curious about Andi who strangely according to him.
" Why are you so nervous ? Is there anything you keep secret from mbak ? " attend Aster to Andi.
" Not really mbak, is it really mbak Aster Teh Asih said what ? " ask Andi.
" Didn't Asih talk about feelings between girls and guys ? " ask Aster further.
" Ogh about that, mbak...?!? " answered hesitantly continuing.
" Yes maxut mbak Aster about that, Asih said what ? " hideAster.
" This is what Aster is, if the matter of taste or feeling is coming from the heart. So don't blame anyone for loving. It's up to the loved ones, whether they accept it or not" explains Andi who is unclear.
Andi really misunderstood, with Aster's question. What Aster forced was an expression of Asih feelings for Andi.
But Andi thought, Aster asked about Andi's feelings to Aster. Just like Asih said earlier.
" Aster's mother doesn't blame Ndi, that's natural. That feeling can appear to anyone, and to anyone" Aster replied.
" Keep if according to mbak Aster himself about the feeling how was it ? " ask Andi somewhat trembling.
" Yes if mbak Aster is up to you Ndi. Because if mbak Aster himself at this time has not thought that. I don't know when, Aster doesn't know either. About your conversation with Asih earlier, mbak Aster no comment. It is up to you how to take a stance. "clearly Aster who further confused Andi. Because I misunderstood from the beginning.
" Ashalaamu 'alaikum...! " said his mother Andi from the mosque.
" Aalaikummussalam...! " answer Aster and Andi compact.
" Aren't you at the Ndi mosque ? " ask Andi's mother.
" So maghrib, Isya'nya no ! " answer Andi briefly.
Andi & Aster talks were cut, before the problem became clear. Between Aster and Andi there are still misunderstandings that both are not aware of.
Finally they went to bed and entered their rooms.
While in Asih's room, after packing clothes. Asih lying on his bed, with glassy eyes.
...Andie....!...
...We have lived in neighbors for a long time. Of us the same are still toddlers. I don't want to fall in love with you either....
...Even from Asih SMP Asih told you to call Asih teteh or eceuk . Because Asih likes to be your sister. But these last 2 years, Asih from loving you as a sister, Asih sympathizes with you, admires you....
...And all those tastes were fused in my heart, and sprouted the seed of love in my heart....
...The longer the seed grows the more fertile it is, and it eventually blooms....
...A flower that blooms in my heart, that gives color to my life. But at this time the flower withered, and the color faded....
...One by one the flower petals fell apart from the flower stalk....
...Maybe from the beginning I couldn't love you....
...Like Asih, you will experience a taste like ysng I guess....
...Forgive Asih can not help you, not Asih does not want but Asih is unable....
...Aster's heart is so cold and frozen, like a snowflake. Actually Asih willing, if Andi likes Aster....
...But Asih knows, Aster's heart hasn't been opened yet? or it won't even open for you....
...Just like your heart would never open for me. But Asih realized, I don't deserve you....
...Currently Asih just hope, you can forget about Aster. Don't hurt your heart any deeper....
...Don't let you feel what I think....
...Let Asih jd your Asih tea as before. Smile and laugh if you are funny. Who cries sadly if you fall off the bike or get scratched by thorns while playing in the garden....
...It was happier before the virus of love gnawed my heart....
Such was the voice of the heart that could only be heard by himself. Responded by clear tears, dredging his eyes.
The goddess of the night was unable to put Asih to sleep. Only exhaustion makes him sleep in dreamland.?
While elsewhere Aster was busy with his own imagination. By hoping that when you arrive in Jakarta you can meet Astri.
Aster sure will be able to meet you Astri. Either sooner or later Aster will meet you.
That's a different Aster daydream with Andi and Asih.
Unlike Andi, who has misinterpreted Aster's words. Which Andi relates to the word Asih. About Andi's "feelings" on Aster.
...So Aster already knew if Andi harbored a taste for him....
...He was not angry, gave it all to Andi....
...But Aster himself was unwilling to think about it....
...What is the max...?...
...It's up to Andi but Aster didn't think of this just yet....
...Is that a sign that tests Andi's loyalty..?...
...Does it have to be that way is there no other way ?...
...What's the max Aster said no comment ? Does he really not like me, but refuses subtly ?...
...Or is he just thinking about accepting or not ?...
...Or did he test my feelings of love ?...
...But why do I keep calling mbak in front of him ?...
...Why don't I dare call her name. My age is also at least 3 years adrift....
Andi restless with bin gabut.
Just like Asih, Andi was hard to close his eyes.
As time passed, Andi and Asih fell asleep due to fatigue. And so does Aster.
When Asih thought Andi just Andi think Aster.
And when Andi thinks Aster just Aster hope Andi be the same Asih.
While Asih himself did not have the courage to speak to Andu. But Aster Asih had shot Andi. That's why I asked Andi.
But Andi misunderstood, thought Aster asked about the feeling earlier. Andi thought about asking Andi's feelings to Aster.
It's a very complicated love story that happened to them.
And not felt, the dawn has arrived. And I saw Adzan wake them up.
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...connect...
