Arianna
Stories of the past
Ariana was rushed to the hospital, Rian looked worried and anxious, he remembered the shock and trauma of Ariana in his past.
Rian continues to curse the blame of himself who can not control his emotions.
Czechoslovakia!
''Doctor how is my wife?'' ask Rian
''A little bad'' replied the Doctor.
''I mean'' Rian.
''The patient has a history of depression that requires him to undergo rehabilitation treatment for one year in the past, do you know? he suppresses his past feelings and traumas too deeply, I beg you to be more careful, explained the Doctor.
Depression??? she mean? Ariana was crazy? rian thought he couldn't believe it.
''Can I meet him?'' ask Rian.
Doctor invites.
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Inside the room, Ariana looked out the window.
Czechoslovakia!
door open.
Ariana looked at Rian who was also staring at him.
Ariana could see a bandage on Rian's forehead. How painful it is to remember what happened last night, he really hurt Rian.
Ariana turned her face back to look out the window.
''Finally, you know. Are you sorry?'' asked Ariana in a loud voice.
Rian approached and sat down on the edge of Ariana's bed, staring at his wife.
''No'' replied Rian.
Ariana smiled wryly.
''You married a crazy woman'' Ariana's flat voice.
''You're not crazy Ar'' Rian.
''I might be able to kill you'' Ariana who was still staring out the window.
Rian touched Ariana's cheek.
''You will not kill me, '' said Rian.
''I'm sorry'' said Ariana looking at Rian.
''No! I'm wrong'' Rian answered touching Ariana's cheek.
Ariana turned her face back.
''Don't you want to ask me?'' ask Ariana.
''About the past'' Ariana.
''If the past makes you hurt, don't you ever remember. I won't ask what about the thing that's hurt you, I just want to make you happy''' explained Rian,
Ariana was silent her gaze was empty, and she unknowingly opened up again old wounds, stories that she never wanted to reveal now in her own up.
''I was almost raped by my lover, and I killed him with my own hands, he was first love for me, we really loved each other, but baby he was so jealous, she was so jealous, and he misunderstood me...
Ariana told me everything she experienced in the old, shabby building.
Rian listened with a feeling of anger and his chest was so tight. Realizing the scary things that Ariana had to experience alone. It was only natural that he felt a deep trauma.
...I cut my own body, to remove the mark he gave me, I was really uncontrollable. Every night I was so afraid to close my eyes, because I felt like he was following me...
...Until I finally changed, I often screamed and cried myself Papa and Kak Danu finally decided to take me to the rehabilitation center. One year I was in a mental hospital undergoing treatment to heal my psychic trauma, after I returned I was still afraid to know men...
...Until Brother Danu told me to learn martial arts, he kept convincing me to keep getting up...
...I started school and went to college, Robi was the first male friend after the incident, I knew that Robi liked me, but I closed my heart tightly...
...Robi was trying so hard to keep me comfortable and safe on her and other male friends' sides, that I got used to hanging out with them, doing wild racing stunts, and touring everywhere, without it takes away a little bit of my trauma....
...But Papa and Kak Danu don't like Robi, for the reason that she's too delinquent, I don't care, I still continue my friendship with her, until finally Papa and Danu felt I was away from them, and you know clearly the next thing Papa and Kak Danu did.
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