After Love's

Chapter 56 This Taste

One Vote, you mean so much to Shanyu. 🥰🥰

You've gone, Leave me

in the dream dream

Which can't be back

When you and I had each other

I don't think I can reveal this anymore

It ends the taste I have

One love I.

Titans. This taste

After four months Zoe, who often lay asleep, has now started to improve. Dizziness that he feels now only stay early in the morning until noon will gradually improve. Zoe can eat rice. Although he still vomits often, not as often as before.

This morning Zoe came out of her room, for the first time after suffering from a strange illness. Zoe sat in the backyard, blank eyes glaring far away. It is seen if only his body is sitting on a wooden chair available in the backyard, while his mind re-imagines his past.

Zoe mused that after four years of fighting for Moa, she could easily regain the love she fought for. But as soon as he turned the palm of his relationship with Moa ran aground. Just a misunderstanding, which he can't explain to Moa. He deeply regrets Moa's attitude of only believing in what she saw, without even listening to Zoe's explanation for her.

And foolishly Zoe, after all ended, Moa who chose to give up her love for Zoe, actually responded to the relationship with Vivian. One woman who has made their relationship messy, Zoe ladeni with open arms, as a form of wounding that has been carved by Moa.

Zoe recalls the events that made the misunderstanding happen. Where that morning Vivian forced her way in to give her breakfast. Zoe had refused, if in the morning she was not used to breakfast with gravy, because in fact that morning Vivian brought rice with side dishes soup. But Vivian forced to make the soup spill in a short dress worn by Vivian.

Vivian accidentally took off her clothes without shame just using the interior. Zoe felt like she was lending clothes and pants. But Vivian only wanted to wear Zoe's clothes, with the reason that it was like a dress, because Zoe's shirt was big. At that time Zoe had told Vivian to go back to her room, so that she would immediately follow her to the venue. Zoe then left Vivian and headed to the bathroom to take a shower. Because it was that morning, Zoe had bad luck because the night was overtime with Moa. It is unexpected that Zoe who has felt soaked for a long time, and imagined a beautiful night with Moa. She thought Vivian had left as she had been told.

But who would have thought if Vivian was still in the room. So Zoe will go back to the bathroom to pick up her bathrobe. Because he felt the grisiness in front of other women just wearing a towel on his waist alone. Zoe was so surprised, because behind the outside door was Moa there. He was eager to explain at that time so as not to be too complicated later when explaining. But when he remembers that Moa really wants his dream to be realized, Zoe muffles by acting ordinary, so Vivian does not suspect and blocks Moa's dream.

Zoe was already trying hard, in order to be alone with Moa, to explain their misunderstanding. But Moa had been like keeping a distance, not giving a single chance to Zoe, even at the end of their meeting Zoe was right to beg to be given a chance to explain, he said, moa tells them to forget their love story. The pain Zoe felt at the time. She must fight for her love, but Moa makes no effort to avenge her sacrifice.

" !!!!!! "

" Why Sir?? " ask Mike with a panicked look, looking at Zoe carefully

Zoe fell silent, she began to realize what she was doing, making someone afraid.

Zoe sat quietly again, and raised her one right hand, hinting that she was okay.

" I'm fine Mike. " replied Zoe

" Do I need to call the doctor sir? " ask Mike

" why? Whose doctor are you going to call ?? All the doctors you've called, only the psychiatric doctors you haven't brought, are you also going to bring in, to treat me?? You also think I'm a gilla??? " say Zoe

" No Sir. I'm just worried about you Mr. " replied Mike who was very concerned to see the condition of Zoe who looked very thin, pale, sunken eyes and long hair, which is very sad, and his face that has been filled with fine fur. Very different from Zoe four months ago. Although he was no longer young, he still looked very handsome. But now Zoe is like a man she can't describe.

" Mike, am I a very bajak***an. Don't I deserve forgiveness and love, from the person I love? " question Zoe arrived

" You deserve Master. I'm going to see Miss Moa to explain everything Mr. " replied Mike

" No Mike. Let him be happy. He is the one who chose this path, so let everything go according to his path. If I die, don't you ever tell him. And do not tell me how much I love him. I don't want to make regrets for him, who ended up hurting him. If by my departure, without my absence, I make her happy, I will let go, holding this feeling to death" replied Zoe still with a blank look ahead.

" No Sir. This is all due to a misunderstanding, which Miss Moa does not know. If he knows the truth, Miss can forgive you, Sir. "said Mike gave Zoe hope

" No Mike. After what I've done to her all this time, and I've been playing women's games after her, I feel so unworthy of Moa's love again. " zoe replied still full of regret for the mistake she made a few months ago.

" I know you're a Khilaf Sir. You've changed, you've regretted, fought back to find your love" Mike said

" Love is indeed worth fighting for, if love is fought together. But love is unworthy if we fight alone. Moa has decided to give up, so let the love sit in this heart, and get buried if I die" replied Zoe.

Zoe hinted to raise her hand, so that Mike would no longer answer, when Mike would answer again Zoe's words.

The two were silent in each other's minds. Mike feels very unfair, if Zoe has to hold the love alone, while Mike knows that Moa still loves her Master. While Zoe cursed her selfishness, which actually slumped on bad things after the breakup with Moa, so she felt very inappropriate, to pursue love Moa back.