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Ambar had just finished reading a fictional story to get his baby to sleep.
when Ambar saw Nessa who looked like she was slumbering, he left the room.
Ambar searches for the whereabouts of Anna who has not been seen since.
And Ambar found Anna there sitting there watching tv.
"i think where you are" she said, Anna who heard a familiar voice then glanced at her.
"snow outside."
"really?" Ambar who knew it immediately went towards the window.
ambar's eyes seemed to sparkle seeing the ice grains come down to meet the road.
Ambar sontak cheerful.
"let's go for a walk." Guma Ambar
"Well, what about your son." Strictly Anna
"God we can leave it to the nanny for what my husband paid her dearly if not for use." Said Ambar who got a cynical smile from Anna.
"Oh Anna we're not always lucky to get this moment." Said Ambar who was heartbreaking.
Anna thought silently.
"alright."
Ambar's cheer filled the room.
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The two walked together holding an umbrella.
Anna looked around the crowded street in vehicles and pedestrians.
But even in the crowd Anna still felt lonely.
make him recall Erland and the only way to get rid of it is stroking his stomach.
By spreading a smile along with the fingers that move.
"We better sit down first." Ambar.
"you wait here I'll buy a hot dog." Said Ambar who left Anna there.
Anna just nodded in understanding.
Anna looked around the road.
until he saw a man in a pitch-black suit.
Surrounded by people with the same suit and stocky body.
his eyes returned to see where Ambar was.
not long his inner still felt curious highlight his eyes back to look towards where the group was.
and so surprised when the man who was holding a cigarette while trying to enter the car turned out to be Kamal.
"kamal??" yells.
"This is for you" said Ambar who surprised Anna by offering a burger.
Anna accepts.
"what are you looking at?" Ask Ambar curiously.
"no. I'm just looking at people." Anna said but she was still curious she looked in the same direction now that she saw Kamal's car passing away.
The two sit together.
"So Anna what were you talking about when your mother came." Tanya Ambar opened the conversation.
"I don't know what he means.he wants to bring me to live with him here, while I grew up in Indonesia and many memories in Indonesia." Obviously Anna
Ambar took a deep breath
"Isn't that what you wanted a long time ago? you said that if you want to live with your mother, so you can feel the love that was lost." said Ambar
"now that I am comfortable with my life, my focus is only on raising the child in my womb."
"Wouldn't you go with your mom first Anna at least you're not alone indeed I'll be for you always but I think your mother will understand you even more, besides you don't want to be with your status as a public figure. You might be calmer if you live without blasphemy, right? people like us are not easy to live a normal life like people in general.whatever we do becomes the spotlight of many people .. I don't want to make people judge you badly and make you go down." explained Ambar
Anna just silently permeated the amber speech because she felt what Ambar said was right.
Anna hated the negative news about her and it always entered her mind.
make his health decline.
Anna took a breath in "I'll think about it." she said as she stood up.
Ambar who saw that immediately ran after Anna who had already stepped first.
"that person doesn't know I'm enjoying this meal." Guma Ambar's.
Anna continued to walk with slow steps while looking in the direction of the bridge that offers a view of the building lights and surrounding areas.
"does I have to stay here for a while, focus on my son and leave the moment with Erland for me to get back on my feet? it was impossible for me to rise from this fall." Guma Anna's flailing feelings.
Anna kept stroking her distended stomach.
"Momy will take care of you and carry you always.I won't leave you." Guma Anna.
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