AN ATHAYA?

AN ATHAYA?
49-Not for Each



Because there time seemed to go faster, when they had just said goodbye to Heaven, Vino suddenly realized his weak attitude.


"Why don't I try to keep him coming home?" Vino with a blank look began to speak in a weak tone.


"No one wants to chase him?" Vino looked at each of his friends there, when he could not find the answer to his question he began to show action.


"You guys don't want to chase him let me go," the guy starts walking up to Damar's bike, before Iqbal's idle hand holds him back.


"What's the fuck you want?" ask Iqbal.


"So I want to chase him" replied Vino weakly.


"Not stupid Vin!" Iqbal started yelling there, while in Iqbal's grip on his shoulder, Vino said loudly, "gue wants to follow him! if you don't want to come with me, let me pick him up!"


"Who did you pick up? The heavens? Vino! let him go! that's his choice, to let him go doesn't mean we don't pay attention to him!" quick reply Iqbal.


"Keep you guys laughing here? while in other places there are friends who need attention?!" Vino replied.


"He who decides so Vin, we as a temen must support every decision he makes! the sky is big! he knows what he's doing. Please this time let him choose," Damar continued.


"Yes, Vin. He is the same as us, right? he also admitted his mistake. So, what are we looking for? about the problem, let him himself who is comfortable with the problem, actually said Damar, he is already big Vin, he knows," Don Don continued.


"Come, go home." Iqbal's words just revived Vino, he became calmer. Maybe true, this is the right decision. Because as said one year ago, want to find the identity he said.


They come home with a raging feeling, it must be this way, than the sky will return and bring incredible awkwardness to their friendship.


...--...


Now Ivana is absolutely convinced of one thing, if Athaya likes it. Because the guy said he'd bring Ivana back to the night market they used to visit that eventually made them go out.


"We like it when I bring it back here?" Ivana nodded in the highest position of the bianglala.


"I'm sorry if my attitude has been lacking lately. But, Va. I want to say something important,"


This time Ivana's feelings started to get bad, so what? how important is it that Athaya brings him back?


Athaya clasped Ivana's hand warmly, "my attitude towards you is not always good, even I realize Va, that we are here like people who are not dating,"


Ivana frowned, Athaya continued, "I want us to please, Va."


Ivana's reflex took her grip off Athaya's hand, "broken?" Ivana looked at Athaya's eyes. Even the noise from below was inaudible to him.


"We have not made any progress, Va, and you don't like me very much either,"


"I like you, Ath. I love you!" Iva started shedding her tears. "You think my attention lately has been a joke?" iva's voice vibrates.


"I'm sorry, Va-"


"Because of Dance, right?" Ivana smiled poignantly, before sobbing violently. "Why was I in love with you..lo giniin me Ath?..."


"Don't bring Dance, Va. He's not wrong.I can't continue this relationship..."


Ivana sobbed there. Athaya's rant is constantly looking for a definite reason why they broke up he didn't hear.


Is this how soon the relationship ends? even to interrupt Athaya's words he was completely incapable.


"For that...for that you invite me here ha?...to say the word break up?.." he laughed blandly, "ridiculous lo....lawak know not?"


When the ring came down, Ivana didn't care what people looked at her. He hates! hate the people who follow him now and constantly apologize.


Expectations are not as beautiful as the reality experienced by Ivana, she thought the man would faithfully pursue her and then said, "Va? it's just a joke.I don't want to break up with you.I love you so much,"


However, he stopped. Stop chasing and calling him, he ended up sitting dazed at the bus stop like a caress-hungry woman.


Athaya watched from afar, he really could not continue this relationship. Because, for him what he's done lately even one day to come, it's tantamount to hurting Ivana.


He didn't really like the girl, and he knew she didn't really love him either, and then? what will be pursued like this? it won't last far. Because their hearts are not for each one.


Without you knowing Athaya. Ivana really likes you, and if you're just going to bring pain to Ivana for a long time, then why do you want to have her heart so much even if she refuses so many times?


The taxi arrived shortly after Ivana waved her hand. This incident feels faster. Athaya took the bike immediately and followed the taxi.


Their relationship stopped tonight, in the same place where Athaya expressed her feelings.


...--...


The roar of the motor of the sky split the silent night streets, as he stopped to spill all the sadness he felt, he momentarily thought, what he really was going to go.


On the sidewalk that was not too crowded with motorists, he again cried for something he had left behind. Did he really leave his friends behind after a long time together?


"I'm sorry, everyone.." his chest claustrophobic, remembering all the events in the heyday he and his friends, "gue can't be trusted. I want to see myself alone."


On the same night and in a different place, there was a Mentari who shed tears because he had just been told of further handling of his legs by his father.


"Tari will be able to walk again, Pa?" as his father nodded he smiled sumringah—the end of the faint wait became clear as well.


"Actions will be taken as soon as possible, for sure!" answer Father.


"Thank you, Ma...Pa.." said Tari with haru.


Yang Tari remembered that night better than the usual nights. Temporarily the Mentari can walk normally like any other.


...--...


Last night Dari had already established her heart to make up with Ivana. Yep! whether it will be received well or not by him he will still do.


Once in the morning when she reached the classroom alone, she repeatedly glanced towards the entrance—hoping Ivana would come soon, she would tell him this news first.


"Gue hope you're happy as well as I am, Va." she told herself. Then from the outside in hearing the sound of someone's footsteps.


And sure enough, Ivana showed up a while later. However, his guts slowly shrank when all he got was the angry look from the woman.


It ignites intention. Slowly the students arrived, making it even harder to speak. He returned to silence— waiting for the right moment.


"I want to make it easy, Va."


Those words were still ringing in his head. Why is it like this, then,? all because of the Mentari. If not only had he not spread charm to Athaya and accused him, they would not have been like this.


For that Ivana knew herself, when Athaya came, she did not look at him at all. It was only considered the wind then.


"Lo what's the matter anyway? how quiet is that?" ask Arini.


"Gue's broken up." Ivana's final. Arini gaping wide, "can we?" Ivana didn't reply to anything, she just kept quiet. Don't want to go deeper.


"Wait to go to the cafeteria with you?" Ivana smiled faintly at Arini. Before continuing the daydream.


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