an arranged marriage that ends in love

calm down

Nafiza was still sad with her tangiznya, her hands were getting cold and her eyes were still swollen making people look at her, began to step up to a light blue tourist bus.

Soon the buzpun had started to full and speed with moderate speed.nafiza began to ponder, staring at the street through riben glass in the bus, not feeling her tears began to drip again,

"sorry mama ya, we should leave first," murmured in the heart rubbed his flat stomach

"even mama has not told me your papa sma, patience yes mama need time for yourself first,"began to be silent wiping her tears dripping on the cheek

only silence felt, though,few people who seem to chat while others seem to prefer to sleep because it is a day that has begun at midnight.nafizapun tried to close the eyes tpi still can not fall asleep.only the face digta that always crossed in the mind of nafiza, start to winiz again when recalling the incident of diresto

"ahhhh, why the hell do I inget digta trus,"began to grieve muttering in the heart

"why be so crybaby!why do I also nangiz because of digta!it's called nyebelin!"still saying without a sound began to wipe away her tears

Some time in that state until the nafiza really fell asleep.songs of love songs sung dibusunkan make the nafiza heart a little comforted, forget while his sadness

The journey continued.noisy made nafiza wake up, found a bus that began to stop at a bus retreat, a bus stop,start down step foot closer in the bathroom.washing face with water makes it a little fresh.began to enjoy the pop noodles he bought in a store.and rush to ride the bus back when the buz was about to leave.

The bus drove at medium speed.The quiet road made the bus go without jam.several rows of shophouse shophouses visible from the riben glass, only a few people who passed because the day was almost morning, just a few people who passed by,until finally the buz is already in the destination city, people are seen passing by in front of the terminal.the more crowded when the buz enters the terminal, scrambling passengers with each other.

Nafiza began to step out.seeking a taxi and drove the destination.Journey still feels lengthened, the taxi drove calmly, not much sound of tlakson heard until finally stopped at a joglo house, joglo house,looks spacious with a soothing rural atmosphere

"tok tok tok" smiling began to knock on the teak wood door that was still koko

"yes who is it,"began to open the door, smiling merrily at the sight of nafiza

"jeez, this is mbak vatinkan, allah mbak!how are you.have not met for a long time!"the spirit began to greet nafiza

"asalamualaikum mother!nafiza news both mother.bunda and abi gamana news!gamana's son is you?"continuing to ask made the middle-aged woman in front of him start to smile

"bunda tidings same abi good mbak.anak son is also good.ayo enter first,"peril nafiza enter

"abi, this is vatin dateng!still want not bi"coming her husband who has been sitting in the guest room

"yes of course remember to, vatin gamana ambak reportedly?"smiling greeting nafiz

"good bi.

"what's the matter here, anyway?"start to wonder at the arrival of Nafiza

Nafiza paused for a moment, thinking of some reason to be said, subduing her head began to sigh long nafaz

"sorry mother abi, can not vatin stay here a few days.vatin want to swim away.vatin confused about where else,"jwabnya sideline, tears began to drip

"why vatin?any problems?"nafiza's approach began to touch her shoulder

"iya bun, a little bit," wiped away the tears starting to smile

"kalo can be tau, vatin thrash what's the problem?"he began to ask, smiling after seeing nafiza silently looking down

"yes already!mbak vatin can stay here.mbak vatin already pray?

"be has not been bi, vatin has long been ga salat,"began to stammer, embarrassed by what was done

"lho why?sholatan is obligated?"his face began to wonder

nafiza was silent without being able to answer,

"yes it is better mbak vatin now bathe.continue to pray, god will mbak vatin heart better,"began to stand, targeting nafiza in a neatly arranged room, yes! rooms that used to sleep nabil nafiza during social service activities.

Nafizapun walk near the bathroom.began to clean themselves and pray as suggested abi.with khusuk nafiza began to worship until not felt drop by drop of tears flowing profusely on his cheeks.began to pray and calm down.

"god is so great my sin.so much my fault," bowed shyly to realize his mistake

Now Nafiza has finished performing her worship.began to approach a middle-aged woman who is busy cooking

"mother here vatin bantin" a big smile began to take food ingredients to be cooked

"no kuk bun, ordinary kuk!

The woman began to shake her head, letting the vatin start busy cutting the vegetables, until finally the nafiza stomach hurt,

"au," half-screaming holding her belly

"vatin waves, vatin waves why?"nafiza is starting to worry

"no bun, vatin belly is sick, my god is this bun gmana, son of vatin!"grimacing the pain of remembering the child in his womb

"boy!is vatin pregnant?why don't you tell me mbak!vatin take a break!"they started to take the orphan back to the room

They both walked through the living room, seen abi was engrossed in playing with the orphanage children, starting to approach when he saw the condition of nafiza

"jeez, why bun vatin?"panicked to see the pale-faced nafiza

"abdomen vatin mbak bi sick, vatin mom again pregnant,"began to explain waving to abi follow

"pregnant.."when abi fell silent began to follow the steps of his wife and nafiza.

After a while nafiza was sitting in the room, mother and abi began to look at each other.abi who felt confused began to sigh long nafaz

"what is the vatin bubble?"his face asked for an explanation

nafiza began to bow, breathing slowly

"sorry mother,abi.actually vatin is there a problem with the husband vatin," shaking began to open the story

"oh, the vatin is married anyway,"a little relieved to hear the word marriage, karna had thought strangely

"iya bun, but vatin disappointed with husband vatin, eat him fatin want to nenangin himself first"began to duck again

"hemz, does mbak vatin have any problems with the husband mbak?"smiling caressing fine hair nafiza

"my husband kissed his ex, does it deserve an abi?even according to the vatin they meet it is not enough to refute bi?"started crying, shedding tears

"hem, vatin's mom sure they're kissing?maybe vatin misunderstood me!"abi's words began to calm down

"but at that time the satin behind him bi, indeed not too clear, but they really want a bi kiss," explained confidently with what he saw

"did vatin ask the husband?"my smile began to widen

"already bun, but he's glaring!he said misunderstand!I accidentally met there!how could you accidentally kiss that, anyway vatin disappointed!"long talk still menagis make abi smile thin

"kuk abi even smiles anyway!"it was a wonder to see abi smile

"this vatin baby is like jealousy again deh bi, let alone mbak vatin again pregnant!his mood must be more sensitive, though,!stroking the vatin hair gently began to hug

"your mother said that, vatin ga jealous kuk, but vatin disappointed"critten his face began to be confused

"yes already, papa kalo mbak vatin want to nginep first, but do not dissolve mbak.kalo there is a problem directly talked about either do not pack emotions,"abi smiled trying to advise nafiza with polite language

"iya bi vatin tau, but vatin takes time, pengenenangin himself first."

"emmm, Vatin can stay here a few days," he said, hoping that Abi would allow it

"what about mbak vatin nyariin family?they must be worried mbak, "explain with good bhasa

"plis bi,biarin vatin here first, later if the vatin is calm must be vatin ngibungin they yoke," his hands pleaded, began to insist

abi only shook his head for a moment, starting to look at his wife for an opinion until his wife began to nod

"yes, vatin can be here first, but don't forget the news of the husband's high school," said Abi began to step away

Nafiza only nodded beginning to hug the woman beside her with relief.at least she could avoid digta for a while.