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Graduation Day

Today was a thrilling day for me, the day that Graduation was announced, after a few days we finished the Final Examination.

One by one, students at Negri High School receive an envelope containing the notification of Pass or not. With trembling hands, I received the envelope from my Grade Lady Ratna.

" Everyone's children, before we open up and find out whether you pass or not, we should pray first. Berdo'a begins." Said Mr. Absori as the Headmaster.

" Will child..!" Mr. Absori's voice echoed in the Hall.

" With Bismillah, we begin to open the envelope..! "..

" Bismillahir Rahmaanir Rahiim..! " In unison, I too my friend said Bismillah. I am overwhelmed by this atmosphere. One by one, the students at this school opened the envelope. They bowed down, giving thanks when they found out that we were declared a hundred percent Graduated this Year. I'm so happy because I got the best score.

I can't wait to tell my mom at home. I'm sure glad to hear this good news.

When I was done, I was ready to go home, besides wanting to tell me this news, I also had to go home soon because my mother was sick. I approached my two best friends, who told me from the beginning that I was not celebrating this graduation.

" Fia, it's true you're not at the graduation ceremony later. " Task my best friend Susan.

" Yes, it's not exciting if there's no lo." Ranti.

" Yes, I'm so sorry, not the cave does not want but what about the nyokap cave, in the house there is no who. " I'm sad.

Oh, yeah, introduce, my name is Zafira, I'm used to being called Fira, I have two best friends who always understand my situation. Susan and Ranti.

They are the ones who always accompany me from Junior High until I graduate now. He knows what my condition really is.

"Yes already, then I'm first huh, have a good time with you guys. Oh, my God, cave back first." My speech. I wave my hand. And pass from them. Sadness enveloped me, all the way I held back my tears. I can't possibly attend such an event, whereas I people don't have. I do not want to continue to trouble my two friends, it is enough they take turns buying me snacks every day.

" Daahh, the heart is on the way, may your nyokap quickly heal.! " Susan and Ranti said together. Still clear in my ears, their always compact voice supported me.

" Okay thank's do'anya. " Saying. All memories remain, I will not forget all your kindness.

Arriving at home, I saw my mother sleeping, her face was very pale, her body was also thin. I was sad to see Mom's situation like this, because I couldn't take her to the Hospital. Because I know, the cost to the Hospital was very expensive.

In fact, I know Mom only has stomach disease, but why has this week mother never healed. Usually after the drug is given from the Pharmacy two days already healed.

Without waiting for long, I immediately cooked for lunch. I cooked the porridge, because mom couldn't eat the textured, had to eat the soft food..

After the prayer I approached my mother's room, I saw my mother just finished praying. I salute with Mother's firmness, even though she was sick she never left prayer.

Even the mother was more diligent to worship. Tasbih in his hand never separated, Mother took it off when going to the bathroom only or when cooking. For the rest, I will carry her everywhere.

Mother is my role model, from childhood only mother I have..

Ayah..!

I don't know, my dad is where, from childhood if I ask about dad, with a sad look mom always says that dad is working. But over time I grew older I understood that my father was not working for me. In the fifth grade, I had a job to write poetry, and my homeroom teacher chose the title of Father, because it coincided with Father's Day.

I wrote that poem about how I felt about my father. I wrote it while holding back my emotions and I was finally able to complete the task.

Because my name started with the letter Z, so I came out second last. Just one verse I read it, I can't stand the tightness of my chest. I ended up crying so hard because I missed my father too much. My homeroom teacher calmed me down by hugging me giving me support. Coincidentally my homeroom teacher was middle-aged..

I can't wait around, just sobbing coming out of my mouth tears are wetting my cheeks. " Te ri ma pack." I can finally say thank you. Then all my friends took turns to hug me.

After that day, I could feel how to have a father. Mr. Wahid is always there for me. Like a father to his biological son. Kebwtulan, he only has two children and both are teenagers to adulthood.

But, my happiness did not last long, exactly three months after that day, Mr. Wahid left us all. My world is collapsing.

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When I entered Swkolah Menwngah First, if I asked about Dad, Mom always said.

" When the time comes, you'll know everything, baby, forgive me.! " His reply was with glassy eyes.

" But Mom, when from yesterday will you start, I also want to know where Dad is? Or, you're dead, ma'am..??!" Ask me again with tears that come out without permission. Mother was the same, her tears kept pouring out. Then my mom called me but I broke up..

" I'm sorry, dear Mom, it's not time you knew about Dad yet, learn more. So that later you can succeed and meet your father. Please son, for now I cannot tell you clearly. Please, don't be mad at Mom, all I have is you son. " With a sob my mother hugged me again..

From that moment on, I never brought up again about Dad, I knew Mom was harboring a pain with Dad, but I didn't know more clearly why Mom got into trouble with Dad.

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I also ate with Mom, finished eating I washed the dishes, then I gave mother medicine..

" Daughter here baby, I want to hug you..!! Not like Mom used to be. I approached her and hugged her..

" How's the graduation show, dear..?" Ask mother.

" Thank God, ma'am, everything is going well, I got the highest grade, and I present this to you..! " Saying. I gave her an envelope containing the graduation letter and then I hugged me.

" Thank God, Mother's son is very smart, forgive Mom, who always troubles you. " Mom called me back.

"Look, now that Mom's child is older, already wants to become an adult hppm.!" Mom smiled and then said again.

" Thank you for coming and accompanying my mom, thank you for always making me proud. Never leave the prayer. Prayer is the pillar of religion, so that our religion is solid, prayer should not be abandoned, and never be negligent, because it is a great sin. We don't know what the future looks like? I just don't want my son to fall into a pit. So pray your prayers." With glassy eyes mom reminded me not to leave prayers.

" oak Mother. " She said. His hand waved asking me to come closer to him. Asayang, there is something I want to explain, here sit dkupun approached and then sit beside him.

"There's pa. Ma..?? Askaqua.

What's up, wait for the next chapter..

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**Assalamu'alaikum all, sorry in advance, if the Work, Ayaah..!! Miss you. I Revisioned yes, because the writing was yesterday, still random random, because yesterday I was first writing, so now I fix it again. Although not perfect..!! Thanksmeme it...

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