Asian Contributing Girl

The Devastated Feelings

Both of them were still standing in front of Kayla's room, the girl was staring at Wildan full of hatred, her heart was very sick to see the man, she said, his great love could not even defeat his hatred for Wildan at this time. Wildan stared pushyly, the man clearly seeing the hatred in the girl's eyes because of his actions.

'' Kay please forgive mas, mas know the mistake mas very fatal to you, but understand mas at all gk no intention to hurt your heart, mas love you very much Kay.

'' What? of love? oh, is that it? is it easy for you to say love? even after breaking my heart and dreams, you know what? your love has no meaning to me anymore, because I have no more trust in the same thing as love, after what you did to me, the feeling left for you is only a great hatred, I HATE YOU MAS WILDAN!!!.'' he said with emphasis, his eyes reddened, his tears could no longer bear to not come out of his eye sockets.

'' Kay, please don't cry, I can see you like this dear, please give me one more chance ya same mas?''

Kay rubbed her tears rough, she was angry why these cursed tears had to come down, but since then she had tried to hold him back so as not to fall, but still, the tears flowed by themselves.'' But the opportunity is no longer there, I've given you a chance, many times, but WHAT'S THE TRUTH??? should you go back to Maya, isn't she sick? he must have needed you so much, then why did you leave him? is it because you are getting tired of him to come back home?'' Kay asked in a dismissive tone, her eyes staring intently at the man.

'' Maya has died Kay.'' answered her grudgingly, but able to make her heart as turbulent as possible, Kay as angry as possible, her breath hunting, now she just realized, now she just realized, if this selma he never really considered by Wildan, actually he was quite surprised and concerned when Wildan said that Maya was dead, but that made Kay inexhaustible, why did Wildan have to come back? that's the same as making Kay think, if it means all this time he was only used as a backup by Wildan, it's outrageous.

'' Oh I know now, means if Maya was alive, I'd never come back, would I? it turns out I just realized that if all this time I was just being used as an escape for you, you never really loved me, I should have realized from the beginning, that I did not deserve to be with you.'' said Kay, her heart was very sick and painful, the wound did not bleed make it difficult to breathe, it felt Kay just wanted to die at this time, he had thought if he would be strong to face all this, he said, but the truth is she's just a weak woman, Kay can't handle all this, she can't stand all the pain in her heart, Wildan is too big to scratch the wound in her heart, he said, and Kay couldn't bear the pain of the wounds she had inflicted on her.

Wildan looked at the fragile girl before him with pity, his chest was tight to see his loved ones crying because of him, Wildan was very sorry, if the time could be repeated, then he would never make this mistake.'' Kay, I'm sorry dear, sorry for making you hurt like this, I'll fix everything mas promise, you still want to? married to mas?'' wildan asked, although he was a little hesitant, but Wildan felt that Kay still loved him very much and still wanted to return to him, if not how Kay might still want to survive in his home, while their marriage was null and void three days ago, it was because he believed that if the girl was still expecting herself, Wildan tried to grab the girl by the hand, but soon brushed off violently by Kay.

'' I'm sick of all your nonsense, from now on don't ever say anything more about your feelings, and one more thing, don't think my existence still survives in this house because of you, if yes mas wrong big, I survive not because I still want to return your bsrsama, but because I'm married to Juno.'' he said seriously, Kay looked into the eyes of the man in front of him, he wanted to see the reaction of his fiancee after hearing that he was married, but Wildan did not believe it at all.

'' You're wrong, even though Juno and I just know each other, but at least I know he's the man in charge, unlike Wildan.'' after saying that, Kay immediately opened the door of her room she entered, then closed the door with a little slamming her in front of Wildan's face, but it seemed that the man did not care, Wildan was too busy digesting the girl's words, but, maybe because Wildan still could not believe his words, and if all that was true, then destroyed all hope Wildan to have the girl, because it was impossible for him to take Kay from Juno, because here is the guilty one.

***

This morning all the family members gathered for breakfast, suddenly the atmosphere became a little tense, like where not, currently Wildan and Juno are sitting opposite each other while Kay is sitting next to Juno on the orders of the Goddess mom while the Goddess mom and Sandra are sitting between Wildan and Kay, they all eat in silence, what's more, Kay, the girl was actually very awkward, she used to sit next to Wildan, now it's different, wanted Kay to leave the dinner table, but it's impossible to do, but it's not possible, because from the beginning, the Goddess had said that she had to behave normally if one day Wildan returned to the house, and with a heavy heart he had to accept it, actually, he really wants to move from the house, but it seems that for a while, Kay must resist her wishes, after all if they move house, automatically she and Juno will only live alone, just by themselves, and Kay wasn't ready to stay alone with Juno, they would be very awkward, but on the other hand she didn't want to continue to be stuck in her past with Wildan, like now, he knew that his ex-fiancee had been watching him since then, and that made Kay feel a little uneasy, it was like he threw the man's face with the fried chicken in front of him, but he did not have the courage to do it.

When all seemed to focus on their own food, suddenly Miss Dewi said something that made Kay, Juno and of course Wildan choke on their food. '' Oya Jun, where are you and Kay planning to go on honeymoon?'' hearing the words of Dewi's mother, all three coughed.

Uhuk-uhuk-uhuk

Seeing that, Miss Dewi and Sandra looked at each other, but after that both shook their heads to see their compactness, in a different sense

Actually last night the Goddess had told Wildan everything, at one o'clock at night, he came out of his room to want to take drinking water in the kitchen, he said, but the middle-aged woman saw her eldest son sitting in the corner of the room, although still very angry at the son, she also could not have been too long to ignore the son, he also, after all, he also wanted to explain everything to Wildan, mother Dewi wanted her eldest son to know that Kay was now married to Juno, and mother Dewi hoped Wildan would no longer interfere with Kay's life, Kay said, now that woman has a life of her own.

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