Alexio "Pink Diary"

Chapter 140

1 week after meeting Alexio and Dira, they were quite intense passing each other in the hospital, but still with an awkward attitude, not relaxed with each other.

“Alexio routine therapy yes doctor?” ask Dira to the doctor Doni who is reading the file on his ipad

“Hmm yes, even sometimes Alexio contacts me to ask about his feelings.” Answer Doctor Doni

“Regarding Xia's presence, does Alexio still see her?” said Dira was curious, because he did not believe enough if the creature had disappeared completely.

“Recently Alexio told if he occasionally saw it, whereas at that time he assured all of us that Xia's figure was no longer visible.” Doctor Doni looked at Dira, there was no resentment of him being deceived by his dishonest patients.

“Then how do doc if according to doctor.” Ask Dira

“Only Alexio can make Xia go, Dira. Because until this second, Alexio did not feel any urge to do harm to him even though Xia's figure was still visible to him.” Answer doctor Doni

“Mean doctor?”

“Xia's presence is only the rest of Alexio's guilt, no longer the fear or deep trauma as it used to be.”

“That means doctor?”

“That means, Xia's presence does no harm to Alexio, Dira.”

An hour after Dira had a discussion with Doctor Doni, Alexio replaced who now sat in front of the handsome psychiatrist.

“Wah my handsome patient is always on time now.” Complimentary doctor Doni welcomed Alexio's presence in his room, some nurses did get enough refresh every patient like Alexio visited.

“How are you feeling, Alexio?” ask Dr. Doni when Alexio is sitting down.

“Good doctor, very good.” Alexio was friendly.

As usual, Doni's doctor opened the notes of Alexio's medical history in his journal and files. Ask each other to find out where the patient has gone so far.

“So what should I do for Xia to go doctor.” Alexio asked in between counseling.

“Visit the place where you met Xia, Alexio.” replied Doctor Doni

“Where we met?” alexio asked

“Yes, at the scene of the incident, your old house and also the lake. Get Xia talking, and let go of all your grief, your guilt in front of Xia.” Doctor Doni explained at length the solution that can be done by Alexio.

“And after that...?” Alexio hesitated to continue his sentence.

“You will see Alexio, if you really let all your hurt go and replace it by facing it with your best memories, Xia will understand your sincerity.” Doctor Doni's reply convinced Alexio's silent doubts digesting his psychiatrist's sentence.

“Don't you want to start your life with the people you love, right?” concluded Doni doctor who replied Alexio with a gaze containing a firm answer in the form of yes.

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“You know Xia, I'm really very grateful God brought us together even though only I can see you.” Seloroh Alexio started the conversation.

Alexio looked at Xia who was also looking at him, but the 11-year-old boy did not respond to a single sentence even though Alexio asked him.

“You accompanied my solitude, my times were sad, and also became a interlocutor when I endured such painful wounds.” Back Alexio said.

“If repeated once again, I will not remain grateful for your presence, Xia.” Alexio touched Xia's fingers and grasped them tightly and gently.

“Thank you for being my friend, but you certainly know if I should move on with my life after this with someone who's been waiting for me a long time.” Alexio's sad look to Xia remained a gentle expression.

“You are the embodiment of my hurt, guilt and fear of my dark past, while someone who is already waiting for me is a real figure who also gives me strength to face my past.” Please Alexio, any part of it he said could be conveyed to Xia.

“Then from that, thank you for your presence Xia, and let's end our meeting so that I can continue my new life with a real figure for me.” Pinta Alexio with a shady smile.

Slowly, the pieces said Alexio only responded to a circle of tears from a figure named Xia, Xia, the boy she met a few years ago after she returned home from Australia on the street where Alexia and her mother were involved in an accident.

There, Alexio begins an unreasonable relationship, making friends with Xia who only he can see the boy. And for several years also his mind became blind because his mental condition supports the existence of Xia on the basis of his dark past.

But, getting to know Dira, undergoing some therapy, Alexio realizes that Xia, the boy he knew who never got older, begins to cultivate the man's trust if Xia is not real.

And now, his courage, he let Xia off in order to pursue his dream that had been delayed, with the person who had been waiting for him in a long braid, Dira Kiran Ladh.

And Alexio did not want his time wasted, and his woman was stolen by another man and instead made him regret for being late.

“Thank you Xia. I hope after this, can organize my new life with a brighter color again.” Alexio was full of hope as slowly the shadow of the beautiful boy began to disappear from his sight.

Without Alexio realizing it, the point of tears had already gone through his cheeks with his brashness. But he was not ashamed at all, other than being around lonely, he understood it was the moment of his life.

“I.... I made Xia.... made Xia go...” Alexio had trouble regulating his breathing, if only he was a woman would have replaced it with sobs. But it's impossible because he was talking to someone across the phone.

“Yes, good doctor, all right.” He breathed at the behest of someone who was none other than Doctor Doni, his psychiatrist all along.

It was not easy for Alexio to have a conversation with Xia who was attached to him, because the figure was made by Alexio himself, not an invisible creature like a ghost.

Therefore, Alexio has trouble repelling his homemade creature when the wound, sadly still not lost everything. But because he wants to continue living, then with his will and awareness, he must be able to realize his common sense if Xia is his creation that should not be given space in his life again.

If he allows it to happen, he will not be able to live a normal life like everyone else, and is labeled as mentally unhealthy forever. And Alexio was reluctant of it becoming his stamp.

“After this, I hope to confidently see you again, Dira.” Alexio said softly and there was still sadness on his face.

“I don't want my whole life to see pity in your eyes, other than love.”