
"cz!still at 9 pm have been told to sleep".s murmured anra while lying staring at the sky of his room.
"it's not sleepy yet, but I'm tired".
"did I take sleeping pills?yes, so I can sleep" said Anra took the medicine box in her room drawer and took the sleeping pills and drank it.
......After 10 minutes the sleeping drug reacts.anra is sleepy and falls asleep.......
Pov in dream anra..
"usual why the value of your sports practice only gets 65 anra" said the father snapped anra who was still sitting on the bench kls 4 sd.
"anra can not play badminton so the value of low sports practice.yesterday the practice of badminton anra can not be sorry".said Anra held tightness in her chest always like this.his father really wanted her to be a perfect child but never helped his child when his child was having difficulties.anra hated his father who often demanded his being perfect.even if what the value of anra is not according to his will or anra did a little mistake his father immediately persecuted him.
"what did you say huh!pardon you?sorry you can't change your value this is anra" cried her father while hitting her head and slapping her also kicked her back and tailbone anra until anra weak and her view blurry.
"enough!anra your son.don't torture him"belela the new mother arrived at home but instead saw her one-year-old daughter in the mistreatment.sick that he felt, but instead,seeing her daughter is always in molestation when she did not do perfect.while her two boys2 in the home of her grandfather because at that time Fezar and radhan was still small and not yet in school.
"dare you defend him huh!I'm your husband santi!"her snapping while grabbing santi's hair made santi grimace in pain.
"you don't deserve to be called a husband, you don't deserve to be in the but of a father!you're not human.even animals will protect the child but what you do you just want to kill your child!".yelling santi not less loud.
"how dare you yell at me, huh!you can't do anything without me santi" growled mustafa Anra's father while jerking santi's hair.
"i could be so much better without you you know that, huh!I'll be happy with my son without you!".yelling santi to hear snati's screams makes her steadfast heart to look at the woman she loves despite her betrayal.
"well I leave here.and do not hope I will return to you and your children.you hear this well I mustafa son denar consciously menalak you santiara bint bahar now off the responsibility me against you".he said and then brought barang2nya died santi house.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, dad,fez dhan father do not want you to be ashamed to have a father like father.yg have another wife even father memunayai another child.sorry anra father is sick when you have to see you in pain especially because of the actions of his own father.I also sick seeing you suffer and I often torture you just for obeying eva's will, I know you never loved me san anra,fezar and rdhan were born from your womb because I always forced you.If you find your happiness then and have a child with your husband in the future promise san that you still love our son.in mustafa while walking out of the house.
"i'll prove I'm much more enough for my son's son.not what I became a widow, than the mentality of anra,fezar and radhan who became his bet.sorry my father could not continue this marriage".the thinness is slow but can be heard anra leaning on the wall with a blurry view, his bones are falling out and his head and lips ,yes the bloody one not only slapped kicked and hit his father's anra also banged his head repeatedly on the wall.
...sick god.I swear I will make your mother happy and adek help me yesallah.sorry mother sorry .batin anra....
...after that day her om anra decided to stay with her second sister, santi.agar can protect her brother and also her ponakan....
"eh anra you are today picked up by your mother yes.why is not your father aja ajut?".asked nayla my dear friend anra.
"he's dead!".unequivocal anra.yah for anra her father has died where on the day his father fell right talak to his mother should his father be aware of his mistakes but real he did not even underestimate right since the incident 3 years ago every one asked where his father, then he replied his father was dead.
"oh pantes an because I always see tea if you are not in between your fingers must be the same as your mother".sintia said
"hm"
"your father died because of what?getting sick?an accident?or what?".askinya sintia.yg in reply flat gaze anra that he had never seen before his before.
"bacot!".apo anra. Died a syntax that was shocked because this was the first time anra spoke rude.not only the syntax of friends who were in the classroom was also shocked anra who could plainly stare at people very flat and even say rude things, he said,the reason anra in plain thought is anra never said rude and if there is a nosy or disturbing her he will just be quiet because of fear but for her it just wastes her energy just.
"do not be too kepo same life other people".ketus raki to sindia and then leave the class and follow anra who followed riko.ia know what makes anra so.
"rempong really lo.seall want to know what happened with her father anra".upsettled queen.
"i'm just nanya"
"bacot" snapped the queen and followed anra riko and raki.
...I hate the same father.must father be the first love of his child's child but why the father just be the deepest wound for me fezar and radhan.if not because the mother who is willing to be a widow and separated from the father I'm sure my mental fezar and radhan will not survive right...
...Even after that day he did not remember me at all fezar and radhan do not do the living.nanya in the news we are not.he is actually happier ****** that and that bastard son on appeal to me and my sister.make sure father regret.I make sure it I swear....
...Yes his father Anra had remarried right on the day he menalak his mother anra.padahat then he was still legitimate as her husband santi in the eyes of the state.even his official divorce is new today anra knew her father had cheated on her behind her mother before her mother conceived her.at that time her father was drunk on the discotheque and slept with the seductress who was there.he was addicted to playing with comfort women that was until he often came to the discotheque just to play with the comfort woman.until one day on the same day as the entertainer's character said that he was pregnant with his child.Santi also said the same thing so that he can not divorce santi.ia make a deal with his mother if he divorced before having children with santi then he will not get an inheritance ration.that color he did not divorce santi.hari passed santi giving birth anra with an affair with her who gave birth to her son salsa who was the same age as anra.seiring her time mustafa had loved santi but she could not let go of eva anatasha comforting woman who became the outlet of her desire since getting married santi is always busy working she is always tired when it comes to husbandi wife because of her work in the salon and also her beauty clinic not to mention her bakery.that makes mustafa turn to eva.eva as well make mustafa inattentive to his children with santi even often do violence to his wife and children.it is because eva always makes her stressed if mustafa shows his love and affection for santi and son ntya then he will uncover about his relationship all who will make his son2 shy because it has a father like him....
"you don't need to be sad and there we are" said raki while stroking the head of anra making tears anra that has since been difficult he could not bear the end of his shed.
"yes ra you do not be sad yes.we promise whatever happens we will always be there for you" said Riko menikngkirkan his twin hands from the head of anra.
"never feel alone anra" said the queen while hugging anra and her tears trickled along .he could not see his sahabt was crying.Since it was a mysterious cold yv anra appeared.he did not want to say harshly to others.ea he was biara if invited to the monastery alone or as necessary.he was afraid hurt the feelings of others.