Anime: An Eternal Story

The true suffering of Vishnuwardhana

Aryanaka split the streets so crowded with above average speed. His mind is fucked up right now. His heart stopped beating as if it would no longer move. His hand shook behind his hard handlebar.

His eyes are red. His empty eyes were covered with a growing sense of fear. No matter what traffic signal he broke, the most important thing was that he arrived at Darka Medika hospital right now.

Oh come on, why does this road feel so long?

***

When he arrived at the parking area, Zianna was confused because she did not find Aryanaka there. Where did that guy go? Wanted to ask someone, but no one was here.

Zianna bit her finger worriedly. What the hell is going on? His mind kept asking the same thing.

Zianna observed the rows of motorcycles parked there. Damnit damnit! The Aryanaka motor is no longer there. Zianna was getting confused. Brush her hair back and move restlessly.

Suddenly the ringing of the cell phone in the pocket of his school shirt trembled. Soon he took it, who knows it was Aryanaka. Zianna looked at the name on it. Zianna sighed disappointed when she saw the name listed there.

Girtaja.

"Hallo, Pa?"

Zianna was surprised by the sound of men crying across the street. Followed by Girtaja who spoke full of panic that was very clear from his voice.

"Zianna– ..."

Zianna looked at her papa. His legs are sagging, his shoulders are decaying. The things around Zianna seemed to be silent, there was no sound.

The question of Aryanaka spinning around in his head was answered already by Girtaja's current narration.

With a hasty step he ran back to his class. Taking her school bag at once belongs to Aryanaka who was left behind. He realized this from the beginning.

With a very clear expression of anxiety from her trembling voice, Zianna approached Keylara and Kevandra.

"Kev, you got a car, right?"

Kevandra looked astonished, "Bring, why? Do you want to hitchhike?" A small pat on his mouth by Keylara ensued.

Normally, Zianna would have answered this joke with an annoyed cry. But now the situation is different.

"My anterin to the hospital Darka Medika, now, Please."

Hearing Zianna's frustrated and chaotic tone made Keylara and Kevandra surprised, "why?"

"Please don't ask too many questions. Do you want to do me anything?"

Seeing the chaotic look of Zianna that he rarely saw, Keylara was also worried made, "We both will nganterin Lo."

After asking permission from the teacher concerned, they just pumped gas to the Darka Medika hospital.

Kevandra repeatedly cursed because the road this morning is very jammed. Vehicles are crawling along the road. He plugged his gas at full speed with the same feeling of worry when he saw Zianna's frustrated face. Even though he doesn't know what really happened.

In the back seat, Zianna looks agitated by continuing to call someone but there is no answer.

Zianna's lips continued muttering, "Arya, pick up please ... "

***

Arriving there.

Aryanaka stared at the door of the room where her mother was. Not a single tear dripped from her eyes at the passing of her mother. He mourned in silence.

Seeing her body slowly covered by a white blanket, she seemed to be nailed to the spot, her body frozen, not moving in the slightest even though she just stepped in to hug her mother.

In front of the door, Aryanaka looked at the father, who was holding his mother tightly as if he would not let her go. The father's roaring cry had even been heard from earlier.

Makes him feel pain too. Both Aryanaka's hands were clenched tightly. Who can he blame here?

Only himself.

It's his fault for not being a son. You stupid Aryanaka. Aryanaka is useless. Just look after his mother, he failed. How will he take care of himself and those he loves?

Zianna who had just come with Keylara and Kevandra hurriedly approached Aryanaka, her face panicked with a very obvious worry, "Arya..." The call made Aryanaka look over.

Aryanaka looked at Zianna with nanar. His eyes were already reddening holding back the crying.

Keylara and Kevandra who saw what was really happening were both surprised.

With desperate steps and empty eyes, Aryanaka clenched Zianna's body tightly in search of calm. Hoping that with Zianna, he no longer needed to pretend to be strong.

Zianna desperately held back tears, she should look fine in front of Aryanaka. Aryanaka. Aryanaka needs her Anna.

Zianna hugged Aryanaka's body tightly trying to channel the power. Hope his Arya will be fine soon.

Behind Zianna's embrace, Aryanaka seemed to run out of power. Her tears just fell down Zianna's back. He sobbed bitterly in his pain.

"There I am, Arya. There I am ..." Zianna's hand stroked Aryanaka's back.

Aryanaka tightened her arms, "Anna ..."

Zianna bit her lips, holding back a cry, "Yes, it's me,"

Aryanaka is sobbing.

Collapse was Zianna's defense back then. The cry he endured desperately finally came apart as well. He hugged his Arya. In fact, he was also wounded for the destruction of Aryanaka.

Arya's destroyed.

Zianna's strongest shield was finally unable to withstand the attack that hit her.

There's no stupid and annoying look like always. There were only cries and sobs that Aryanaka showed her.

The universe is betraying them right now. Disappointed them.

Zianna and the people there bear witness to the destruction of Aryanaka Narantaka.

Rengganis Tunggadewi, declared dead today. He left many wounds to those who loved him. The suffering of Rengganis is over. At least, he won't feel any pain after this.

The most unfortunate thing is, Rengganis left before rejoicing with her husband and son. How ironic. Rengganis will only be the sweetest and most painful memories in the patriarch Aryanaka and also Jayadipura, her husband.

Today, is the day on which grief actually occurs.

***

Anyone must not deny that regret always comes at the end after everything happens. Just like Jayadipura felt today.

He wants to be angry. In the world, in the universe, in God, and in himself that is even worse than useless.

His rengganis is gone.

Who is most sorry? Jayadipura is the answer.

It was him who brought Rengganis to this pit of suffering in the beginning. If only he could take good care of his wife. If only he had the power to fight his father. If only, Permadi did not refuse Rengganis to be a part of his life.

Or if it is ... He didn't know him from the beginning.

Then maybe none of this will ever happen. The jewel would not hate him. Rengganis would not have suffered so much. Aryanaka also could not have been born from a useless father like him.

And most certainly, the Rengganis will not be able to leave this world right now.

Now, what's the point of him living? After all, he was also not a useful great person. He's just a bunch of bastard humans who failed to look after his family. The best thing right now is, he left this world and caught up with his wife there.

At least, he no longer takes care of the world's problems that are so complicated. At least he could meet his wife again. At least, he can re-establish a good relationship with his father who has died. Isn't that better?

Yeah, it's the best.

Jayadipura looked at hundreds of skyscrapers in front of him, the air this morning was perfect for his death.

He slowly closed his eyes and stepped up onto the building barrier on the highest floor of the Darka Medika hospital.

Rengganis, wait for me. Nothing can separate us, not even death.

"JAYAPURA!"

Girtaja pulled Jayadipura's arm and brought her down onto the floor of the rough Darka Medika Hospital rooftop, exclaiming angrily at Jayadipura, "Don't be crazy!"

Jayadipura rebelled from Girtaja's clasping hand, his empty eyes staring at Girtaja furiously, "Why are you stopping me from meeting my wife?!"

"You want to die?!"

"Yes!"

Girtaja shook his head in disbelief with a breath of gasp for running down the emergency stairs when he wanted to come here, "Crazy." Hisses.

"You want to leave Aryanaka alone?"

Netra Jayadipura left behind staring at Girtaja, "What's the point of me beside Narantaka?"

"You're the father!"

"Definitely useless father, you mean?!"

Girtaja growled, slashing at Girtaja's arm, "Yes! And you'll be even more useless if you just leave right now. Now, your son is frustrated at the loss of his mother whom he even just saved."

"You as his father should be self-aware and position conscious about what you should do to deal with something like this. It's not by suicide like a coward who can't deal with something!" Girtaja stared at Jayadipura.

"If you're going to kill yourself, at least make up for your mistake as the useless bastard's father!"

"I'm not going to kill myself! I want to see my wife."

Girtaja who heard that was getting up. Jesus, Jayadipura is stupid!

"Did you not understand yet?! Your wife is gone!"

Okay, Girtaja is a little bit outrageous now. But, Jayadipura's crazy mindset if not hardened, yes, will never be aware.

Jayadipura lowered his head with a tightly clenched hand.

Girtaja sighed harshly, "Wake up! Aryanaka's waiting for you."

–to be continue–

Please be aware of Jayadipura🙏