As Beautiful as Dusk At The End of the Horizon
5. Rain
In the afternoon Tasya was enjoying the view of the city on the rooftop alone. Her tears just flowed down her two soft cheeks, she was reminded of a handful of life stories in her past.
Hiks..hiks.
Tasya's cry broke out, as a shadow of the past flashed through his mind.
A handkerchief appeared in front of him, indeed from earlier Merinda saw Tasya was crying, he did not have the heart with the fate that Tasya suffered.
“Cry if it can make you calm down.” Say merinda while handing over a handkerchief.
“Mother hope you can get through all this, and you can continue your life with mom and dad.”
“But bund, Tasya can not forget all,” Tasya feel desperate, he just kept shedding his tears
“Mother knows, so you have to learn, you know? father and mother are very dear to you," said Merinda while hugging Tasya.
“Tasya tau bund, Tasya will try. Thank you, Bund," Tasya said as she wiped her tears.
He tried not to be sad in front of Merinda, he did not want his mother sad, he should be able to rise up and forget his past. But what is the power of Tasya is also a human who has a heart. Every time Tasya stared at the colorful frame that clearly displayed the hue of the face of his family members first, right on the wall of Tasya's room. Reopen the file – color file full of stories, stories about everyday life, likes and sorrows, stories about the sweetness and reward of Tasya's life. It was like rain falling from the sky so heavily that Tasya's tears fell when he recalled all his mass memories.
Again - again rain...
The woman looked at the black sky. The weather looks bad.
Tasya hates the rain.
He immediately ran through the still-dotted rain towards the stop which was not far from where he stood. His hand pointed at one of the passing taxis. The taxi light on the right flickered as the woman prepared - ready to get inside the taxi.
"To this address, sir," said Tasya
*Please, Lord.. Don't rain*Inner tasya.
Now Tasya has arrived a famous caffe in the city of A. He sat down at the window waiting for the order to come.
The swift rain that fell through the glass wall in a caffe did not make the sweet-haired girl as boat to go from there. In fact, the day is getting late but it seems like he enjoyed every drop of rain that condenses on the glass wall Caffe.
Tasya knocked - tapping his hand on the table. he looked straight out the cafe. Suddenly, a pair of lovers got out of the car and ran away to avoid the rain entering the cafe. Tasya's two eyeballs cannot be separated from the couple.
The conscious guy who noticed Tasya was tidying up the hair of the girl next to him who was quite wet. As if deja vu, tasya's memories go back to his past.
“I try to fight the heart. But it's empty, here without you. It all means so much to me again. I want you here to keep my bike with you. Until the end of time.” Tasya said while singing a little verse of the song which is thought to be very suitable with his current mood.
It's quiet.he's not here. No one bothers Tasya anymore with the mischief she made. Though, it had been almost a month of Tasya's years here without him. Tasya should be able to move on and forget about it. But the reality is different. Tasya still remembers him. Remembering the man who once hurt her.
*They say that time heals all Wounds but all it's done so far is give me more time to think about how much I miss you* Tasya said in heart
Maybe because he was the first person who had made Tasya fall in love. So it felt really hard to let go of her when she left. But Tasya also has to be self-aware, that he's only a part of his past and not who - who else.
Should lose it only happens to someone who has had it. It is different with Tasya. Tasya did not have it yet, but the sense of loss was already felt Tasya. The pain when it was left behind, it was also already a natural Tasya. Why should it be like this?
*God, lose all my memories of him. I don't want to be imprisoned in this unwarranted grief. Sometimes I want to be like a kid again. A wounded knee is so easy to heal than the feeling of an unrequited heart. I know, this may be the fate of God who has outlined my life not to be with him. And I also know, God will not throw away what I think is good, without preparing the true good* Inner Tasya
But Tasya also did not want to lie to his feelings. Tasya is still thinking about it. It's really hard to get him out of Tasya's mind. Tasya tried repeatedly. But the result is NIL! it is precisely his heart feels very sick when tasya tries hard to forget it. His heart refused and even rebelled. What is this sign? I don't know. I hope time will answer everything.
Until now Tasya still likes to remember his memories with someone who first touched his heart. His name is Star. Yes, he was the first person who had made Tasya's heart unsettled when nearby. But he was also the one who first hurt Tasya.
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