Asiyah End Times

I Misjudged

Until late at night, Asiyah did not return to her room.

Asiyah was in the reading room next to her room. I don't want to meet her husband first. For a moment, Asiyah wanted to calm her mind first. Trying to reflect on his household problems with Pak Jendi.

"It's all my fault, because of my stupidity."

"I guess, all men who love their mother with sincerity will also love their wife sincerely."

"I guess, all men who love their families sincerely, will also love their wives with sincerity."

"But I was wrong.."

"It turns out, I should have chosen a man who loves all things because of God, if He loves his family only because of his earthly orientation, then I should also judge the religious goodness of his family, he said, especially her mother."

"Yes if the mother's religion is good, at least the mother will guide her children to treat others well, especially the husband or wife of their children."

"I know my husband is a good man, but he is a weak-hearted man."

"Then why didn't He soften his heart against me??"

"Hmmmm.. Mr. Jendi only considers Me as a new person who enters his life, who has no share of his struggles in the past. While his mother and brothers were the ones who knew about all that bitterness. Although Mr. Jendi still only fought for them, until now."

"The mistake I made back then, was that I was in too much of a hurry to judge Mr. Joints. Just because I think Mr. Jendi is the man in charge of his mother and family. And I hope He is a man who will also take full responsibility for me, and will love me wholeheartedly. Like what he did to his mother and family."

"These words I have heard so often from the counsellors, 'If you want to find a good husband, look at how a man treats his mother, if a man unites his mother well, then He will also unite his wife well, then choose Him as a husband'."

"It turns out that advice does not apply absolutely to all men. I proved it myself."

"It turns out not all men who unite their mothers will also unite their wives."

"Yes how could there be two queens on the side of a man at once. Especially if the man is not knowledgeable, then the ability to serve the two queens will not be achieved."

"Especially if the position as a wife will be equated with the position as a mother, and vice versa. That's really not possible. Even the duties and rights between the two are clearly very different, both in religious law and also in state law."

That was how Asiyah deduced what had happened to her husband all along.

"What's wrong. Everything has happened. Mr. Jendi has become my husband. And I'm his wife."

"All these mistakes have happened with God's permission. Until then all I valued and saw was his kindness. Although I have tried to get to know to investigate Mr. Jendi in earnest. No one is perfect, right?"

"I am sure there is a great gift that God has prepared for me out there. This must have been a lesson."

Hhhhhhhhh. Asiyah's long breath was heard from behind the slightly opened door.

Mr. Jendi peeked at his wife's whereabouts.

He saw Asiyah who was in her long daydream. No tears and tears. But clearly there was a deep disappointment from the glare of his two eyes.

"Asiyahhhh... Where is my medicine??!! What time is it?? I haven't eaten rice and taken medicine, What kind of wife are you Asiyah??!!"

That speech was so loud. Shocked Asiyah and woke her from a long daydream.

Mr. Jendi deliberately did just that. For Asiyah to return to him immediately. Pretend to scream and get angry again. After that he let out a sigh from his heart to Asiyah.

Asiyah ran quickly to her husband.

He found Mr. Jendi who was still in the room.

"After Brother, Asiyah will bring food for Brother and medicine," the words gently came out of Asiyah's mouth. Then leave that room immediately.

Pak Jendi. What happened to Asiyah? A few hours ago, he was angry with me. And now He is serving me again like a husband who never utters harsh words, as I did to him this afternoon.

That's Asiyah. She was a forgiving woman and always thought positively of God. There was no revenge in his heart. He just felt like everything happened because of his own stupidity in the past. Because his own fault misjudged something.

Today, Asiyah had actually managed to provoke her husband's anger until her husband took out all the uneg-uneg inside her chest, which turned out to be what made her husband fall ill like this because he thought too hard.

Asiyah has also found where her household problems point so far.

There is no more appropriate solution in this case, but patience to live a household with all its problems.

Krriinngggg. kkrriinngg. Asiyah's phone reads.

Asiyah immediately picked it up. The hand that was busy preparing food for Pak Jendi stopped for a moment. "Assalamu'alaykum Umi's.."

"Wa'alaykumussalam Nak, Asiyah. Is Asiyah okay?" ask Umi. With his panic. A mother's instincts can never lie.

Asiyah just kept quiet. Confused to answer what. On the other hand Asiyah hoped her husband could change if he complained to Umi, so that Umi could help Asiyah. But on the other hand Asiyah also did not want to make Umi sad by knowing the real situation.

"Whoops..?? What's up, son??" ask Umi. Discreetly.

"Hhmmm..there is nothing Umi, Asiyah is fine," said Asiyah as if being excited.

"Whoops..?? Don't you want to tell Umi?" ask Umi again. Who sounded in disbelief with Asiyah's words just now.

"Yes Umi, Asiyah is okay" asserted Asiyah. Trying to convince Umi.

"Hhhhhhh, yes, thank God if there is nothing, son, Umi only told Asiyah, be careful in any situation, be careful in any situation, because one second of carelessness that Asiyah did, in an instant can change the world of Asiyah and do not forget to inform Umi if Asiyah needs something from Umi, in shea Allah Umi will be ready to help the eldest child Umi at any time," explained Umi in Asiyah. He tried to convince his son to get help from him.

"Asiiyaahhh... How long have you been..??!!" heard Mr. Jendi calling himself from inside the room.

Asiyah immediately ended her phone call with Umi. Didn't want Umi to hear that rude call on her.

"Yaaa a little bit Brother." replied Asiyah who also shouted from the dining room.