Al And Karan

32.Wounded

As promised to Bu Tari.Kini Karan was studying with Dean in the library after returning home.

"Until here understand?" ask Dean

Karan nodded in response.To be honest no one entered Karan's head.Only Al's words that had been running around his head.

"Yaudah, we continue tomorrow, yes, until here is enough right?"

No answer to speak even daydream.

"Roman!"

"Eh..Yes why?" ask Karan the title

"Lo why?" ask Dean back

"Huh?l-i?no reason why."

"Really?" Dean made sure

"Yes yan." Answer Karan steady. "Oiya we're done, right, the idea is to go home first." Reciprocity.

Dean agrees to let Karan go with his head.

"When do you open your heart to me." Mumbled Dean.

The ringing of Dean's phone from his pocket forced him to see who was calling him.

"Hello?" greet Dean

"Here now I need to talk to you."

Dean had not yet answered, the call had been turned off unilaterally.

"Dam." Bump Dean before finally leaving the library that looks lonely. But who would have thought there was actually someone hiding there, smiling little.

.........

Karan sat on the balcony chair of his room.Writing a few paragraphs.Told a complaint that can not be expressed through the lips.Once in a while, Karan wiped his tears that came out because it can not be dammed anymore.

Al looked at Karan from the balcony of his room as well.Watching the beautiful face silently silent on the moon with a breeze.There was a feeling of guilt when the girl several times was rubbing her cheeks.Al know, there was a feeling of guilt, he is a jerk who only hurt Karan.Al also know, he does not deserve to be loved Karan.Since there Al only gives wounds not laughter.

After feeling relieved, Karan closed his book.Dissolving views, and, feeling the wind that had flown his hair.Until the sight of Karan met with the view of the male figure who was also staring at him.Al immediately turned his face when he was caught off-guard had noticed Karan.So did Karan, too,the girl chose to go into her room without saying a word.

Al feels unwanted now.Al feels a sense of loss.Here he wanted Karan to stay away from him, far away.Today compared back to what he said first.The feeling is divided into two, between for Ralina or Karan.But, the,the more Al came here also hesitating about his feelings for Ralina.

Al randomized his hair in frustration. "The world will be quiet if I don't know what love is."

Silence Al like this, assume that he does not need Al is the toughest thing that Karan felt.In fact he was also injured himself.He wanted to talk at length despite not getting a response from Al.He wanted to act like before.However, he wanted to act as before, al's speech at that time still continues to imprint there.Despite Karan trying to treat it, still never really lost.

Karan cried out his heartache.Crying lamenting his life and crying longing for someone who can't be reached anymore.

Many times his hands hit his chest slowly.As if there is an unexplainable pain there.There is a heart that is formless and there is a lara that does not also dry up.

.........

"Lo loves her, right?"

Someone nodded in response.

"Dispose your affection to him.Because, I'm the more deserving in that position."

Someone clucked. "Slave lo!"

"I don't call it selfish." A little laugh came out of his mouth. "Gue just wants to get what I want" he continued.

"Even if you have to destroy people's happiness?"

"Yes, that's one of them."

Someone just shook his head not knowing the way his interlocutor thought.