
"Not that I don't want to stay in the household, it's just that this wound still imprints not that I still love him or still harbor feelings for him"
"I am still traumatized by a bond of love with any woman, an insult, a betrayal that still clearly looms in this mind"
"in the beginning they accepted me and my family what there was never a caste of origin of residence and treasure but as its time approached H day, H, for some reason they ruthlessly and willingly decided a relationship side by side did not think the impact of shame that would be received my family including my mother and myself at that time"
"for reasons that make no sense just because I am the son of a farmer and fisherman living also in the village instead of in the city there is something wrong with the village youth and only the son of a man fishermen like me"
"Even though I am only the son of a farmer and fisherman but I can guarantee a decent life for him, the once profound sense of love has now turned to hate"
"what makes me hate is the lover who just thought I really would fight for our love even though not in the blessing of his parents turned out to be the same as his parents"
"after breaking up my relationship with the heart he received an arranged marriage from his parents with a young man from the same city as himself"
"what can be proud of a city boy like him who is just the son of a shopkeeper and does not have a job that guarantees life"
"it was easy to accept that the young man only saw a small treasure from the outside, a house that they thought was quite luxurious had a shop also unlike the house owned by my simple parents"
"when I could give more than that if he wanted to and did not know his true nature, he did not know me well even though we had been together for a long time since college and we had officially dated"
"I who was willing to work hard to suffice his lifestyle with iklas but he was so desperate to turn away turned out to be sacrifice and effort for three years was just a game for him"
"he prefers a man who has only known a few days from his parents to be a companion rather than me"
"they didn't know that a son from a village like me couldn't afford a luxurious lifestyle, I was only self-conscious and didn't want to trouble my parents even though my parents had lots of fields and land"
"although all these treasures will also come back to me, but I have never been proud of the abundance of treasures from my parents"
"I'm even more proud of my own sweat and can make the parents and the people closest to me happy they just look at the rickety huts of my parents' house before getting to know well what the village life is like really"
"very bad and beautiful life city people who only look at the eyes of the village heart intention after marrying her and graduating college I will open my own business in urban with the provision of experience all I got during college and the provision of side work during my three-year stay in the city was enough to start a new business"
"what else mama used to support will make a home in the city for me after marrying her,mama knew that my future wife would not stay in the village so she would make us a home"
"mama himself prefers to live in a village with sera,behind her mama also can not live in the city mama more comfortable living in the village what more memories are stored with the late papa in the village"
"all the poop is only a memory but better so so I know what his original attitude is that only thinking about the treasure in his life is not the happiness of his true love"
"had to be in a relationship with me he quite understand the struggle and hard work of myself during his time together should he be able to see it all, he could see it all,even though I was always supplied with money every month from a mother who was more than enough"
"but I never stood by my mother's money and continued to work for a side money between college and college during the day and to meet every will she asked"
"my salary is also quite large enough to be on the tube and make her happy as long as I'm with me never feel deprived either make me more dizzy thinking about it all"
"at its basic core I was still comfortable on my own even though many girls in the village were chasing me but in the slightest there was no desire in me to like among all of them or just be interested in the slightest at all"
"just seeing their behavior makes me sick and even less anxious"
"sorry david mama for now david can not give mama son-in-law and grandchild to mama"lirih david sighs long, David again remembered with a dark past that hurt his heart
memories of 6 years ago although it has been a long time but enough to scar a deep and heart-wrenching wound so that the memories are forgotten not to be remembered but still the pain of disappointment shame all became one continues to flash across David's mind every time mirna asked for a daughter-in-law
David sipped for a sip of bitter black coffee the rest of the morning was quite warm in his mini thermos despite the sun almost drowned but David never came home early or late in the afternoon
David will return to the cottage when the time is really dark fish catch had David tipped to his Uncle when the afternoon was quite a lot as usual will be exchanged with a note of money by mama David later
david's usual path took direction towards the forest beside the cottage on the side of the bush towards the cottage after feeling safe seeing his ship had been tied up in a large coconut tree with a rope david started down the road thicket
there is no fear in David every entering the dense forestry towards the cottage there is only a sense of peace and comfort in David walking the night accompanied by the sound of birds of the night crickets and the sound of twigs of dry foliage that trampled by her added gusts of night wind increasingly add to the sunyian at night on the edge of the middle ocean forest
"who they are"in David stopped his steps when he saw the shadow of the person in front of the cottage that was so clearly visible that there were people waiting for David instead of david was afraid,but just be on guard if people who just hitch a break it is impossible to think david
what else people in the village of David very familiar figure david forestry location where david lived and set up a cottage also purely owned by the family of David on his right belongs to the parents of David who belongs to David as well
"Serly and shela" growled David turned off the butts that David was sucking and stomped on him
"it turns out you are really reckless and have great courage to enter this forest I think you are just joking it turns out your words this morning you proved"
"since when you've been waiting for me here" David screeched at the behavior of the two girls in front of the cottage,the two are very clear why until David can recognize because the moonlight right on the terrace of David's stilt house
"You think I'll be happy to see you guys with me as you say don't dream, wait until tomorrow for the naughty caterpillar"
"I won't see you even if you keep yelling my name" David said walking slowly around the cottage house through a backside shortcut
"There's a good thing he has a secret passageway like this to avoid the two of them and go back home for a break" Davit's smile entered a crack in the path to the shower where David used to bathe, and he was born,david deliberately fenced the edge of his hut with bamboo is quite high
where around there is a rushing shower that flows where usual David shower directly connects to the stairs of the kitchen terrace owned by David
only David himself knew the secret passage, through thickets and lush bamboo, citing the path to the baths,the sound of water from the shower was enough to help David disguise his voice as David climbed the wooden stairs to reach the kitchen
david had a little trouble finding the gap in the position of his wooden door lock what was more the bamboo grove blocking the moonlight on the kitchen door unlike on the front porch the reflection of the moon was very clear and bright illuminating the terrace
"Hheemmmm ahir nya" David's smile breathed a sigh of relief as the kitchen door opened, before entering his room David first grabbed a towel hanging on the door beside the dining room
at this time the first purpose of David is to shower refreshed the body first, David also deliberately did not turn on the lights of the cottage, but David turned on certainly serly and shela will realize that david is in the cabin
In the cottage David also cussed the flow of water-powered electricity is quite helpful lighting in the cottage at night
Ice-cold shower water flowing directly from the springs and mountains did not make David feel cold at all but instead behind it the water refreshed David's body back
David closed his eyes enjoying every stream of water fountains that wet the body finished bathing David ate the rest of the cooking he brought from the mirna house this morning which happened to still be there and not stale
it's just that the cold was just after the sea David will heat up the cooking in the furnace but all that was just hope to end up eating dinner with a menu as cold as the arrival of two astral creatures disruptor David
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