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"Every person is free and has the right to make decisions in his life

including myself.

I choose my own path

my life, my freedom, my happiness is my decision"

That morning I was carried away from my sleep, I lazily got up and went to the bathroom I washed my face and looked at him in the mirror. My brownish black straight hair is still very tangled, my eyes are still looking tired but I have to start my day even though laziness still hangs on my shoulders and brain..

"Dear morning" said the mother who was preparing breakfast

"morning ma" I replied

"your plane is at 09:30 baby, vi are you sure you don't want to come with mama to Hong Kong?" ask mama

whether that's a question I asked several times in one week, mama clearly knows my nature will not change the decision I have taken

"ma, I'm also about to finish High School and my goal is obviously to stay with papa because I want to go to college there to take Medicine"

I hope my answer this time will not make mama ask again, and it's true that mama is just silent but does look disappointed in her face

A few days ago my mom always asked me if I agreed to her decision to remarry and want to settle in Hong Kong, actually I myself was confused since I was 5 years old when my mom parted with my dad and I understood his love story with my dad was very complicated. Mama is the second wife papa married openly from the first wife and her son who is 3 years older than me and I am the result of their love. Mama can't stand being "honey" not because papa is not being fair to his two wives but because papa's first wife is very good to mama so that mama does not want to hurt him continuously even though he loves papa very much. Is it possible after 12 years of being widowed and finding someone right I should forbid her from remarrying. After all, I thought I was an adult and could be independent and I wished I could stay with him

"yes ma, mom also take care of my health mama doain I graduated with the best grades" I replied and tried to calm her that I would be fine without mama even though I myself felt not so

I saw my mom crying but I tried not to cry even though I wanted to cry, she waved her hand and the car I was riding drove to the airport. I decided to take a taxi because the longer I was with my mom, the harder it was for her to let me go

It's not too hard for me to leave this city, because I've had my usual days here and don't have many friends. I have also said goodbye to some of my favorite friends and teachers.

I sat in my chair and read a novel and did not pay attention to my surroundings, then suddenly I was shocked to hear a male voice greeting me kindly

"want non biscuits?" he said while giving biscuits to me

"no, thank you" I replied briefly with a smile

"okay, gpp if you want my nmr hape?" asked again, this time I myself felt disgusted to hear his question

"what are you selling?" I asked him back and also became upset, because I knew he was trying to tease me

"yes I'm a salesman who sells the services of loving beautiful girls like misses, oh yes non if you can know where not to go" he answered my question with a guy that I think is really not funny

"sorry yes it is not clear the purpose of this plane where why you ask the question that is really so stale, are you there is no other work? why do you like to disturb others? please shut up sir, I am reading !!" I answered tightly and made him gawk and also silent for a moment, until the landing plane he did not talk to me anymore

I don't really like to talk to people who are just meeting