ALVIANA {GIRL FULL LUKA}
CHAPTER 1
...Being someone has to be strong, sometimes our inner and physical always in love trials long....
...Silence is the thing I always do if there's always a problem....
...either me or the wrong world make me hate everyone....
...I do need entertainment but what always amuses me is myself....
...sick?...
...iya, it is sick that the world is cruel and always unfair to me ....
...HAPPY READING ...
ALVIANA
#Part_01 [Always ignored]
Ignored by Parents.
Ignored by little friends.
Ignored family.
Ignored by everyone.
Enlightened vanishment.
Be subtly hurt.
Always disappointed.
Always feeling down.
Never been appreciated.
Never considered to exist.
Always blamed.
Loving the one who loves his twin.
“Sometimes there is too much hope to convey, but no one wants to hear. Being aware of that position is much better than having to force someone to appreciate your position.”
alviana Zealand Narendra
•••
Alviana smiled wryly when she saw her three little friends were so attentive to Alviona—His twin brother. Treated like a queen and loved by everyone. While Alviana, always ignored and not considered his position.
The girl could only exhale his coarse breath. Her net turned to stare at the piece of pizza that was still warm in front of her. His hand stretched out to grab the pizza, but someone's burly hand stopped him.
“Create Alv8ona only, yes? Sometimes you have to give. Kan Lo has eaten a lot,” said Dyandra while smiling sweetly.
Every now and then? Even Alana has given up a thousand times! But no one realized. Miris, right? Parents, friends, and older brother, Alviona has taken all that. But no one realized.
“T—but it's my favorite food ..” Ogre Alviana. However, no one ignored. Everyone is busy feeding Alviona and pampering her as if they do not see Alviona beside the girl.
“Sister viana can step aside a little, right? Viona sesek.” Alviona.
Alviana breathed a heavy sigh. Just now the girl wanted to shift her position, someone's hand had already pushed her arm until Alviana almost fell down.
“Ck! So lelet! Just slide by doang even though!” cibir Keano's.
Alviana's eyes began to glaze over. There was a tightness in his chest when his own best friend did not treat him well. Not just this time. However, often! Alviana has often been treated unfairly by her best friend, even everyone. From small, to this big. No one knows his pain.
“Do not cry! Very crybaby, anyway! What a friend lo!” Rassya sneered.
“Yaudah, yes. As per Queen viona's order!” Rassya smiled broadly as she pinched both cheeks of Alona.
Alviana could only breathe. It's been like that. If Alviona asks, then all will obey. If Alviona were to cry, all would persuade. If Alviona was in pain, everyone panicked. And if Alviona is lonely, all try to cheer up. While Alviana, when sad and injured no one cares. And when he was lonely, only he was with him.
“Gue to return. Kean, can you anterin me, can't you? Because I am afraid. It's almost late, ” asked Alviana.
“What about Alviona? Lo crazy ya ninggalin viona by yourself?!”
“Lo revenge with Alviona just because of a slice of pizza that until Lo want to leave him? Not very mature anyway Lo, via!”
Keano. “Gue can't because it has to nemenin Alviona here! Anyway, spoiled really use ask usherin everything? You don't think about Alviona? She's alone!”
“Cih! You're not in charge!” Zevandra sneered.
“Gua did not expect Lo thought could be so narrow kek gini!”
Alviana held back the pain as the scorn and sneer pierced her ear. It's not a math problem that goes in the right ear and out the left. However, these words succeeded in hurting Alviana's heart. Sound in the ears and cut the heart.
Alviana tried to smile. “Yaudah, if you don't want to nganterin, at least don't accuse me of nonchalance. I'm not angry because of the pizza. But I am tired already,” he explained while rising from his position.
“Ck! Baperan!” shouting Rassya.
Alviana looked over for a moment. Stiffness, pain, and tightness mixed in his heart. Soon the girl ran from the cafe, her ears were enough to hear the scorn of her friends.
•••
Plaque!
“Why do you live in Alviona yourself?! If she's doing anything?!”
Alviana held her cheek that felt numb due to a slap from her father. Grimacing, crying, even screaming is useless if it is like this. The middle-aged man was already in a state of concern.
“Kok you stay in Alviona yourself, anyway, Lan? You know, ‘kan, Alviona can't take care of herself. You as a big brother should be able to take responsibility, dong!” Mira—sang mama chimed in.
“M—maaf ...” I don't know how many times Alviana has looked. But no one understands.
Alviana glanced at her scuffed knee from falling on the pavement earlier. In fact, Mira and Alvin did not notice the wound on their daughter's knee. All they are worried about is Alviona, Alviona, and Alviona. There were three men accompanying her at the moment.
“Papa!” Alviona shouted and immediately hugged Alvin's burly body.
“Tau, right? Alviona's hand was scratched because it hit the end of the table. But no papa, because Alviona has been dijajanin Ice Cream with Rassya, Zevan, Kean,” jirangnya.
Zevandra stared at Alviana sharply. “Gara-gara Lo, Alviona to be kek gini! He wants to intercept Lo and accidentally his hand scratches the table. Unfeeling, yes, Lo, via!” said ketus.
“M—maaf ...” again is just an apology coming out of Alviana's mouth.
Everything that happened made her a grown girl. Anger is of no use. Alviana will definitely look wrong in the eyes of everyone if she fights back. Silence is something that Alviana has always done since childhood.
Alviana walked into her room. The girl grimaced slightly as she felt a pain in her knee. If only he had been more careful, maybe none of this would have happened.
The girl with long unraveled hair immediately took her P3K box in the closet. Alviana painstakingly took the box, even to the point of having to tiptoe. Efforts do not betray results. That's how it's supposed. Finally Alviana managed to take the box and immediately took it to the mattress.
Alviana doused a little alcohol on a piece of canvas and placed it directly on the injured part.
I don't feel tears just flowing. Not because of the pain in his knee, but because of his heart. Dumped, ignored, unappreciated, all that makes Alviana's chest tight.
“All is not fair with me,” clean with a blank view.
Next or stop?
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