
Melodrama episode between Gala and Tara. π Author is saddened that Gala is hurt.
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That morning when Aryan went looking for Anand, Gala came to see Tara on the grounds of work because Tara did not come to the boutique.
None of the members of the Aryan Cakra Wangsa residence security team were suspicious of Gala. They also know who Gala is for the owner of the house.
"Roof..."
Tara was a little awkward considering this past month they rarely met. Tara who originally wanted to give certainty finally hesitated as well, how greedy her heart wanted to have two loves at once.
"Tara, how are you? I came here on purpose because you're not going to the boutique." Gala is still worried about Tara's situation because of yesterday's incident.
"I'm doing fine. Thank you yesterday you came quickly to help me." Tara.
"It's my duty and responsibility to protect you." Gala.
Gala's loving gaze so shakes Tara's confidence. A moment of silence enveloped the two of them. Gala strengthened her heart to make certainties, to make choices.
"I'm here because there's something I want to be clear about." Gala sighed.
"Tara... Please answer honestly! Are you happy with Aryan's mas?" As much as Gala dared to hear Tara's answer.
"I'm..."
Tara sighed, trying to strengthen her heart to make a decision.
"As you can see, Gala." Tara couldn't answer more than that.
"I know it's very hard for me and maybe for you too." Gala was silent to heart.
Gala sighed again, trying to hold back a cry that might soon drip. "I thought you were happy with Aryan's mas."
"So... I hope we can let go of each other, I also want to be happy even if not with you."
"But don't worry, I'll still be there for you as a friend, brother, bodyguard and co-worker." Gala squeezed her own hand. It is hard to let go of a loved one with another.
Tara strengthened her heart not to cry in front of Gala. She should look fine, she covered up the grief and heartache by remembering all the love Aryan had given her.
Tara was still silent, she did not know what to say, all the words she had prepared had evaporated.
"Neither..." Ogre Gala, her hand holding her own chest trying to strengthen her wounded heart.
Tara left for her room, leaving Gala alone. As much as possible he wanted to hide his feelings which were also hurt releasing Gala.
"Tara... I hope you don't change, I won't change. You should be happy with Aryan's mas!" Shouting Gala.
Tara heard Gala's cry, but she still passed away. At the moment he was unable to stare at Gala. Maybe some time in the future he should avoid Gala first and try to organize his heart and feelings.
"I'm sorry Gala. I have to pretend to be happy without you, smile without you. I am happy with Aryan, but my heart is still so greedy for your love. I hope you also find your own happiness, even though my heart will still hurt if you see you with another woman." Inner Tara.
Tara pov:
"We both know that I shouldn't be here. This is wrong and baby it's killing me, it's killing you. But both of us trying to be strong."
"I've got somewhere else to be. Promises to keep someone else who loves me and trusted me fast asleep. I've made up my mind. There is no turning back. He's been good to me and he desires better than that."
"It's the hardest thing, I'll ever have to do. To look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing. I'll ever have to lie. The show no emotion. When you start to cry. I can't let you see. What you mean to me. When my hands are tied. And my hearts is not free. We're not meant to be. It's the hardest thing. I'll ever have to do. To turn around and walk away. Pretending I don't love you."
"We both know I shouldn't be here. It's wrong and this baby is killing me, it's killing you. But we're both trying to be tough."
"I have to be somewhere else. There are promises I have to keep. There is someone who loves me and believes in me. I decided there was no turning back. He's not so good to me and he deserves better than that."
"This is the hardest thing I have to do. Look you in the eye and tell you I don't love you. It's the hardest thing I have to cover. Hide your emotions when you start crying. I can't let you know what you mean to me. When my hands are tied and my heart is not free, we are not destined. This is the hardest thing I have to do. Turn around and walk away. Pretend I don't love you."
Gala's heart was so grievous after making that decision. But he should be able to reconcile Tara with Aryan. Gala remembers her promise to Mr. Yoga Tara's father. Gala does not want to disappoint Mr. Yoga who is already like his own father.
"I'm really jealous because you're happy without me. I keep pretending to smile and be happy for you. Actually my heart is broken, Tara. This love is killing me." Gala said in her heart.
Gala pov:
"I'm jealous of the rain that falls upon your skin. It's closet than my hands have been. I'm jealous of the rain. I'm jealous of the wind, that ripples through your clothes. It's closet than your shadow. Oh, I'm jealous of the wind."
"I envy the rain that falls on your skin. Closer than my hand. I envy the rain. I envy the wind that rips your shirt off. Closer than your shadow. Oh I envy the wind."
"I wanted you the best of. All this world could give. And I told you when you left me, there's nothing to forgive. But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was heartbreak and misery. It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way you're happy without me."
"I wish you the best. All things this world can give you. And I'll tell you when you leave me, there's nothing to forgive. But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you've found is destruction and grief. It's hard to say, I envy the way you're happy without me."
"I'm jealous of the nights that I don't spend with you. I'm wondering who you lay next to. I'm jealous of the nights. I'm jealous of the love. Love that was in here. Gone for someone else. I'm jealous of the love."
"I envy the nights I don't spend with you. I want to know who's lying next to you. I envy the night. I envy love. Love that is not here. Go to someone else to share. I envy love."
"As I sink in the sand, watch you slip through my hands. As I die here another day, cause all I do is cry behind this smile. It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way, you're happy without me."
"When I was drowning in the sand, watching you walk away from me. When I die here one day, because all I do is cry behind this smile. It's hard to say, I envy the way you're happy without me."
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