
Sabian could only resign when all his equipment had been brought into the male dormitory. It was like a nightmare when the father had handed Sabian over completely to Abdullah's brother.
“Dad, can I talk for a minute?” asked Sabian when she wanted to be escorted to a man's romance.
“About what is it? If it is only about rebellion, maag, father does not have time,” replied his father slowly.
Not yet disclosed, it has been directly answered. “Dad, please! Understand it! Bian doesn't want to stay here, Dad. Bian promises won't repeat the same mistake again. Bian promised to be a obedient child and would not disappoint you, but please do not let Bian stay here. Father ... Bian please .... ”
Raka could only sigh deeply. I don't know what promises I have, but none of them can be kept by Sabian. Again and again Sabian will continue to repeat the same mistakes to make him feel like a failure to be a father.
“Bian .. for this time I'm sorry. Dad surrendered. If only today you had not met Azura, where would you go? In custody for three days instead of introspection, create chaos again. Do you know, after getting word you ran away, I immediately canceled a very important meeting. Bian .. You are an adult, you should be able to filter out what is good for you and what is bad. I'm tired of all your false promises, so sorry, for this time I gave up.”
Sabian's body froze without a word. He realized his mistake, but his lips felt faint to say sorry.
“Bian .. Dad did all this for you, for your good in the future. I put you here, not because I don't love you. I love you so much that I chose to leave you here. Please promise me that you won't cause any trouble in this place. And prove if you can change!”
Sabian bowed lethargic. It's free that he begged for mercy on his father, if his father's determination was round and could not be contested.
“Bian .. you are my only hope, because you will be my successor, so please this time do not disappoint me!”
Actually Raka did not have the heart to release sabyan so soon. However, because he has melted with all the behavior of his son, he really must make a decision faster so that his son is not dragged further in the promiscuity. As a parent, of course, Raka is very worried if Sabian is wrong.
“Daddy .. ” whine Sabian full of pity.
Again Raka could only exhale his heavy breath. As an only child, of course Raka was very heavy to leave Sabian. But he has to stay strong.
Sabian was completely helpless. His body felt weak to step. All the light seemed to have disappeared. There's no place to lean anymore. Even if there was only Iza's mom.
“Not to be sad! What are you thinking? In this place is not as scary as what is in your mind. Here hug first, then dad will go home.”
Sabian did not rebel when embraced by her father. In fact, there was not even the slightest shame when seen by some santri who accidentally saw it.
In a hug, Raka tried to hold back the tears. It wasn't easy for him to let Sabian go, but he already had no other way to straighten Sabian's unruly path.
“Bian .. forgive dad. Trust me this is all for your good,” whispered his father slowly.
However, Sabian did not respond. His body is still frozen. He really hopes if this is just a nightmare and hopes that when he bang all will return to how it was.
“Alright, take good care of yourself, Daddy's home. All facilities are in the bag, please use as best as possible.” Slowly Raka let go of her embrace and walked slowly to leave Sabian who was still silently silent without a word. Even just saying the word greetings Sabian's lips are no longer able to.
“Already, don't be sad. I know it's still too much for you. You are not alone because all the students here are just like you have to part with family. Come, Abah take you to the room.” Suddenly Abah Abdullah's hand pulled Sabian's hand to continue his delayed steps.
In the car, Raka dropped her sadness at having to let Sabian stay at the boarding school early. Raka knew that Sabian was very depressed, but she had no other choice because Sabian was completely unable to change.
“Bian .. forgive Dad! I'm doing all this because I love you. If only you could listen to my father's words, maybe I wouldn't have sent earlier to this place. But never mind, maybe this has become a path from God so you can grow up, because I really need you to continue the company of father.”
On the other hand Zura did not dare to go out of the room because of his guilt towards Sabian. However, if it wasn't like that maybe Sabian would just be a bum on the streets.
“Sabian .. forgive me! I don't mean to set you up, but I just don't want you to be a bum on the streets, so I called your dad. I hope you don't know if I'm behind all this. O Allah, please close this truth, for all this is also for the good of Sabian.”
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