
further...
*LOVE TRACES...
Duhai Allah....
Please be sure of me that everything will be okay, hold my hand to get through everything, including accepting what I don't want.
The owner of the heart....
my tears may always break, but I never regret this fate, I may always hear my complaint, but I never curse what is.
And I know all by will - you, O God. Then, please embrace me when things are not as I want them to be.
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Alika and the family continue on their way to the funeral, where Bayu's father is buried, using two different cars.
when they got there they immediately went down and immediately went to the tomb of Bayu's father, they were solemnly praying led by Alif who recited a special prayer for the pilgrimage of the tomb, with a solemn prayer led by Alif who recited a special prayer for the pilgrimage of the grave, he was seen several times to shed tears as if he wanted to complain about what he felt to his father.
When Alif had finished reciting his prayers, it was marked that the pilgrimage of the tomb had been completed, they sowed flowers alternately and then after all they had finished they decided to go home, but alika asks to stay, asks all the family to leave her there, they follow what she wants, everyone goes home except Gani who waits for alika where their car is parked.
while alone alika spoke in the navel of her father as if he was complaining to his father by continuing to cry bitterly.
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father, I'm really tired, a lot of the burden of my own mind.A lot of complaints that are hard for me to tell.
dad, I'm actually falling and I want to give up, I can't pretend to be strong even though my heart is so broken.
dad,, know your daughter is not okay right now .😭😭😭 says - said alika on the sidelines of her crying.
long enough alika there and never go from there, until sound from behind her.
"Honey,,,,!"
Hearing that voice instantly alika stopped her crying, without turning her head alika rose from her restful position, then wiped her tears.cleaned her face from the tears and snot that came flowing, and then wiped her tears, alika took a deep breath to regulate her emotions.
then he turned around and he saw who else would call him honey if not Romi.
Romi was right behind Alika.
when alika turned around Romi's body clearly saw the rest of the tears on alika's face even though alika had tried to hide her
Romi felt very guilty, he thought that alika seprti because she was late with them to the wedding of Fahri and Rani.
"Honey, I'm sorry...!" Said Romi and immediately hugged alika, and without alika reply hug, but he even returned crying sniffled 😭😭😭
"Hey honey, don't cry, forgive me for being late....!" Alika shook her head under the sign answering it's okay
"I've tried to arrive on time, but a lot of obstacles, in addition to the road jammed, the car tire deflated up to 2 times that makes me late..." Romi explained the events he experienced that hindered him.
Romi also told alika that he immediately went to the venue, hoping they were still there and it turned out they had come home, Romi immediately rushed to Diah's grandmother's house, and he was still there, but there was no one there, and Romi decided to wait, before long grandmother and the others came, and told him that Alika was at the funeral, because the distance between the funeral and Diah's grandmother's house is not too far away, Romi did not need a long time to immediately meet alika there.
after hearing what was told by Romi Alika asked Romi.
" Mister may I ask you something...?"
" Yes of course,,,!" Reply Romi enthusiastically
" Sir, do you love me...!"
" I love you so much, what I do now is only for you,, for our future...!"
" Can I ask you something,,,!"
" Of course, what you want, what you ask as much as I can, I will fulfill...!"
" What is that...?" Alika
" Yes,,,!" Romi
" Promise...!" Alika
" Sir...!" Alika
" Yes,,,!" Romi
" Please stay out of my life...!" Alika
" WHAT...!" Romi
" You've promised the master to fulfill her,!" Alika
" But alika I can't do that, I love you so much, I want to live happily with you until death do us part...!" Romi
" But I'm not happy sir, if I want to be happy, my life is calm, then stay away from me, and please cooperate to facilitate our divorce process,,,!" Alika
" This Alika is the same as you asking me to give up my life...!" Because Romi has promised to put his life in order to be with Alika.
" No sir all will be fine, I beg your cooperation, no matter how strong you maintain, I will keep going, we have strong evidence CCTV footage of all your abusive treatment of me, he said, of course the court will easily grant our divorce suit application, because of violent acts, but I don't want that my master wants us to settle everything well,,,!" Alika tried to negotiate
" Well, you said! but I'm not okay alika, I'm sick even more powerful than what you feel,,,! Romi is trying to defend.
" I'm sorry sir, my decision has been unanimous, I will resign from the foundation and Mr. Alif will replace me, for a while I just want to continue my education,,,!" Alika told her plan ahead
" Yes I've tried to maintain this relationship, but I can't force it, if parting with me can make you happy, then I can do anything but let you go, although it is hard to do it, but please forgive me for all my mistakes, if indeed we are not a match and must be separated for good, at least I can go without guilt...!" Romi tries to classify and accept alika's plea.
" Thank you, sir, I have never hated you, and I have forgiven you all, I want to separate because of the guilt that always haunted my soul for betraying (haunting Fahri), he said, I am always faced with the pressures that torment my feelings at the same time you, of course you know I do not feel calm and unhappy. Therefore it is better we separate,,,!" Alika expressed what she felt so that Romi understood.
with a sad facial expression Romi nodded in understanding and said "Okeh!'" with a very heavy heart and lowered, he felt helpless with alika's plea, he had no choice but to approve her.
Alika looks very trying to hold back her crying, who wants to break at that moment, looks once from her face, she holds all the feelings she feels, because in fact she also loves Romi.
" Thank you, sir, and I'm sorry...!" the last word of alika, then alika passed leaving Romi with tears.
Alika approached the gani who had been waiting for her.
" Deck,,,! you're not papa...?" Tanya Gani saw her sister crying
Alika just shook her head and then went into the car, in the car alika cried as unwilling to spill her sadness, chose to let go of all her, hoping for a quieter future life by opening a new sheet, she said, with her new setatus later as the widow of the flower.
Gani gives space for alika to be able to spill all her sadness, after feeling her usual satisfaction alika can easily control her emotions, and can be more calm.
Gani chose to approach Romi who was bowed with a position of rest facing the navel of Bayu's father.
seeing Romi's condition, Gani really felt unbearable, gani tried to provide support by embracing Romi's shoulder, to strengthen her.
Romi did not budge even though someone approached him, Romi seprti was numb.
" Mister forgive us, we as a family have given him understanding, but he (alika) remains firm with his decision,,,!" Gani felt unbearable.
and tell her that actually Alika wants to sue for divorce from the moment she left Romi's house, but all the family held her because Alika did not want to go back with Fahri, then! the family asks alika to postpone her plans, until Fahri marries first, because if alika parted with Romi before Fahri married, it is certain Fahri will cancel his marriage with Rani, and will continue to pursue alika.
" My master knows you're a great man, stay strong, believe me if you're a match God will unite you, if not ! maybe God has other, more wonderful plans for you,,,!" Gani tries to calm Romi down.
Only one word was said from Romi's lips "Thank you" with his soft tone of voice.
" Let you leave this place, it will soon rain,,,! let's go to grandma's house first...!" aja gani, worried about Romi's condition, and indeed the weather when it arrived - suddenly supporting and blowing strong winds.
Romi just nodded his head.
" I am first, sir! we're waiting at Grandma's...!" Gani pampit and passed away leaving Romi, after getting an answer a nod of the head from Romi.
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