APOLOGISE

APOLOGISE
Heart Shallow



Still in the room, Nausha was silent apparently she was shadowed with a swipe of Affandi's hand on the back of his Affandi's swipe without Nausha Realizing there was a feeling of galloping in her chest, and, Affandi reflex rubbed his back swab long enough until his cough subsided. But he also does not want to be touched by Affandi.


" What does this mean, why do I feel this way?"


Nausha had her heart become erratic her body refused at Affandi's touch but could not deny her heart she enjoyed it. But also why he should always feel pain when he heard Affandi invite his lover to meet.


" No no, I have to deny this, Affandi will never like me." Nausha back monologue.


So did Affandi he talked to himself while driving a car on his way to his office.


" Can I touch her and rub her back, heuhhh, but why did she stop my swab, did she really not want to be touched by me?"


" No no this must not be allowed to feel like this, he also strongly rejected my touch."


Nausha and Affandi are equally heart-denying, and just as restrictive as they would not be able to love and be loved.


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Nausha is in her room now, finished cooking for Affandi dinner he also has tidied up Affandi's room and preparing Affandi's sleepwear he deliberately worked first because Nausha wanted to work on the results of his cafe report he did not want to be disturbed by Affandi who needs it because all Affandi's needs have been done before Affandi came home from the office.


It did not feel the time was 1 pm feeling tired and sleepy had stopped Nausha clean up her report that was done on the bed. But he realized whether his husband had gone home or not, Nausha then went out of the room just to check if Affandi had fallen asleep.


Nausha went to Affandi's room and his hand opened the door when he saw that the room was still dark and he turned on the light.


" Affandi hasn't come home yet?" mumble it slowly.


Nausha finally returned to her room, she wanted to rest immediately, but she remembered that Affandi had gone home her husband must need her.


She no longer wants to get reprimands from Affandi asleep and has not served the needs of her husband. Nausha like his getting used to him waiting for Affandi to come home and he can rest.


On the bed Nausha had not been able to close her eyes, her body lying on her side facing the door to see if Affandi's shadow passed in front of her room through the door slit.


for a few minutes he tilted his body against the wall. Nausha tries to close her eyes but is unable to enter her dreamland. At 02:30 am, his ears heard the roar of a car and the light of a car light coming in from the window of Nausha's dark room. He made sure it was like Affandi had gone home.


He rushed out of the room and towards the main door, Nausha peeked out from behind the window curtains and Affandi just got down from his car. Affandi drives his own car.


Nausha sat down to welcome Affandi home. The door opened Affandi entered and he was quite surprised to see Nausha sitting on the long sofa.


" Mr. Affandi..You just got home."


Affandi before stepping he stopped still a short distance in front of the main door to meet his wife who had not slept. His forehead frowned at what his wife was waiting for her until it was almost dawn.


" You haven't slept? you waiting for me to come home?"


Affandi's eyes looked at Nausha's face that was holding back the drowsiness.


" I've come home you're sleeping."


" Good sir.I just make sure that you're okay, I think you got in trouble and what happened to you is the same, that's all."


" Thank you if you're worried about me."


" I rest first then, Father's nightgown I have prepared."


" Hey.." Affandi.


Nausha then stepped first and wanted to return to her room, but had not yet arrived in front of her room, Suara Affandi called out to her.


" Nausha's..Nausa.."


Nausha stopped her steps.


" Naisha.."


Nausha stepped up quickly as Affandi kept calling her.


" Yes, Mr. Affandi." answered from downstairs.


" Go to my room first."


" Good Sir.."


Nausha then caught up with Affandi while stepping up the stairs in her mind Affandi definitely needed her.


" Please prepare warm water I want to soak."


" Good sir."


Nausha then prepared warm water in the bathtup, then she drips aromatherapy into the bathtup, while waiting for enough water to soak. he came out of the bathroom at the sight of Affandi already bare-chested shirt suit and tie put just like that. Nausha then picked up Affandi's clothes and put them in a dirty basket. Affandi then splashed his body in bed still wearing his office pants he was waiting for water to soak which was prepared by his wife.


Nausha turned off the tap water in the bathup because he felt that enough warm water was enough for Affandi to soak he prepared a soap bath as well as a towel. nausha came out wanting to tell her husband that the water in the bath was ready but Affandi fell asleep.


Nausha then approached Affandi's bed, at which Affandi closed his eyes to sound Affandi's soft snoring in Nausha's ears. Nausha hesitated to wake her husband.


" sir..Mr. Affandi."


Nausha looked at Affandi's face which looked very tired. But he tried to wake Affandi up.


" Mr. Affandi, the water is ready."


But Affandi did not open his snoring eyes increasingly heard, Affandi was really very tired. Nausha did not have the heart to wake Affandi up. Finally Nausha let Affandi sleep he saw Affandi had not taken off his shoes, Nausha initiative to remove shoes and socks Affandi he also enveloped Affandi who was bare chest.


" Sleep Mr. Affandi a beautiful dream."


Nausha felt sorry to see Affandi who was exhausted he now wanted to get out of Affandi's room before exiting Nausha closed the bathroom door and turned off the room lights.