AGA AND YUNA

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You know I'm totally devastated with a loving look. I always crumble and believe all the words you say without thinking about them. Is that why you don't hesitate to hurt me? Is it because my mistakes in the past made you not hesitate to hurt me?

You think I'm okay without you? You're wrong, I'm hurt. The love I give you sincerely you hurt on purpose. Do you think I can still survive because of it?

I can't even swallow anything, no matter what the world. The one I'm fighting right now to heal wounds.

I don't think the love I give you with all my soul makes an excuse to hurt me on purpose.

"How's Aga doing, doc?"

"He just needs to rest and eat enough, it seems like the patient is depressed and there is no intention to recover."

"That's the problem, doc, when it happened he rarely fell asleep and even ate rarely."

"I suggested going to a psychiatrist to restore his mental health" said the doctor who treated Aga before he left.

Since the day of her cousin's wedding, Vale has not returned to her country because she is so worried and concerned about Aga's circumstances. Not to mention he heard the news of his uncle's death within a few days of the incident, of course it made Aga more frustrated and did not have someone to complain anymore.

"Did she think my cousin was mentally ill?" muttered Vale annoyed.

He then looked at Aga who was sitting beside the window, his gaze full of sorrow and unceasingly tearful.

The feeling of regret that had burst into his chest was still neatly stored in there.

Aga's body was increasingly thin, even his face was deathly pale and his gaze was always empty. He is open only left by people he loves, but he has also lost his parents.

"You're a man, until when do you stay like this, Aga?"

****

Now it's been two years, Aga is not like her old self. He became a quiet man and didn't even care about anything.

"Hey cousin, you have no time tonight? I want to introduce you to a friend of mine."

Vale sat in front of Aga who was busying himself with a pile of files in front of him.

"Nothing." he said briefly.

"My friend is a beautiful girl, she's even a model. You must like her."

"I can't, I'm busy."

"Ck! Until when are you going to keep doing this? Open your heart even a little, at least meet my friend even if only once. How's it?"

"No Vale, I've told you many times. I'm not interested." he growled.

"Ah how? I've made an appointment with my friend, he's even willing to come all the way from out of town just to get acquainted with you."

"You yeah! You can make an appointment with someone without telling them first." throw a ballpoint pen about Vale's forehead to complain.

"If not so you will continue to resist" he said. "At least this time, he's a good person to talk to someone new, so you won't have any trouble. Please, would you like to?"

Aga let out a rough sigh, he himself thought that there was no harm in trying to meet someone new. Moreover, he did not want to disappoint Vale who had been with him for a long time, without even getting tired of offering some women for him.

"All right, I'll try."

Vale was very happy his attempt this time successfully to match Aga with his friend. At least it's a step ahead.

****

Aga stood in front of a stretched mirror, he wore a shirt and combed his hair back so neatly. But after he thought back, why would he bother like this.

"All I have to do is come and reject it."

He opened his shirt again, replaced it with a plain white shirt and then used a light brown sweater to warm his body. Aga did not forget to scramble his hair that has been neat, giving a touch of bangs that are confined to the forehead.

Now he has arrived at a cafe that his friend has planned. Aga circulated his vision in search of the woman he was about to meet.

"Excuse me, you're Aga Vale's friend, huh?" ask a woman, approach her.

"Yes right."

"Know, I'm Jessy," pulled out a hand, but Aga ignored it.

Without shame Jessy pulled Aga's hand to shake her, of course Aga was surprised because this woman was so presumptuous to him.

"No need to be stiff, I already know a lot about you from Vale. So I won't be angry if you're cold to me" he said, smiling sinlessly.

Aga frowned confusedly. What the fuck is this woman, crazy huh?.

"I've reserved a table for us, we'd better sit down and have a more comfortable chat." Jessy pointed at a table that was close to the window.

Without answering Aga stepped up and sat on the chair facing each other with Jessy.

By commenting on the embarrassed smile Jessy stared fixed Aga's charming face. With his simple appearance, his heart was pounding.

"Perfect" Jessy said involuntarily.

Aga. "What are you talking about?"

Jessy is shocked at her own behavior. "Ah no, I mean what do you want to order?"

"I'll just drink."

"All right."

Jessy also told the waiter some of the menu he ordered, while Aga looked out the window to see some vehicles passing by amid the drizzle that had just come down.

At that time he saw a girl who he had longed to be across the road alone.

"I thought it was going to rain, thankfully I brought an umbrella" Jessy muttered, opening the conversation.

"You got an umbrella?" ask Aga suddenly.

"Yes, I brought him in just in case."

Aga immediately stood up and extended his hand. "Give me!"

Without answering Jessy gave her umbrella, and Aga immediately ran out of the cafe without caring about Jessy who called her name.