Andre To Bella

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90.

Bella's heart aches at the thought of Jonathan's grief, must be so painful, she starts sobbing, imagining the wounds Jonathan has suffered after learning who the man she loves is, until the wedding ring that he should wear, accidentally swapped with the size of another man.

“After that, Jonathan went to drive his car, I felt something was wrong with him, so I followed wherever his car was going, along the way I saw several times his car went off the track, so I followed him, while we were in the fast lane, until finally, whether intentionally or not, I saw Jo's car running at full speed and there was a big truck running from the opposite direction, my chest rumbled, as if my soul had been lost upon seeing the scene, I was unable to even move due to trembling in fear, Jo's body was thrown a few meters away from the scene, I tried to get her to speak, but it seemed too late, he just handed me this ring, and asked me to marry you, love you, take care of you all my life.”

“Police officials said Jonathan's family didn't want an investigation, so Jo's car was thrown away, they took it as one of the pesky rites, so the police officers handed me this box, because they want everything in the car destroyed.”

Andre ended his story.

“And I was even very happy with our marriage,” Bella looked at her husband's face, and Andre wiped the tears that soaked his wife's face. “I was so evil right?”

Andre shook his head, “no dear, you are not wrong, because you do not want all this.”

“But I feel very guilty.” Bella's face back wet with tears, “I want to go to Singapore, please deliver me.”

Andre froze, to Singapore? glimpses of the events of Mommy Stella who insisted on going to Singapore to meet Bella's parents back across, how worried and paranoid of her daddy Alex back then, how, until had to bring assistant doctor Elga to keep all the possibilities.

“But baby, your content is eight months old, I do not want to repeat the story of mommy who had to give birth on the plane.” 

“ Won't .. I'm sure our child won't be born today.”

“What if I keep saying no.” replied Andre Datar, he started to feel something was wrong with him, his chest started to roil filled with jealousy.

“I will go alone.” reply Bella, he felt he had to really go to Jonathan's tomb to apologize.

“You still love him?” 

Bella just quietly did not answer, she just shook her head, “and so far, you still doubt my heart and feelings.”

Bella shook her head, her heart felt pinched, very sick, even after all her efforts and struggles to be able to bring love back in their marriage, Andre still misunderstood her attitude. “I am so disappointed in you, I think you love me without ever doubting my feelings again, it turns out I was wrong, I was complacent with all your attitude and attention.”

Andre was silent, really what Bella said was all wrong, he was only jealous when he realized that Bella still wanted to visit the grave of her former lover, even if only to apologize, Bella could not feel the anxiety of her heart.

Bella gets off the couch, she goes to the toilet, it seems like the shower will refresh her mind and feelings that are getting hot, too painful if you have to go back to discussing the affairs of feelings, especially with her husband, especially with her husband, a few years ago, they often discussed this all and always ended up in a fight, for Bella was used to it, she would always be the one who was hurt, because of one-sided love.

After refreshing herself, Bella came out of the bathroom and realized her room was empty, somewhere her husband had gone.

Until dinner time arrives, Andre does not show signs back to their home, finally with a feeling of emptiness Bella enjoyed her dinner, just an obligation so that her children do not starve.

“Where is your husband Bell?” ask Kevin who happens to be home.

Bella shook her head, “entahlah .. she left when I took a shower, her phone can not even be contacted.”

Bella returns to her room lethargic, with her heart and feelings uncertain, between being angry that her love is doubtful, and Andre knows how she feels, and this feeling does not last a day or two, but it had been years of being in his heart, and was upset that he felt he was being ignored.

Until almost eleven o'clock at night Andre could not be contacted, whether how many times Bella made the call, until finally he fell asleep because he was tired.

At three o'clock in the morning Bella has not been able to contact her husband. “If your anger is so great, why did you run jonathan's will, you should have let me be a widow before marriage, it's better, than married but it was still doubtful.”

Finally, with all doubts and no idea what else, Bella packed up, she just brought her makeshift things, then ordered a taxi online. 

At exactly five o'clock he left by taxi, even security questions he did not mind, after all he only went for a while, to visit Jonathan's grave, to visit Jonathan, it may be late afternoon or evening to return to Jakarta. 

At least not only Andre who can disappear, he also wants to disappear for a moment, to relieve all kinds of bad thoughts, “we meet again later tonight, hopefully your feelings have also improved, so, today do not try to contact me, after a few hours you ignore my call.” said Bella while staring at the wallpaper of her phone decorated with photos of her husband.

Bella turns off her phone, along with instructions from the flight crew, as the plane is about to take off.