Arranged Marriages

Arranged Marriages
Curse from the heart



The sun began to shine, waking everyone in Wijaya's house.


"Hoamm, is it morning? why did it feel so for a second? the feeling I just slept." Anin murmured in his heart.


Why does it feel so crowded! Dann, what is this! god, why am I stuck in this embrace. It just feels tight, apparently Mr. Raga hugged me tightly. I completely forgot that last night I would do it again with Mr. Raga. Geez! said Anin inwardly after being shocked to see her innocent body held tightly by Raga who was still soundly asleep beside her.


Out of nowhere the appearance of courage, Anin undoes his intention to wake up and prefers to move his sleeping position facing towards Raga.


"Huft, actually, what the hell is mister, your feelings for me? I was curious! I've wanted to question this for a long time, but I never dared. You've done it with me like this, is it just because you don't want to miss an opportunity in front of you? you used me and then did it with me. And later if you get bored, you will leave me and go with your lover. Then my fate? I will be thrown away among the trash - unused trash and I will never again be able to show my face to everyone. Everyone will insult me, my family will be ashamed and will no longer accept me. My friends will also stay away from me. Hiks, what a sad fate I have. I didn't expect everything to be like this. Why do you have to, sir? don't you pity me. Huft, okay fine fine it's okay if only I am the one who is hurt in this, but the problem is my family will also be hurt, sir. We are poor, but we have a heart!" anin's voice clutched in her throat, her chest tightened, her tears unable to hold as she expressed all her heart to Raga, although she probably thought Raga would never hear any of this.


"I'm sorry, sir. I should not be selfish like this and not care about your feelings. You also deserve to be happy with the woman of your choice. I know I am just in your life. I came into your family and made your relationship with your mother-in-law awkward. I can't be a son-in-law like I've been craving - I want a mother-in-law. But honestly, it turns out that Mr. Malik is a very good person. I'm glad to meet her. So is Luna and Danu's sister-in-law. I hope that if one day our relationship ends, you will get a better woman than me, who will always make you happy, giving you everything, love, affection and comfort. I will always pray for your happiness, always. You've been kind to me, you've been willing to take in poor people like me. And didn't put my father in jail. Forgive me sir, one day when the time comes, I will leave your life and promise never to return. Thank you for all the good you have given." Anin gently rubbed Raga's face which sometimes looked fierce but did not change her appearance, did not feel the tears inundated her beautiful face to make Raga's hands that hung Anin's head wet.


It turns out that's the feeling you've been feeling all along, you still question my feelings for you? I love you so much, Anindira. If I don't love you, why would I do this to you. I did this because I didn't want you to belong to anyone else. You are mine, only mine. I will never leave you, you will be with me. No one will leave, no one will! I love you so much. And I hope you love me too. Ragas.


Raga further tightened her embrace of the petite woman in front of her, as if afraid of hers being taken by others. They fall back asleep in loving arms.


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