Asa (Paying Wife Only)

Eps 113s

"So you're really dating that actor Za?" ask Dea to know. They had enjoyed a cup of coffee before leaving for the office. Dea followed the gossip this morning.

Moza immediately raised her face to look at Dea.

"It's just gossip, De," Moza said immediately. He went back to sipping his cup of coffee.

"But you guys fit in, he's a really cool actor" Dea said imagining Richie. He looked back at Moza.

"Then, how's your relationship with Rey? Why haven't you been seen with Za for a few days? Is something going on?" ask Dea.

"Me and Richie are just friends of De's, don't think shit. And as for my relationship with Rey, you know for yourself. It seemed like he would never be able to forget his past. Maybe he and I will never make it. Besides he also asked for a break," said Moza.

"What...?" Dea was surprised. He almost popped out his eyeballs so surprised. "How did you break?"

Moza looked at Dea. "Don't I explain the reason earlier De."

"Okey, then you have to make Rey realize that she actually loves you. Pepet keeps that handsome actor. I'm sure Rey will definitely fire a beard when she sees the news this morning hahaha sukurin tuh the Rey," Dea said. He was so upset with his boss that he acted stupidly to his best friend.

"Udah is De, don't talk about them." said Moza. He stood up immediately.

"Where are you going?" ask Dea.

"To the beach..," replied Moza. He immediately stepped out of the cafe.

"Seriously? I'm going with dong Za" Dea said.

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Rey held back the heat of her heart when she saw the news this morning. It feels like Dejavu. Moza was once gossiped about with Richie. And now he sees in real life pictures of Moza laughing loosely with the actor.

He jealous. Yeah, very jealous. But as much as possible he dampened his jealousy. Rey breathed slowly.

Ccleks... The door opened and displayed a girl figure that made her heart so messy this morning.

"Good morning sir" said Moza smiling. Rey did not answer, she just nodded.

Moza immediately read Rey's schedule today. Rey stopped him.

"Sit down Za, there's something I want to talk to you about" Rey cut in as Moza read out her schedule. Moza nodded and sat down to him.

Rey looked at Moza with a difficult look, making Moza look away. Rey was so sad to see it. Isn't this his decision? He just didn't want Moza to be a jealous girl. But it turned to him.

Rey grabbed Moza's hand and held it warm. Moza looked at Rey nanar, slowly he let go of the grasp.

Rey looked at him so softly. He was disappointed Moza released his hand. Will he lose his girl? Will he lose his love?

"Za, are the rumors true? Were you with that actor last night?" Ask Rey. Moza was silent, he hoped Moza would shake his head.

"Do you love her?" ask Rey again. Moza looked up at Rey.

"Do I have to say many times to my heart? I'm tired of Rey," Moza looked disappointedly at Rey.

"I love you, Za." he said. Rey looked in Moza's direction.

"You said you loved me? Then what about your mass?" Moza looked at the man in front of her.

"Za, didn't I say, I'm trying to let go of the rest of my feelings for her. And I hope you are the one who treats my heart so that this feeling will all be yours. Please wait a moment Za." Rey said with a pleading gaze.

Moza smiled wryly at Rey's words. It's always like this. Until when does he have to wait for the feeling Rey will only be his?

"You told me to wait for your love entirely for me. But when is Rey? You didn't know it until when, did you? You've always thought about your heart, but have you ever thought about my heart once? I've always held back the pain of when you met him, your look at him, your lies when you met him behind my back. Did you ever think about it Rey, you never thought about how much my heart ached" Moza said. Rey fell silent. He looked at every word Moza said to him. Yes, he had indeed never thought about what Moza had felt all along.

She was so angry, upset and sick to see the gossip this morning about Moza and Richie. Then what about the feeling of Moza patiently facing her? Rey is overwhelmed with guilt.

Moza stood up. "It's Rey, your decision is not wrong. We really shouldn't have a relationship where you're still walking in your past" Moza said with a tight hold on her chest. Then he started to step out of Resya's room.

"You haven't answered my question Za, do you love her?...,"

Moza stopped his steps. "He's a good guy, and he doesn't walk in his life. Maybe I'll consider him" Moza said ambiguously. Then he immediately walked out of Rey's room.

Rey closed her eyes. He didn't want to lose Moza. He loves that girl. He stared at Moza's back which slowly began to disappear from his sight.

"I love you Za, and I'll never let you go. I was very wrong to make this decision. I'm sorry I always hurt you. I promise to let go of my mass completely just for me you Za. You are my future." Rey said so steadily.

Because of his decision, once again, Rey has to fight hard to get her girl.

Rey regrets. She and Moza should be so happy. But because of his decision, Moza instead stayed away and avoided him. Because of his selfishness, Moza was so disappointed in him. And now he must see Moza shed her tears.

Moza was still behind Rey's door. He held tightness in his chest. Moza loves Rey, but loving Rey hurts her so much. Rey's love is hard for her to achieve. Is it wrong to give up?

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