
Yumna again fell in the valley of disappointment.Repentment came to Japan as if he was reinvented. One month with Duta and caring for her husband became futile because her wishes were not granted by the Ambassador.
Yumna ignored Duta's cry, the Ambassador's call this morning. When the Ambassador said he was not ready and did not want to take big risks, that's where Yumna felt free to be a wife who was clearly he was loyal and accepted the Ambassador as it is now.
Now, Yumna is in Bnadara with Yuri to return to Indonesia. Yumna wants to forget everything and let go of the Ambassador slowly that is the best option at the moment. What to hold on? If, Yumna's dream is not realized at all.
Yumna says goodbye to Mother Gita. Yumna didn't tell me anything, and Mother Gita understood that.
"You're sure of your decision, Na? You did not say goodbye to Kak Duta, you know. Just go" Yuri told Yumna. As a friend as well as a prospective sister-in-law, Yuri advised Yumna. Yuri is said to have accompanied Yumna, at the request of Dafa, her lover and Yumna's parents.
Yumna remained silent with her back resting on the iron armrest of the waiting chair in the airport lobby, waiting for the flight of their masish aircraft for quite some time.
Seeing Yumna did not answer and just kept quiet. Yuri spoke up again and advised Yumna.
"You should say good farewell, Na Sama Duta. At least you still have to respect and respect Kak Duta. This is not the way, the effect is like running away know not the hell," Yuri told Yumna.
"Yumna again wants to calm down and want to be alone. Please yes, Ri," Yumna pinta told Yuri.
Yuri gave a small nod and understood Yumna's current mood. The situation is not like yesterday - yesterday where Yumna looks so happy and so cheerful. But today, it is as if Yumna and Kak Duta have personal problems that make Yumna upset and angry and then make a simple decision.
***
Bunda Gita has returned to take care and care of Duta. The ambassador was shocked when Bunda gIta said Yumna and Yuris had returned to Indonesia this morning. Yumna was so angry that she did not say goodbye to him.
"What do you want to eat, Ta? Let Mother prepare," asked Bunda Gita to the Ambassador.
"Mother, the ambassador is going to the park. Usually at this hour, Yumna always invites Ambassadors to the park near here and buy snacks," said Duta with a face full of sadness.
Bunda Gita rubbed the Ambassador's back slowly. The boy alone puppet was so strong and fierce to deal with all this.
The hand of Mother Gita touched the hands of the cold Ambassador. Of course, his son is now in a phase that is making himself a person who is not good and completely useless. The back of the son's hand was just his puppet was rubbed so slowly and gently.
"Morta ... You have to be strong through all of this. What's going on between you and Yumna? Did Yumna ask for a divorce?" ask Mother Gita to the Ambassador.
The ambassador quickly shook his head. Yumna did not say goodbye to him, but had not talked about divorce or separation.
"No Mother. Yumna did not ask for a divorce. Earlier this morning, Yumna asked that the Ambassador would give him a child" said the honest ambassador.
"The ambassador rejected it for various reasons. The main reason for the Ambassador is because this Ambassador is Mother. The ambassador thought, the shortage of ambassadors will not make Yumna happy at this time. Especially if Yumna is really pregnant, how should Duta? If the Ambassador's situation has not changed. The ambassador also wants to take care of the wife of the craving Ambassador, take the wife to the Midwife to check the womb, it is the instinct of the man who wants to take care of his woman," said Duta Lirih. No more tears fell on her cheeks. Ambassadors are getting stronger and less fragile first. The arrival of Yumna really keeps the Ambassador motivated to heal, to recover and to be healthy again. His life spirit is back on fire.
The hand of Mother Gita now rubs the head of the Ambassador gently and gives the location of untidy hair.
"Mother does not want to interfere in your household affairs. Mother also cannot blame you or Yumna who wants to quickly have children. Maybe Yumna had another reason, Ta. Why does Yumna insist on having children. It could be that Yumna wants you not to let go. Sometimes women are afraid of losing. Moreover, you are far apart, continue for example you are healed, and there are others, then forget Yumna," said Mother Gita advising.
"The ambassador is not like that Mother.It is impossible that the Ambassador left the perfect Yumna," said Duta shouted loudly.
"Morta ... Mother knows about that. Mother understands how you feel about Yumna. Buty? Yumna is in a difficult position. Yumna wants to accompany and take care of you, but you ask Yumna to come back home and finish her studies as soon as possible. Thought Yumna, if she was pregnant, she must be the same person as you, and so you would be bound to Yumna. Later you can return to Indonesia at any time, or Yumna who can come to Japan to visit you at any time," said Mother began to advise.
"Keep the Ambassador missteps? Should the Ambassador grant Yumna's wish? Is that?" the ambassador started to rile.
"Not wrong. If you don't feel ready, that's okay. Kan was Mother said, here there is nothing wrong or right, but if you need communication so as not to misunderstand," said Mother Gita in a soft voice.
The ambassador nodded small. Honestly, he was disappointed by Yumna's attitude that just left.
***
As usual, Duta learned to walk in the park near his apartment. Usually the Ambassador will laugh at Yumna's chatter that continues to encourage the Ambassador to continue to walk forward and ignore all voices that are not important so that the Ambassador can stay focused.
"Come ... Sister Duta, Yumna is here. Spirit," Yumna shouted loudly. But now the voice is only in his head. The Ambassador can only remember all the beautiful and sweet memories that Yumna has made in the heart of the Ambassador. The ambassador took a sneyum and remembered everything. That one month turned out to be so fast and continued to end yesterday.
The Ambassador's step is increasingly firmly on the path in the park.
"Hi ... You're Ambassador?" ask a woman to greet the Ambassador suddenly.
Denying the greeting, the Ambassador immediately stopped his footsteps and remained silent on the spot. The ambassador did not recognize the voice of the woman.
"Sorry who? I'm an Ambassador, but I don't know you" Duta said slowly.
"Ecchem ... Can we talk to you for a second where that is?" ask the woman to the ambassador.
"Sorry ... If I don't know you, and you don't open your identity, I don't want to be taken anywhere" said the ambassador to the woman who then continued to learn how to walk away from the woman.