Aksara For Arsyilla

Fully sincere

After visiting Aksara and Arsyilla, Ravendra was seen sitting with his mother again. The handsome-looking young man seemed to let out a long sigh before finally taking a seat in front of his Mama.

“Not that woman was your boyfriend?” mama Sandra asked Ravendra.

At least Mama Sandra knew who Arsyilla was, because Ravendra had once introduced Arsyilla to her Mama and Papa. Ravendra nodded his head slowly.

“Former Ma ... is former,” replied Ravendra in the end.

“The guy's aksara right? Your ex is now Aksara's lover?” ask Mama Sandra again.

“Not Ma's lover .. but they are both married,” Ravendra's story in the end.

Mama Sandra who was about to drink the Warm Orange she ordered, suddenly put the glass containing Warm Orange back on the table. Then Mama Sandra looked at Ravendra.

“Jadi ... Are they both married?” Mama Sandra wanted to ask her son.

“Iya .. already Ma,” replied Ravendra.

“Then, what were you approaching the two of them for?” It was as if Mama Sandra was asking for an answer for what reason her son should approach and greet the woman who had been her ex-boyfriend and Aksara, who was none other than the son of Kanaya and Bhishma.

Ravendra smiled and then looked at his mother, “Ravendra just greeted Ma .. and apologized for Vendra's mistake first,” he replied now.

It might feel weird. Remember how much Ravendra hated Arsyilla. Even Ravendra had committed acts of violence against Arsyilla. But now the young man said he had come to say hello and apologize.

From afar, Mama Sandra looked at Aksara and Arsyilla. They both seem to love each other. Aksara also looks like Doctor Bhishma who is a kind man and loves Kanaya, his wife. Mama Sandra's eyes now turned to her own son.

“You sure?” ask Mama Sandra again.

“Yakin Ma .. after all for what holds a grudge that has no end. Ravendra does not want to live like Papa who is constantly gripping his past grudges and wounds. Ravendra wants to choose a different way of life from Papa,” replied Ravendra.

The young man seemed to be faced with the reality and life of his father who had reached middle age but still held a grudge with the Aksara family. It was as if the grudge in Papa Darren's heart was always blazing and never extinguished. Ravendra seemed to realize that holding a grudge actually harms himself.

Mama Sandra also tried to dive into the words of her son, then there was a smile on the corner of Mama Sandra's lips.

“If you really do, Mama is very happy. After all, in the past Mama had also apologized to her parents Aksara. At that time, it was Aunt Kanaya who came to the Hospital and visited Mama who gave birth to you. At that time, Mama gave birth to you alone only your grandmother was waiting outside. When the doctor came and asked where Mama's husband was, to be honest at that time Mama could not answer him. At that time, his father was languishing in iron bars for the crimes he committed. My mother's heart was broken. As Mama struggles between life and death, Mama desperately hopes that your Papa can come. But, it's all in vain. In that bed of pain, Mama struggled alone. After a day, Aunt Kanaya came to see you. Mama's heart feels claustrophobic remembering,” Mama Sandra's story to her son at that time.

Actually, if you talk about the bitters and bitter life, Sandra has also felt it. Pregnancy due to an accident, marriage that must be held at the Public Institution, to undergo pregnancy and give birth alone. All the hardships in life Sandra has felt. However, Sandra can also realize that Kanaya's mistake. Everything that happened in her life was due to her wrong choices and irresponsible attitude from her ex-husband.

Ravendra smiled and held his mother's hand. “Pardon Papa for all the past Papa who made Mama distress and feel all the bitter taste in life. Now Ravendra wants to promise in front of Mama that Ravendra wants to walk the path of Ravendra's own life. Ravendra does not want to hold a grudge that actually harms Ravendra himself. It's been enough in the past, Ravendra languishing in jail. One year and two months was enough to provide a valuable lesson for the young man. Ravendra did not want to let vengeance ignite endless emotions and infighting.

“So you've been hurt right see that harmonious young couple?” mama Sandra asked with a laugh. The woman looked to glance at Aksara who now seemed to be feeding his wife.

Ravendra also glanced at Aksara and Arsyilla. The young man finally laughed, “It's okay Ma. Yes, totally sincere. Just pray Ma, hopefully Ravendra can get a good woman like Arsyilla,” a joke from a Ravendra.

Ravendra did look joking with his mother, but in his heart it is undeniable that Arsyilla is a good person. Women who are gentle, clever, and also kind. As if a woman with a character like Arsyilla who is so liked by Ravendra today.

“Amin .. Mama will wish Mama's son all the best. Mama is so happy that you chose your own path. Mama is completely happy because Mama's son chose the right and good things,” said Mama Sandra.

Across the street, Aksara and Arsyilla were eating. Even the man occasionally seemed to be feeding his wife. Precisely Aksara happy to see Arsyilla who ate so greedily. Even the fingers of Aksara do not hesitate to wipe the leftovers that are in the corner of Arsyilla's lips.

“Bumilku, eat it until belepotan anyway,” said Aksara now.

“You who bribe hit my lips,” replied Arsyilla who seemed not to want to lose.

Their excitement is halted because Ravendra and Mama Sandra are walking out of the restaurant and greeting the two.

“Ayo Aksara and Arsyilla, Aunt first well,” greet Mama Sandra who finally greeted the two first.

“Oh, yes .. let's Aunt,” says Arsyilla.

Seen Mama Sandra stopped her footsteps and stared for a moment at Arsyilla, “Tante pray for you and Aksara happy always well,” said Aunt Sandra this time.

Arsyilla is seen nodding her head and smiling at Aunt Sandra, “Thank you very much Auntie.. Syilla also prayed her best for Auntie.”

Then Ravendra looked at Aksara and Arsyilla alternately, “Introduction well,” pampitnya to Aksara and Arsyilla.

“Ya Ven .. thanks well,” Reply Aksara to the young man.

“Be careful Vendra,” said Arsyilla this time to the young man who had once decorated his days. Even if only one year, Ravendra still filled his day.

“Ya already ... we first well,” say goodbye Mama Sandra while nodding her head.

As soon as she walked out of the restaurant, Mama Sandra patted her son's shoulder slowly. “Large heart Vendra .. no problem releasing the person who had once stopped in his heart. Because my mom did it once. As much as Mama loves her Papa, but in the end Mama chooses to let go. Let go of your father to get happiness in life. So, you hope that you have no regrets about your decision right now. Be happy, do not burden yourself with grudges and wounds in the past. Even if the past cannot be forgotten, but you can make peace with your past,” counsel Mama Sandra to her son.

Remembering how Sandra used to love Darren so much, but in the end Sandra chose to let Darren go. Sandra chose to live alone and raise Ravendra. Fill the years of Ravendra's growth with her affection as a single mother to her son. If it used to be, her life was so bitter, but Sandra could come to terms with herself and also let go of the man she already loved so much.

While Ravendra seemed to receive well with the advice given by his mother. Ravendra was already at the conclusion he could take that he was completely sincere. He would release Arsyilla sincerely, allowing the woman to be eternally joined to the Aksara. In addition, Ravendra is convinced that if it is not Arsyilla, it is certain that the Owner of the Universe will provide a girl who will love him and accept his past, even including being able to accept the past of Ravendra who was once a resident of the Prodeo hotel. Hopefully, God will send the girl for her.