AMONG HIM

Don't Turn Back

After shouting at each other from behind the door, Shadow and Richard agreed to speak carefully. The coffee shop in the building next to the apartment became Shadow's choice for their peaceful mission, he greatly avoided being

in 1 room covered together with his best friend.

Shadow of course did not want Richard's actions to take advantage of the opportunity in repeated narrowness, especially they had someone. 24 hours later Shadow kissed Alexandre, no word of love to the actor. Various thoughts raged on Shadow's head.

It could be said that they were in a relationship without status.

“So, congratulations on your relationship with Sunshine.” Shadow said starting their awkward conversation.

Richard raises his shoulders lazily and eyes stare sharply at him “And you with that actor.”

Shadow wanted to retaliate but he chose to take a sip of his cappuccino.

“Shadow, I want to ask.”

“Hm.” The curly haired girl widened the eye bead

Richard took a light breath with a gaze that did not move in the slightest from the face of the beautiful girl in front of him

“Actually what happened between us. You seem to be getting away. Previously we were very close, baby.”

“Please don't call me with that remark, Rich.” Shadow's voice shook weakly

Richard restored his brown mane in a huff “Is it because of that actor that you kept your distance from me ?  During college you didn't mind that call.”

“Better you call me by the one name than the one that just came out of your lips.” Shadow's voice is a little upset. It's growing

realize that men do not have feelings, their logic is high, but the other side does not work at all. The feeling.

Richard knitting eyebrows “Which designation?”

“Stupid. You like to call me stupid.” His voice was barely audible

The man with the same jaw as actor Brad Pitt reached out to the front of Shadow, but was not responded by the girl who threw her face towards the streets

“I called you a fool for joking, Shadow. You're so smart, we all know it.”

“Hm.”

Richard folded his lips while shaking his head over the lazy Shadow “Please speak, give me an explanation of your attitude

which changed very drastically to me, Shadow.”

Shadow exhaled deeply then he stared at Richard's brown bead “Alright. I'm tired of even getting sick of this in my head. I need concentration for my work.”

“Do I hurt you ?” richard said with his eyes

“Hurt may not. Piss more definitely.” Shadow softened to see the look on his friend's face

“I'm sorry, Shadow.” Richard's Sorry

Shadow gulped the glass again “You kissed me, Rich. Taken my first kiss and many times after that did the same. But we've remained friends until now. You confuse me with what you're doing, as if I'm a cheap woman who's as good as a heart to kiss and leave behind. I really don't like it, Rich.”

Man cupped face while shaking his head weakly “Oh no, baby. I liked you Shadow, from the beginning. I never thought you were cheap. You are a woman of very high class.”

“Richard ! Please stop.” Drag Shadow quickly

“Why ? it's not like we'll talk well.”

A little anger plastered on the face of Shadow “You are not only my friend, but my sister's boyfriend.”

The man in front of Shadow pinched his forehead as if a headache had just afflicted him “I'm sorry. But I want to ask you this, please,

baby. Have you ever had the same feeling. I like you but you were very flat with me for 4 years we were in college.”

“What is your heart made of Chinese wall ? But is it important for you to know ? Now you're no more my sister's boyfriend. We don't need to bring up the past.”

A glimmer of a smile rose on the corner of Richard's lips “We have the same feeling. You like me too, baby.”

“Please stop, Rich. You hurt me with your words.”

“I'll decide Sunshine.”

Shadow's body gasped in shock as he had just been startled by the low-pressure electrical voltage “Never do that, Rich.” Prattling

shake your head strongly

“I waited a long time, Shadow.”

“No. I won't accept your feelings.”

“Because of that actor ?”

“Because of Sunshine, stupid ! You want to hurt my sister.”

“My feelings for Sunny are not as big as you.” Reveal honestly

“I don't care.” Rough snorting from Shadow

Richard was about to stand up from his chair but quickly Shadow shook his head “Stop. Don't approach me.”

The man heard Shadow's loud protest, slowly sitting his body.

“Sunny was the one who exposed her feelings. He's been honest if he loved me a long time.”

Shadow heard it with high level laziness “Hm.” His right lip by raising his right

“Because you ignored me, even after we kissed hot in your room.”

“Yes, because you kissed two girls on the same day, stupid !”

Richard's flinched turn in shock, those sharp eyes staring at Shadow “You saw him ?”

“Of course.” Shadow Sahut cold

“Sunny started it, baby. Everything that happened between us was on your sister's initiative. Sunshine is inversely related to

you who like to run away, he was chasing me. I'm down to your attitude of choosing to accept Sunny's warmth. I'm a normal guy. But the closer I get to Sunny, the further away you get. It baffles me and thinks about feelings you didn't express.”

Upright rage slowly rising above the crown of Shadow “Of course I have feelings for you, asshole ! You kissed me, for 4 years I had no lover but always with you. What do you think it is ?

Huh ? Even if you don't express feelings.”

“Yes. Because you explained to all our friends that if we were just friends. I thought you never liked me.”

Richard laughed loudly at the red tinge of anger on Shadow's face, he saw his best friend had returned. Strong figure against the world.

“So now, how about us ?”

Shadow murmured softly with a word Richard could not understand.

“Nothing how. Nothing has changed, you idiot. You'll stay with Sunshine. You have chosen him..

“No, Shadow. Your sister chose me. My feelings are more to you.”

“Your words won't change anything. I also have Alec.” he said hesitating to find a reason for Richard to stop forcing his will

Richard biting his lips with his eyes spooning “Both you and I don't love our partner.”

“Love can grow, Rich. I believe that. You're gonna love my sister. Moreover, Sunshine has given her full feeling to you. Please don't waste it.”

“But, we should be together.”

Shadow shook his head “I was really upset by everything that happened before this. But after the filling of my heart, everything felt

more relieved. I can move on with my life and really I won't see you with Sunshine.” anymore

“So soon you forget how you feel?” richard's protest was not accepted, his heart was bursting happily knowing that Shadow had

the same feeling then the girl who works as a good director actually releases everything

Shadow nodded “Ya. Because we're friends, Rich. I'd rather continue our friendship than make a new relationship by unraveling the old one. There will be a lot of people hurt if you force your feelings

that's. Of course I won't hurt my sister. My parents' third. Please appreciate them, Rich. My parents already consider you a family.”

Richard was speechless not daring to reply to Shadow's long speech

“Starting today I promise to accept you as a member of the Farubun and Maheswara families, Rich. I don't know the direction of your relationship but don't ever expect to break up Sunshine and chase after me. No ! I'll never fall into your arms, until whenever it is. I'd rather start a new relationship, learn to love another man like Alec than hurt the feelings of my extended family. You know if I grew up with 3 parents, even though they love each other but really I can't live the same life. I'm not papa or dad. They are great men who can live for many years in harmony and peace. They're an example to me, Rich. That I won't go the same way.”

“Shadow.” Richard did not hesitate to drop tears, he really loved his best friend. Purely without coercion, or doubt. It's just

as all the fog enveloped their relationship, Shadow closed the opportunity to be together.

“We're all grown up, Rich. You've also chosen Sunshine, there's no way to turn things around now. I pray you are serious about

this connection. He's an adorable kid and again funny. Please don't hurt him or I'll stab you if you do that.” Threaten Shadow with a serious face

Richard exhaled violently “So I got a sister-in-law who is killer.” He laughed bitterly

“Yes, may you end up being my sister-in-law.” Shadow chuckled. What was said to Richard that he felt relief after

saying all his heart, everything that stuck in his mind had evaporated with anger that was not reluctant to be issued to his friend.

It's just that Shadow doesn't know if his feelings are inversely proportional to Richard's heart.

…

Alexandre proved his point, the handsome actor showed his skills in the kitchen which made Shadow cluck in awe. It does not take long boeuf bourguignon menu ala chef Alexandre presented beautifully on the table.

“You must love food pedis.” Alexandre said, Watching Shadow begin to taste her cooking

“Standard, I am not a pedis lover like mama. is still at a reasonable level but when compared to the tongue of the people here, you will

said I love chili.” very much Sahut Shadow again clarified the taste of Alexandre's cuisine with a second feed

“Wow, Alec. It's really good.” Shadow continued to deflect his manicure

“Merci, dear. if you like I will diligently cook you.” Alexandre pinched the cheek of the woman who was suddenly very cute when she exclaimed for a moment

earlier

“Don't dream high, Alec. Soon you're going to England and I'm going to Italy to shoot the latest project. We will be stretched by great distances and dense busyness. You're with your world, so am I.” Said slowly

Alexandre took a breath staring lovingly at Shadow “Ya, dear. But all I need to know is if you have any

same feeling as me ? I love you, I'm in love with you.”

Shadow nodded slowly

“I like you, Alec. I'm learning to open my heart to you. But on the other hand, we'll be apart. I don't want our concentration to be split on work just because of romance. I am very new to the world of romance, maybe for you it is common but different for me. Now I can't agree to have a romantic relationship and then separate with my lover.”

Alexandre was not eager to try his cooking at all, he pondered while thinking of a solution to their relationship. Just one more step

he should have gotten his girlfriend. The shadow that is both inside and outside.

“You didn't have a long-distance relationship ?” ask the actor

Shadow turned her back on Alexandre who was sitting next to her “I've never dated, Alec. Dating like people in general I have never felt, let alone a long distance relationship.”

Alexandre's ash bead widened, her puja girl was a very innocent person. A diamond in the hustle and bustle of the city of a million celebrities “Two times

I tried, twice I failed, baby. Meaning the third time you're gonna say yes?”

Shadow puts his shoulders with his lips folded “I don't know, Alex. 6 months time is not short, but after you return from England we will see certainty over everything. As long as we don't know what will happen. Either you or I get another love or we get back to meeting and feeling when we could have been on the same level.”

Alexandre cupped a tiny and pretty face belonging to a girl who is very hard to conquer even they have been kissing very hot “I will be waiting for you, Shadow. I hope you are waiting for me too. During that time we will continue to connect and learn from each other. Honestly, you are the hardest woman I can conquer and I really want to have.”

Shadow smiled faintly as he felt the handsome man's gentle caress on his cheek “Let me learn more about you, Alec. Because

the man I loved before was someone I knew very well. Even the man I knew inside out, ended up hurting me. Especially with a guy I just met on set and wikipedia.” His mouth made the actor laugh with a blushing face

“I won't let you go, Shadow Farubun. Believe that we will end up on the holy altar as my wife. I'm pretty sure of that, baby.”

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alo darling 💕,

my real work has started to drift

but I still sped to up Shadow.

I want this novel to be End first.

loves, love,

D 😘