
it turns out that the stupid thing that Aliken thought was that he would convince Asmira to commit suicide along with him. It did look a bit strange, but once, he thought he was going to die, he was going to die, he thought "of me and Asmira being killed by the Tarata gang, mending me to commit suicide with Asmira. I didn't want to die because I killed the person I thought was the worst person in my life, mending me die by myself." somehow Aliken could think of it that way. I assume it is excessive, not even excessive, if there is over it "Excess" that's what Aliken thinks. essentially I no longer understand with Aliken's mind. is it because he thinks there is no longer a life expectancy, or he is stressed.
"this is her Asmira, please speak important things to her, and I have no right to know your conversation" Asmira's mother told Aliken and Darryl. Asmira was already in front of Aliken. both Asmira's parents had entered the house. "what's the night before this morning to my house. what is Aliken going to talk to me. Then who is that person next to you?. Asmira told Aliken and Darryl. "what is not that child who was in the chaos of the school. the boy is not part of a group of people led by Densi. Why is he here?"
"i knew it. But he came here not on Densi's side.he came to your house to give you the info you should know" Aliken told Asmira. "and he's willing to betray Densi for us. Asmira was calm and relaxed" Aliken told Asmira. Asmira who knew that Darryl was part of the Densi group felt panic and fear.after all it was told by Aliken she felt relieved and did not panic.
"ok now what important info are you going to give me?" asmira said to Aliken and Darryl about what important info will be given.
"but before we give you this info, I want to hear you promise that you won't panic and do things you shouldn't, an example is not to make or lure your mother out of her house and do not make the neighbors who are around your house know what is being talked about" aliken said to Asmira to keep his promise. "i promise not to do things that I should not do for example blah blah blah blah and so on, the point is I promised not to make the forbidden thing" Asmira promised Aliken and Darryl.
Aliken tried Asmira not to do the forbidden thing with the words "this info about our salvation." Asmira who heard it immediately panicked and did the thing that was forbidden by Aliken.he shouted loudly and made his mother out of his house was. "what happened Asmira my dear child" Asmira's mother told Asmira. "no mah, I have no problem in the slightest. I was just joking a little by Aliken" Asmira replied to her mother. asmira's mother who knew it was just a joke she just smiled and entered her house again.
"so I said what Asmira?. don't break the rules I just made earlier.not how much of this info point you've violated it. I'm not sure if you won't break the rules" aliken told Asmira. Asmira answered Aliken's words "well this time I really promise I will not break the rules that you made earlier. earlier I was just shocked, I was just shocked, you also know I just woke up from sleep, so naturally I shok like that, hiswah I have not been collected and have heard about it. the point is now I promise not to break the rules" asmira replied to Aliken.
Aliken took Darryl and Asmira to a place that was quite quiet and there were no people around him. he took Asmira and Darryl to the park around his house. in the garden there were only trees that were not too high, about four meters high, they went into the tree to make sure that no one heard the info. although the place was very dark they still chose the place.in that place looks like a haunted place, because of the many trees in the park. they were all around the tree of the garden.
"ok I brought you to this place must have meant it. I brought you two to this place because I was so sure, that if we spoke in front of that house, it was, no one will hear about it. I'm bringing you to this place because there is a purpose" Aliken told Darryl and Asmira. "this info is about my safety and that of you Asmira. at that school, I told you when you wanted to give information about Densi and its members to the police who asked for information about Densi and its members. I told you not to give that info to the police, but you still gave Densi and his members info to the police. of course with all that Densi did not accept that his info he and his group members were given to the police, and the police will certainly continue to look for him and his members, that is, the police will certainly continue to look for him and his members, the police are looking for them because of your actions Asmira and I. because he did not accept with all this must be as he pleased Densi will do to me and you, surely he will do including killing him. Densi found out that you and I gave the police the info because of this kid, this kid named Darryl. When I heard about this from Darryl, I was the same as you, I immediately panicked and I was immediately frightened.it's useless if we tell this info to our parents, which there is a situation getting worse.they have planned my murder and you are mature and in control, so if we tell this info to others including our parents, it's no use. I still think about the best thing for all of this, until now, and I found it though it wasn't the best" Aliken told Asmira "but before I give this best thing to you, I ask Darryl for a moment to stay away from me and Asmira. this is not to be known by anyone including Darryl my good friend"
Darryl told Aiken to stay away from the surroundings. Darryl went from the front of Aliken to Aliken and Asmira, he went to the front of Asmira's house.even though the night was already early in the morning, but there was not the slightest sunlight that appeared from the East. at that time the clock was 03:00.
Asmira who heard that suddenly felt panic and fear in her was getting stronger.What Asmira felt was a very natural thing. death is very close to it, the feeling must be panic and fear.if I, you (reader) and all those who do not know when death will be in our lives, he said, I'm sure I, we, and everyone will feel fine, because we don't know when we're leaving this world. but if we already know that death is close to us, surely we are not ready, not ready to leave our loved ones including parents, he said, not ready to leave what we have in this world, not ready to confess our sin to God or our creator, the point is not ready.because it is not ready that will cause panic, fear, and fear, depression, and so on. of course what Asmira and Aliken feel is the same as that, he feels fear, panic, depression, and narrow thinking, he said, very quick to decide what he thinks is right and right (when not right and right).
"i want to ask you a little about this. are you willing to kill your life by Densi and his members?. if I am not willing, I am not willing to, yes, tomorrow is the day I'm not in the world still I don't want Densi and the members killed me or killed me. So I decided to kill myself, although it sounds like a stupid thing, but this thing I have considered as best I can. I do not want or do not want to see Densi in front of my face to kill me. the point of all this is that I don't want myself to be killed by Densi, but I'm the one who killed my life" Aliken told Asmira. "and if your decision or what you have to do tomorrow morning is not the same as mine it doesn't matter, but if the decision or what you want to do tomorrow morning is the same as mine, you Asmira can come to my house, I can only wait until 09.00.and if you don't you don't come too, don't expect me to be next to you when you're killed by Densi. gotcha?" aliken told Asmira.
"ok if you so wish, I'll go to my room and consider this until 08:30. If I don't come too, it means I can't follow your decision, but if I come to your house, it means that I follow what you will do next, even if it is death." Asmira replied to Aliken regarding his foolish thoughts Aliken.
"if you come to my house I will prepare a rope for you to hang your head on that rope, and of course I will prepare a rope for myself as well. all you have to remember is, you don't panic and be frightened by all this. Just relax and calm down to face all this. I'm sure there will be a way out for all this. but if there is no way out, I am ready to leave this world.are you ready to leave this world?" aliken asked Asmira. "that answer I will answer if I come to your house tomorrow morning" Asmira replied to Aliken's question earlier.
I think Asmira was already affected by Aliken's stupid thoughts. Asmira followed him. But hopefully Asmira did not follow and did not come to his house Aliken tomorrow morning. in fact, it is better for death to come to us, you and all who are in this world, than it is we who invite or bring that death to us, because all of that is meaningless if we ourselves do not know when we die. like people if asked "what day you will die" must be many people who say "I don't know when I'm going to die, because that's all God knows." but not a few people know when he has to die for a few things.
then Asmira and Aliken finished talking a lot about his death. "yes, if you understand me and Darryl will go home to each other but remember yes, yes, if you don't come tomorrow at nine o'clock in the morning, maybe you'll see me hanging on the rope next to the rope I've got ready for you" Aliken told Asmira. "yes you have, I'm going home and I'm going to write in the book some of the considerations that I'm going to make in my life a final decision, I hope that this decision I have taken will be the best decision of my life" Asmira told Aliken
Asmira and Aliken who were in the trees immediately left the place and headed for their respective homes. "Aliken I entered into my house yes" Asmira's permission to Aliken for him to enter her house which is not far from the garden they were in. "yes already if so. I went home to my house huh" Aliken replied in response to Asmira's permission.
Asmira headed to her house and Aliken approached Darryl who was waiting at the front of his house Asmira. When Aliken arrived in front of Darryl he said "come home now" Darryl replied "yes, if so. Asmira already knows this info and my responsibility means it's done.
Aliken and Darryl walked towards Aliken's house. clouds in the sky were still dark even though they had seen a little sunlight.they walked through the same path that he passed before him, he said, passing through the road Darryl met his parents he also passed. when he arrived at the house Aliken Darryl said "Aliken I want to meet my parents who we met while on the road earlier. I'm pretty sure if I didn't recognize you, maybe I didn't recognize my parents until I got old.I'm really grateful to see you. and if you need my help, just call my number. Again I'm very grateful to you Aliken"
Aliken answered him "he, I am also very grateful to you as well for all you have done tonight" to Darryl.