An Unassumed Marriage

I'm sorry

Pram was pensive in his arms Adisty who hugged him tightly. Pramana is silent and dumbfounded, she understands that Adisty misses her and after a long time of not seeing each other finally now meets again.

“Pram, I miss you and I apologize for leaving you on our wedding day and I beg you to forgive me?” adis's voice with a vibrating tone and tightened her embrace.

Pram still clenched his lips and fell silent, not knowing what to say for a while. Her chest pounded very hard and remembered Anisa at home. He sinned when he lied to his wife.

“I miss you Pram, why did you just want to meet me Pram? Do you hate it as much as I do Pram?” said Adis who again said, embracing his shoulder Pram who is now trying to fade the embrace without at all returning a hug from him.

Adis also looked astonished at Pram who would not return his embrace gave a kiss on the cheek, which even seemed unwilling in the hug. “You don't want me to hug?” Adis stared at the nanar and was astonished.

“To take off longs .. kan already just now,” Pram in a cold tone and then sit in the long chair that is there.

“Pram .. I apologize profusely for my mistake?” Adis sits next to Pram and touches Pram's hand gently.

Pram leaned his back on the shoulder of the chair as well as a distant and empty gaze forward. “I've forgiven you. Even if you don't ask for it.”

“Pram. Are you angry with me? I'm self-conscious because I was wrong. Already left you at that time, I was wrong kok.” Adisty looked down inside.

“No need to discuss it again yes,” he said Pram with a tone that felt changed much different from before, now he was cold and as if there was no more warmth.

“Pram, I know I'm wrong and I'm ready when you're angry with me, spill your anger on me Pram. But don't be so indifferent to me, please don't shut me up again? now that I'm here, you want to get angry or something? whatever you do don't let me down, I can't stand Pram.” Adis sulks with Pram's current attitude.

Pram turned his head to Adisty who was beside him with a sad face, in his eyes very attached. He used to love her very much but now it has begun to erode with the time and selfishness that Adisty created himself.

“I'm sorry and thank you for filling my calf recesses for so many years and. The building of the palace of love that we built destroyed instantly in hope to the peak of beauty, I do not know what to say let alone nih.” Pram bit his natural red lower lip, it felt like he had run out of words.

“Sayang. Why did you say that? you can be angry with me, let's be angry with me and if you need to hit me so you're satisfied, and we'll be back as we used to be. We wake up again the beautiful palace of love from the previous one.” Adis stared at the nano towards Pram who looked cold at her.

“Speaking is indeed easy and I can not promise anything else to you Adis. I can resist your disappointment and forgive you, but not necessarily my parents who feel embarrassed by our marriage that ended in time.” Pram said softly and pulled his hand from the Ikuan Adis.

Adis pulls Pram's hand and she moves it to her cheek. “Come hit me Pram. That you may be satisfied and I will kneel before you and your parents so that they may forgive me! and can accept me like I used to be in the morning. I'm sorry Pram? I'm sorry.” Sister crying.

Pram pulled his hand back from Adis's grasp moving so that he hit him. “I can't hurt you and I can't continue our relationship like it used to, my heart is like a tissue paper that has been squeezed and neatened in such a way that it is unlikely to return to normal. That's how my heart is.”

“I know that and I'm sorry, I don't want you to leave baby .. and I want us to be like we used to be.” Adisty shook his head and clasped Pramana's right hand. Her tears fell into the hands of Pram.

“It is better not to hope anymore, there are still many better men and deserve you in terms of material things maybe I will not make you enough, he said, that's why you left me on the wedding day. You better forget me,” Pram said in a trembling voice and lowered his head.

“Don't do it baby, don't say it! I do not want to split with you, do not want Pram ... do not want,” Adisty shook her head with teary eyes.

“I'm asking you.. Forget about me and I'll return this watch to you.” Pram took out a watch that was given from Adis and now he returns the item.

Adis looked at the watch that he had given Pram as a birthday gift for their relationship. Adis swallowed his saliva that was stuck in the throat. Her tears were falling as a sign of rejection. “Is it true that you are married as I heard it?”

Pram turned to Adis, then he turned his gaze in another direction. He could not long look into Adisty's eyes, which were crying, his lips tightly shut.

Then he cupped his face with both hands. Adis cried so badly, even though Pram had not answered, but it must be true, insisting on his own attitude Pram who is cold and indifferent to him.

Logically, if Pram is still in love and affection, even if he feels disappointed. Pram will surely welcome Adisty's return with enthusiasm.

Not coldly like this, Adis has been back for a few weeks and Pram tries to avoid meeting with reasons not ready or anything. And that's enough to indicate that Pram is not the old one anymore, he is really disappointed in Adisty. That's what makes Adis cry so much.

“It's Afternoon, you'd better go home. You don't have a car, do you?” Pram dizzy looking for Adis car that does not look there.

Adisty's cry became more and more and she borrowed Pram's shoulder to cry. And hid his face there. His heart ached and his chest felt tight, the person he loved so much that he returned it only to Pram. And now the man does not care about him and most likely has a wife. After the failure of their marriage.

What is the silence and confusion? even to touch and calm her alone she hesitated, feeling sinful from Anisa. The woman who is now enthroned in her heart,

“I, I came back for you Pram .. but you instead married another woman. You have Pram .. you are evil, hik-hik-hiks." Adis banged on Pram's chest while crying, her tears falling so hard.

No doubt Pram also held back his crying, he was not manahan power to see Adisty crying, but he still tried not to show himself who was crying.

“It's better .. I take you home and stop crying. It's free for you to cry and never change everything" Pramana said in a flat tone.

For a moment Adis rubbed his flooded face with tears. Then look at the sad-faced Pram. “Alright ... Take me home? I didn't bring a car.”

Pram just nodded and stood up to get ready to go home. Adis also moved while drying her tears that had begun to dry with a sheet of tissue. Then they walked over to Pram's car.

Now they are in the car and Pram drives his car to drive Adis home. Along the way no one uttered a word. Both of them are busy with their own thoughts. Pram's mind is now at home remembered Anisa who must be waiting for his return which is usually at this hour already at home except overtime.

The dusk is getting red and a few seconds more must be maghrib, Pram's car is in front of Adis' house. “Already down.” Pram mutters tampa down to open the door like he usually does to Adisty. He just looked forward.

“Do you not want to open the door for me?” he muttered without looking.

Pram was silent for a moment and then he got down and circled his car to open the door for Adisty.

Adis' lips smiled and then went down and stood beside Pram's car. “Pram .. Thanks for driving me! and one more thing, I'm sure .. If you still love me, come back to me Pram, if you still love me, come back to me, I'm sure you married that woman not out of love but because to cover up our failed marriage right? be honest with me and let him go. Marry me! I will no longer do as I have done. I'll do better and I promise you.”

Pram leaned on his car while hugging his chest, staring at Adis who was standing about a meter away from him. “It was originally possible that the marriage was just to cover up the shame rather than fail to marry you. But now I love her, so don't expect me anymore! I've been a man's husband.”

Deghs.

Adis's heart again melos, feeling sad to hear the words of Pram who grisly heart. Adis no longer spoke. He walked into his residence carrying a broken heart, and either the hope was still there or not ....

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Where are the tracks, is there still anyone waiting for the presence of Anisa and Pram?