Asmara Anastasia

Marriage Without Love

At night, in a different room, Arka's feelings were not much the same as what Anastasya was feeling. Arka realizes that Anastasya is disappointed in her. But what to say, the shadow of Rangga who knelt on his feet, made Arka throw away his mind to be able to touch every inch of Anastasya's body.

He can't afford. He was also afraid if one day Rangga came and collect his promise back to be able to bring Anastasya back in the deck. Surely his best friend will be disappointed extraordinary and assume if he took advantage of the existing circumstances.

Arka threw her body into the bed. Although not at all sleepy, but he forced to fall asleep quickly hoping to quickly expel the various thoughts that make him dizzy seven circumference.

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Several months passed, but the situation was not much different from before even impressed there was a distance that stretched.

The arc returned cold, even colder than Anastasya's treat when he first entered his palace. Once during malan, Anastasya desperately teased Arka in the workspace with his thin clothes. Showing curves that certainly make men will be tempted to see it, but the reaction shown Arka different. Not rude, but the man refused and again covered Anastasya's body with pajamas that were deliberately released by the owner of the body.

Anastasya tergugu. In the silent room he spilled tightness in the chest. Although in fact Arka also saw it from the surveillance camera.

The man did deliberately not tell Anastasya about the reason that made him reluctant to touch her. Because Arka was afraid, if Anastasya accused him of conspiring with Rangga until something happened that was not desirable. Arka is sure that the wife will be disappointed when this secret is revealed. Therefore Arka deliberately closed the meeting, and never discussed it.

In the past, Anastasya did not have the slightest taste in Arka, like a taste that linked to Rangga. However, over time also various trials of life that they have gone through together, making a sense of awe and love that began to grow in Anastasya.

The girl had a dream, if their household would be better in the future. Living together, with lots of love. However, when the cold attitude that returned Arka showed, made the girl's mind dim. Anastasya realized, if their marriage used to be based only on compassion and not love.

Wounded by the terrible waves for the umpteenth time, Anastasya again fell into the black valley of the night world. Alcohol, as well as nicotine, returned to accompany his nights.

Anastasya did not openly go to the club to join his friends. Only when Arka left did Anastasya come out by sneaking. To offend the servants and bodyguards even though they were eventually found out.

Arka was quite angry, but as much as possible controlled his emotions and did not show his anger in front of Anastasya. Arka is aware, if Anastasya's mental still depressed and will do things that make him happy without thinking long.

Mirah who was at the beginning was not fond of Anastasya, quite stunned when the night of sewatu found Anastasya coming home drunk and also wearing clothes that were rather open. The middle-aged woman was scouting the son with so many questions. To be honest he is not willing if his only son marries a girl who is careless and likes night entertainment. But, what to say. The two have married a sacred relationship and Mirah will sin if she asks the two to divorce.

Some time has passed, it will be re-conscious if it is possible Anastasya was disappointed because he was negligent about his important role as a husband who will actually pay more attention to his wife and also give her affection.

Arka's moving fast. Tighten the escort and make sure Anastasya no longer goes out at night or gathers with his old friend like Sarah. Because when Anastasya's sanity wavers and runs to find a place to lean on, Sarah is the first to come, but it is not taking him on the right path and it is throwing Anastasya on the brink of destruction that makes him increasingly missteps.

"Anastasya, do you know? Not only you lost Abigail, but me, her father." Said Arka to Anastasya one day. Arka cupped both hands to frame the face of the wife who was wet by tears.

"So please, don't ruin yourself more and more for all the unnecessary things. I know you suffered after Abigail's departure, but would Abigail not be sad to see you fall like this."

Anastasya was unable to answer Arka's words. I can only cry and regret my stupidity.

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Are there any life experiences that Anastasya got from the trials of his life so far? Sure oes. Anastasya is now starting to get up and live his days to be better than before.

All did not escape the attention that Arka gave. Anastasya often visits orphanages to provide help. In fact he became a regular donor, in some orphanages as well as places of worship.

Arka smiled happily, as the Ocean reported all of Anastasya's activities every day.

Arka is aware that Anastasya has changed a lot after his madness some time ago. The girl began to fix herself up for the better and benefit others. And since the incident that night, Anastasya never again come teasing him with sexy pakasian. Anastasya seems to have gotten used to it and treated Arka like a friend.

But there is one thing that makes Arka stunned. Anastasya night introduces her to a few girls who Arka herself does not know clearly what her goal is.

Arka firmly refuses and declares not wanting when Anastasya urges her husband to go to dinner with the girl who Arka herself does not know her origin.

"Ana, stop! Stop asking me to meet your friends. I'm your husband and I don't want to have dinner with anyone but you." So assertive. Sounds like a warning to Anastasya not to act anymore.

"Remember Anastasya. You're my wife. Although as complicated as any of our marriage relationship, but still believe if there will be no other mistress in this house, other than yourself." After saying Arla turned around and disappeared from before Anastasya.

Bemoan. That's what Arka felt. Their marriage relationship is complicated. But his wife could not think a little about his feelings. It was not only Anastasya who was injured. But also himself. It's just that Arka covered everything. Pretending to be rigid even though the mind is sliced sore.

Anastasya who was sitting was disturbed, only able to stare at the wide back of Arka who slowly moved away from him. Feel guilty? Sure oes. But Anastasya would not act if he did not have a purpose and purpose.

Anastasya concluded that Arka had married her, not for love. Perhaps it is the pity that makes this marriage relationship formed.

The kindness and sincerity that Arka had, apparently encouraged Anastasya heart to plan something that might not make sense.

Arka never happy with their marriage, that's what Anastasya can catch. Arka was so self-limiting and never wanted to touch Anastasya like a wife.

Anastasya willingly combined. She was ready to find the good girl she would later pair with her own husband.

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