ADVENTURES OF LOVE
Chapter 24 You Have to Make a Decision
The atmosphere became so silent, all preoccupied with each other's thoughts, that Ara finally broke the silence.
"Mas, what do I mean to you in your life?" ask Ara
"Ra, I may not love you yet, but Mas already feel comfortable being around you, you are as important as Veve Ra, Mas also can't afford to lose you" arslan replied in a soft tone.
Ara who heard her husband's words only smiled wryly. Maybe she should be able to make her husband firmly with her choice, Ara bet if she is not finally chosen let it be, however her husband deserves to be happy.
"You must be firm with your feelings, whether because you love him so much or just because you are carried away with a sense that has not ended in the past. You can't get us at the same time. You have to choose me or your ex-lover. If you can't be firm with your feelings, the three of us will end up getting hurt. If you want to re-knit your past memories, divorce me immediately, I will explain it to my family and your family, after all I'm just a debt-redeemer for my father and the beginning of our own marriage you made a marriage contract for a year, but if your choice is finally to stay with me continuing our marriage, then, leave all the memories of your ex-lover. I don't want you to be in touch with your past anymore, even if in the future there are circumstances that require you to meet, then be honest with me first, I will accompany you to meet him." Ara said by enduring the pain in her heart when deciding to give her husband a choice.
Arslan was speechless, there was pain in her heart as Ara said the word divorce, she could only stare at Ara despite the flat expression Ara showed, but Arslan can see the sadness in his wife's eyeballs.
"Think Mas, as long as you haven't decided I'll take some distance from you so you're absolutely sure who you want to fight for, who's the woman you'll choose to accompany you in the future, whatever your choice, I will sincerely support you" said Ara who patted Arslan's shoulder and asked him to come out of his room.
Arslan was now looking blankly out of the window of his apartment. His mind wanders to reminisce about his former lover and his memories with Ara.
"What decision will I take, my heart is not ready to lose Ara but Veve I miss him so much" Arslan said.
If Arslan is busy with all the memories that revolve in memory, Ara is also strengthening her heart.
"Whatever Mas Arslan ultimately chooses, I have to be ready. I really hope that Mas Arslan chooses to defend our marriage Lord, I take this attitude for the sake of clarity of our relationship, I must not be weak, he said, I will try to put distance on our relationship even if it hurts me a lot, but if by giving distance Mas Arslan can realize the desire of his heart and the meaning of my existence, he said, then I will endure all that stifling feeling. Mother's father, Ra misses you very much. If finally Ra can not maintain this marriage hopefully Ra can treat the disappointment in the hearts of Father and Mother" said Ara when she will decide to rest her body, heart and mind.
Arslan woke up late, no matter what time he could finally fall asleep, he immediately cleaned himself and put on his clothes, although a little hassle, because all this time Ara was the one who prepared all his needs, except for the inner necessities of life.
"Why did Ra not wake up, did he also have bad luck" grumbled Arslan who was wearing his suit, and immediately rushed out of the room to wake Ara.
When Arslan left the room was so quiet, and breakfast was neatly arranged at the table.
"Oh Ra, you're awake, what else is the bath time yes" murmured Arslan who went straight to the dining table.
"I'll be home late" said the message on a piece of paper placed on Arslan's lunchbox.
Arslan just took a rough breath, now he believes what his little wife said will happen, Ara starts to act cold. Arslan brought his food and headed straight to the office with a feeling that was difficult to explain, he was like missing or missing something.
"Woi Raaaa! bengong aja lo early in the morning" cried Sisil in the ear of Ara who was daydreaming.
"Yes, again you are early in the morning do not bend the face is not good, later cepet premature aging haha" said Sisil.
"Bodo very!" reply Ara with her laziness.
"Hahaha, try you tell me what am I doing? not usually early in the morning you daydream, do not get the morning ration?" sisil Goda
"Suee lu!" ara answered while pinching her best friend's head.
"Have not daydreamed again, after the hours of our college meeting ended you told me what the problem was, what, although I can not help as much as I can be a friend to listen and your tight heart will be a little relieved after telling the story" said Sisil while patting Ara's shoulder
"Thanks Sil" said Ara sincerely, who was greeted by a hug by Sisil.
Just as Sisil and Ara were about to exit the classroom, suddenly their Lecturer Killer voice called out the name of Ara which made her steps come to a halt.
"Yes Erwin sir, what's wrong?" ask Ara
"I want to take you to lunch, Ra" Erwin replied as he put on his sweet smile.
Sisil who saw it was curious about the reaction of his best friend.
"Thank you for your invitation, but I'm sorry I can't, not because I'm busy but I'm married sir, I don't want any problems going forward" said Ara.
Lecturer Erwin who just found out about this was surprised, he did not expect the little girl before him to already have an owner.
"Ahh, sorry then, but maybe we can still occasionally eat together? not both of them might be able to be with Sisil" persuaded Erwin again, Ara just stared confused by the reaction of the lecturer before him.
"Don't misunderstand Ra, I do have an interest in you, but when I know you're married I have no intention of seizing you anyway, unless there's another condition that could be the reason I'm acting like that, but right now I just wish you could think of me as a friend off campus, there's no other intention." obviously Erwin who was afraid of Ara thought bad things about him.
Ara who could feel the truth from the lecturer's words also ended up just smiling sincerely and nodding.
Loving you is like grasping a stem of a thorny rose, though the goal is beautiful, but the path to reach you is painful.
