AS BRIGHT AS YOUR TEARS

Asmara logic

Tembang asmarandono is still played by small radio. The sound is not as clear as modern radio. The place you usually spend a lot of time there. Silent atmosphere created by the flow of development makes him drift.

This morning Ririn will be as usual, going to college with a stack of books. Honda Brio car so the bus runs, this is proven a row of books in the trunk of the car. Like people want to do a visit where children gather in an open space. Support also continues to flow from various parties, including campus friends. Rika has participated in many small events.

Business opportunities are also progressing financially. So this news will be delivered to the mother who is still in care. Although his heart could not fully move. This proved papa did not put such a deep taste. The reason Handoko simply wants to seek freedom alone. Every space of his movement was obstructed by the request of his wife. That he does not need to dissolve in financial achievements.

It was a wonder Ririn when she saw her father still sitting at the end of the garden. Slender. Silence does not also make the house incarnate the word stopover' only. Sitting alone with a cup of tea, of course Mother quickly serve her favorite snack of her father. In the second weekend the sense of loss was also hit. Lazy Ririn wants permission to go to college. At first glance his father glanced at him standing position.

"You're the day his college schedule is solid..."

Bored!

This was not a far-fetched excuse, when Ririn saw that her father was still sitting with flowers in bloom. May their favorite place of time pass through the good times. Mother is always careful in arranging flower pots. Not a single one missed the pot in his supervision. The condition of the mother's illness often sends the same message to her maid. To make watering more regular. As a child, of course, take part to take care of flowers. His father still could not believe that the wife's condition was starting to improve. Two weeks ago Linda wasn't home like the whole house was lost.

"Morning pa.." said Ririn sweetly.

He's disappointed. Why is her father so hard to talk to lately? Until making breakfast Ririn prefers to eat at Angkring Godean market. Answer please pamit must be skipped by minutes. 10 minutes wait for the exact answer to kesel dong. Patience him.

"Yes, today you must be busy to organize everything. Sit down, papa wants to talk. Can you pass the time?"

There must be some excitement on the girl's face. Their love language is like being buried in a box. It is hard to open his side. Naturally the girl did shut herself in the room. Today is a new sheet, ready to be inked in gold. Sometimes forgotten by time constraints. Almost shed blue tears, the beginning of their stay here there is no disagreement.

"Not as compact as yesterday, pa."

Ririn's straightforward and simple reply, this time not begging for anything back from her father. As Elyana according so that he could study abroad. The hardest choice for the Handoko family, the beginning of the incident in this house is still arguably alive, peaceful. Why did his father suddenly start working with a girl. Ririn actually did not intervene with her father, the first strength in this house is a father figure.

Rarely does the dispute continue. Mother must bear both moral and physical burdens. Ririn took a sitting position to the right side of her father. He preferred this because it was the position where Elyana was sitting. Of course there are different views when Handoko speaks straightforwardly but firmly.

"Papa could not accept this situation. Your mother is still being cared for, we will have to face her in the days ahead. Has your brother been tipped off? Rin's. You hear about it?"

Handoko saw her daughter there was a feeling of blockage in the recesses of her heart. It turned out that his consciousness did not change things for the better. Honesty is much needed, when one loses the grip of life. When drifting in the grass river will be pulled or grabbed. Similarly Handoko similarly lost the guidelines of life. A loved one will have a lot of forgetfulness over his daily life.

"Why Rin...?" Handoko shakes her daughter's body. " You must be able to judge clearly."

"Papa...! Ririn now did not stay silent. Mustnya papa can judge for himself, mother has suffered enough inner pressure. Can't papa find his own way? Mother has too much to think about"

"I don't know what to say. Mother too often hurt, suddenly want to apologize. Can this be said to be logical. After all these years of waiting, papa there's no apology."

"Papa's not done talking. You can give a view of your decision. We should have..."

Ririn stand. The sound of kerosene is forced pushed. Handoko was surprised to see the princess was disrespectful. Is the sense of courtesy gone? The face of astonishment, unexpectedly Ririn dared to be rude to her papa. He is difficult to handle all forms of emotions. From time to time papa treat mother without knowing her.

"Anyone can't justify papa's attitude. Is it appropriate to treat the mother silenced, while the papa again..."

"Enough! Papa won't do anything beyond logic. You must be able to understand, why papa is always being rude or abandoning mother. At all papa does not want this problem to be tapered.'

"But pa? This is beyond your patience. Keep papa still want to survive by hiding problems or run away from reality." refute Ririn and try martial arts. "Mothers should get more attention from a husband. What did mom get? Bitternesses..."

"I'm sorry papa. Can you forgive papa?" handoko's voice is like stammering. "This morning we went to the hospital."

"Mother is not ready, pa...!"

This time Ririn could not resist the clear details. So long want to spill, why when beautiful first childhood is difficult to replace. He doesn't even care about his papa's calling. His ears were covered with clay.

Brakes. The sound of the room door on the slam, Ririn slammed her body in the sheets. His roar broke out as well, who else in this house could be trusted. Rows of thoughts as the mother continues to shadow each call of her soul. Ririn's search has not found a meeting point, her papa still keeps meetings of personal problems.

Mbok Ipah try to knock on the breakfast anter door. Three times he knocked on the door, there was no sound from the room. Three times to go to the kitchen. Look at the funny behavior, but Uge is a little bit of a bayolan.

"He must be patient. Do not be too excited to make anther food to ndoro ayu room. Who knows..."

"Well, if you accuse someone else of his sinter."

"the evidence."

"Sok know, ndoro ayu again angry!"

The two argue with each other. Her voice boisterous. Until Handoko finds out the source of her voice. Carefully go down the stairs, it turns out in the living room.