Apparently, Young Wife
Chapter 21
...******Tell me ... Dean******...
Life can be as joking as what?
Played and fooled her husband for two years. Without ever knowing, he was the one who cheated.
“You're kidding, right? You guys cheated me on, right? Aye right?”
Two corners of Zahra's lips were slightly raised. Laughing, or rising? It doesn't feel like it's any different. How hard he tried to cover. His eyes were empty and wet, and he could not escape.
“Aware, Ra! That's reality.”
Dania tried to calm her best friend's feelings. He knew very well, the temperament of Zahra would not be easy when it was raging. Sure enough, Zahra immediately brushed aside Dania's hand.
“No, ngak. How could I be the second? Obviously I was the first. Yes ... I'm the first!” Zahra laughs. Laughing loud enough, as if not wanting to be preceded by the world.
The world of Zahra, mostly filled by Abram. He spent almost every minute with her. Even during the service, they were still in touch through the Vidio Call. When will Abram be with his wife?
Zahra's heart is no longer shaped. Half of his world collapsed. All the memories suddenly flashed, making his head even more dizzy.
Dean could only see Zahra who was like an undead. Seeing him laugh in tears like a madman. At that time he had just realized, the ex who was still in love with him, turned out to love the husband so much. The man who actually made his favorite woman's life destroyed like dust.
The sky above had been clear since then, now in the dark clouds. Lightning struck several times in the sky, without the roar of lightning. Like venting all the anger without a sound.
Dean slowly stood up, trying to talk to Zahra. Calm his mind to be stable and not to be silly.
“You said you'd be mentally prepared, where?”
Zahra looked at Dean sharply. Looking at the face of this man who had been invisible for years. Seemed like an ex, was laughing at him, and looked at him as the Waitung. He pushed Dean's body, screaming like crazy.
“Mental? Mental what? You're still playing me, right? Aye right? Zahra has already lost, she cheated her own husband .. hahaha ...”
Hearing that Dean got on the black. He gripped Zahra's shoulder. “See! Look at me!”
The typical heavy voice of a man, was clearly heard in Zahra's ears. Every word was like magic, making Zahra's entire body silent for a moment.
“Even if the world in front of you collapses. Even if this age is over, remember this well! Stay alive! Stay conscious!” Dean's words sounded heavy even though they were spoken slowly.
“Life and be happy, for the people around you! For those who love you. Even if the ruins hurt you, scratch your heart and soul, stay alive. Okay!”
Zahra's lips trembled at Dean's words. That man, from the past, had always been able to calm his mind. Although in the end Zahra cried bitterly in his arms. His whining sounded so bitter, even when it reached Mbokijum's ears.
Satisfied crying in Dean's arms. Zahra rubbed her eyes, then just walked into the room. Dean gasped, standing there motionless. Anxious Dania, immediately followed Zahra to the room.
“Ra, what do you want? What's the suitcase for?”
One by one Zahra took her clothes out of the closet. Put it in a suitcase without folding it. Dania asked again, but Zahra never got an answer. Exasperated at being ignored, Dania pulls Zahra's hand.
“Zahra Ammera! Conscious, Ra! Conscious! Eling ...”
Such a loud shout alarmed Dean, and barged in to see the situation. The large room looked neat in every corner, but was a mess on one side. Zahra's clothes scattered, some falling as she picked them up from the closet.
Dania looked at Zahra full of worries. Seeing his best friend like a possessed madman. Act as you please without being in control. Obviously, it was calm.
“By the way I am, where are you going?” Dania tried to speak softly with Zahra.
“A-aku .. want to go to Jakarta. I have to talk to him directly. I want to ask, want to ask a lot of things, Nia ...” Her tears are back.
Dania could not hear the words of her best friend. One word at a time was like a sword with two equally sharp eyes. Slicing in the tengan and injuring two sides. Painful .. pervasive.
Zahra looked at Dean, then ran towards him like crazy. Clutching his two hands with sharp clenched nails.
“Dean ... Dean ...” he shouted
“By the way I am. Why do men fall in love so easily? Easily split hearts for two people. Wh why? Can't they end one before starting with a new one. Try selamin! Same with me! You're a man, right? You must have such thoughts as well.”
Dean is speechless. Her lips were too tight to give an answer to a heartbroken woman. His body received every light blow from Zahra, resisting every crazy action he took to vent the disappointment in the heart. Sometimes he looked at Zahra, occasionally staring at Dania who wiped away tears.
...Wrong, Ra. You wrong....
...If all men are as you accuse them. I may be married and happy now. Or ... ...
...minimal have a girlfriend and move on from you....
...Among us, who is really cruel?...
...You just left me?...
...Or your husband who was married before you married?...
...Now, we stand in the same position, Ra. ...
...Toying with love and laughing at loyalty....
...Ironic right?...
“Nia ... You want me?” dania asked as soon as she was calm.
“Where, Ra? You want to go home to dad?”
Zahra nodded slowly. “Ke Jakarta's. I'd like to ask him.” The view that had been straight ahead, now changed direction. He looked at Dania with confidence.
“When do you want to leave?”
“Tonight, can?”
Two pairs of eyes stared at each other. In Zahra's eyes, there was confidence, but in Dania's eyes, there was worry. Doubtful, when he refused Zahra's invitation, he feared he would act recklessly. But if he left, his fear did not change either.
“OK. I'm packing now!”
Mental Healty for every woman is different.
Whether it's crying alone in the bathroom while showering. Either it's screaming like an infidelity person. Or stay strong and choose to play beautiful.
There is nothing wrong, because the level of coping with stress or inner pressure, each person is different.
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