Arogan's

Suicide

Alex is back in his old life drowning where alcohol and cigarettes are opium to him. Her life has been dark since Sasha's departure from her life. There have been various ways he did to find the whereabouts of his wife but none of them produced results.

Alex was desperate. He prefers to spend his time working during the day and spending time at the bar at night.

"Hey lex" call someone who is none other than Siska her former lover just now. All this time Siska decided to stay away from alex because he knew he would not be able to rival sasha. But since sasha's departure, Siska again tried to melt alex's heart.

"Hey" said alex flat. Nothing changed drastically from alex his heart was still filled by the name sasha but that changed only the return of bad habits alex.

"You spent the night with me" Siska tried for the umpteenth time to tease Alex but what she got was a bitter rejection.

"The past is the past. Don't waste your time chasing me because I can't ever love you either now or in the future" Alex said, sounding relaxed but piercing to the heart of the siska.

"Alright, keep this in good stead. Sasha will never come back to you because a man like you doesn't deserve to be loved" Siska replied to Alex with a word that was no less piercing.

Siska's speech aroused the anger of alex who had been quiet, without warning alex clutching the neck of Siska to make the woman grimace in pain. Siska tried to release the grip of alex's hand on his neck with a power fuse.

"Listen to this carefully, don't ever appear in front of me again or I'll make sure your life won't be long if you dare to appear before my eyes" Alex threatened Siska. Then alex took off his grip on Siska's neck and left the siska in pain just like that.

"Disturb my composure" murmured alex and left the bar because his mood had broken. Alex decided to go home.

*****

Tok...

(Sound knocking door)

Airin who was lying on the sofa waiting for his brother's return because since the departure of sasha, alex became not at home.

"Sister" said airin, seeing his brother come home early. Although the clock already showed midnight but for airin this is the first time alex went home early even usually alex did not go home for days.

"Why haven't you slept sweety?" ask alex to airin. Although he was frustrated but alex is still alex, a man who loves airin, his sister.

"Sister, I'm waiting for your return" replied airin with a sad look at the brother who was always neat, but since the departure of sasha turned into a man who no longer cared about his condition. Alex's eye bags meant that there was never a good night's sleep again.

"Sleep baby, brother has come home" said alex to airin. alex then stepped his feet towards his room leaving airin who was still staring at him.

"Sister I've canceled my wish" said airin who made alex stop his footsteps.

"What does that mean?" ask Alex who is confused by the meaning of airin.

"I want my sister to live a happy life, I have decided to cancel the match between sister and naira" said airin who made alex feel even sadder.

"Thank you" said Alex, then put his foot back into his room.

"I'm sorry sis" muran airin with tears that poured out because he realized very well one of the causes of the destruction of his brother's life is he himself. If only he did not force alex to accept naira maybe now sasha is still here with alex and can be sure her brother will be fine.

*****

Alex is back in the shadow of sasha. Every corner of his room seemed to be filled with a shadow of sasha who was laughing and crying.

"Ahhhhh" cried alex who was already unable to control his own mind. This is the reason alex is lazy to return home because every time he is in the house shadow sasha always haunts him.

Alex approached the table in the corner of his room and opened one of the drawers and pulled out a small bottle.

"It always ends like this" Alex opened the bottle and took out a few pills. Since sasha's departure there has never been a good night's sleep for alex, to overcome that alex needs some tranquilizing pills so that he can fall asleep.

"This is the sad ending" Alex then closed his eyes

*****

Morning's approaching.

Airin woke up earlier than usual, wanting to make breakfast for her brother. Airin hopes his cooking can make alex's sadness less even though it feels impossible. But airin wants to be a devoted sister to her brother.

"Edora" said airin to someone who was struggling with kitchen utensils.

"Young lady. Is there anything I can help you with?" ask edora

"Can I help?" ask airin back.

"No need miss, later miss can be exhausted" said edora refused the desire airin. All this time alex always cared about alex because he knew his sister had a severe disease that is weak heart. If his sister is angry or sad that excessive it can cause the disease relapse. That is also the reason why Alex received a request for airin, so that he married his sister's best friend Naira.

"Please" airin pleads with edora

"Alright but if the lady feels tired do not force" said edora. After a long time in the kitchen, finally be breakfast this morning.

"I wake up brother alex first, auntie please food is arranged on the table well" said airin happy.

*****

Tok...

(airin knocked on alex's room door)

"Sister alex" airin called alex from outside his room

"Sister alex" called airin again but didn't get a reply.

"Maybe Alex's brother is still sleeping" said airin and opened alex's bedroom door

"That's still sleeping" said airin approached alex who was sleeping with his face down. Airin again tried to wake alex but did not get a response as well. Appeared to worry in the airin saw his brother still not awake from his sleep. Airin finally turned around Alex and when she saw her brother airin was completely shocked.

"Sister" cried airin with tears. He was so devastated to see the state of alex who pulled foam from the corner of his lips with a blue face.

"Edora" called airin running towards her who was still struggling at the dining table

"What's the matter, madam?" asked Edora who saw airin running at her with tears

"Please Alex" airin was so hysterical that edora was overwhelmed. Airin pulled edora into alex's room and was shocked to see the state of her employer. Edora called the ambulance and Alex was rushed to the nearest hospital.

"Sister has to hold on, I promise I'll find Sasha until I meet. But you have to promise me to stay" airin told an unconscious Alex in an ambulance on his way to the hospital

*****

"Sasha" cried reva calling a young woman who was sitting enjoying the twilight in the afternoon on the white sand

"Reva" cried sasha enthusiastically seeing the arrival of reva.

All this time reva lied to alex about the existence of sasha. Reva who helped sasha escape to this place through the intermediary of others. Reva was happy to see the state of sasha being much happier than before. Now he looks fresh, fat with his distended stomach