ADOLESCENT LOVE

LOVE AND FRIENDSHIP

Sometimes love cannot be ignored,the thing that is difficult to control is to love but to be in a position to be loved is better than to love because when we are the only ones who love there are replies to be loved then everything is like a form without a shadow.

And loving too deeply makes us lifeless when our loved ones leave with others.

Sorry Vin, I don't want to love without being loved if you just play better you just go. I'm fine, let's be friends again.

On the way home, we were silent, there was no conversation. It feels empty, what forever will be like this.

I feel the awkwardness at the moment, it feels like we are strangers.

Arriving at home, I immediately say goodbye to Vino but when I was about to go into the house he immediately blocked my hand.

" I know we're having trouble again but please don't be like a chapter, I can't if you stay silent like gini. Shrimp fight ya chaps, I miss the same togetherness we "said Vino sad.

"Sama, I also miss our togetherness. Just a day break, trying to kayak for a year but I don't want to lick my own saliva. How dong I "murm in my heart.

" You know what it's like to see our partner with an ex so so it's the same way you feel when you see him with Alletha. Don't just ban you while you yourself can't get away from your ex. So we'll be better if you take a stand with your ex "my people and leave without listening to Vino's answer. Right now I need action and action instead of an unqualified bacot.

Before I really went into the house, I saw Vino first who just fell silent in his place and looked frustrated.

" Sorry Vin, not that I don't love you anymore but I just want you to clarify our relationship in front of your ex" I whispered inwardly.

After that, I finally really entered the house. Tonight it felt so hard and so stifling, in the end it all tormented me in longing and silence.

I was too childish, but I really did not like the attitude of Vino who could not reinforce his attitude to Alletha.

I slept tonight in bitterness, twice had a story but nothing ended pleasantly.

"Allah our story will end happily Vin, I mass you the bad" I whispered.

Only 2 days did not meet and there was no awkwardness, it was very torturing me.

I close the night in the hope that Vino can give way to our relationship without hurting Alletha.

It was a nice morning, but my heart was still cloudy because of my problems and Vino's. At breakfast I just keep quiet not exchanging words with mom and dad, making my parents so confused because I'm not usually quiet.

" What's the gir, it's not usually like this. You are no longer in trouble right or fight the same father-in-law "ask daddy.

I just stared at my parents for a while before I took a slow breath, it seems that I should share my story with them while they were asking,

" I'm good, only my love story is not good dad. Vino and I were on a break because I was upset that he couldn't bear his friend who somehow showed up again after a century of disappearing. I was upset that Vino couldn't confirm his attitude towards Alletha. I hunt dad, while if I'm the same ex he was immediately angry. Kan nyebelin "my word makes his bad ranking.

" It's good that you speak with a cool head gir, don't act rashly. How about Vino finally get back to his ex. You'll regret "dad said.

" If Vino chooses his ex ok, I will let him go and decide to stay with grenma and grenfa in Seoul "said me firmly.

Hearing my answer, I knew both were upset. However, they really hope the relationship and Vino ends up in the guarantee because Vino is a friend of dad and mom but my decision has been unanimous. If Vino isn't firm then I'll back off. It's okay to lose the story a second time, isn't it still monkey love. Who knows I could have done better after this, even though it was very difficult.

After that everything was silent no more conversation until we separated to do each other's activities.

I know it's selfish but I'm always sure love and a soul mate won't be lost, if Vino did choose Alletha I'd let go as I said to dad and mom make it, if Vino did, let's just say it's a process of measuring our love, how big and how strong the love we have is.

Maybe, when this new adult love comes together. If the owner of destiny allows us to unite. No one knows, right,

I went to school with light steps, I made the right decision. Let this love flourish because in my heart and dreams alone, I am too lazy to quarrel just because of a man.

I got to school, almost too late, but there were still a few minutes left before the maple teacher came in.

No one bullied me, including my best friend Bianka. I have been quieting my friends for a few days as well.

" Bi, I want to talk but lor don't cut my talk before me

finished "I told him.

" What the hell, lor storm the same Vino but mgediemin we all know not. Loe don't like this " said Bianka protest.

" Sorry, it's been a mess knowing not for a while. Now I just want to talk if I like to go to Seoul continue my education there and study there "my people to him.

I saw Bianka in shock, hearing my words.

" Lor don't kayak little boy dong Mith, don't like gini also solve loe same problem Vino. Adults are little " said Bianka.

" I know this is a child, only I just want to focus. This makes me uncomfortable again, especially you still like to disturb me. I want to focus on school, if it's Vino, I'll talk to him. If after this he changes and has another then I'll let him go. I'm just lazy and tired of fighting because of Alletha and Andra who always make me and Vino fight. Worse Vino can not be firmly the same Alletha, ngeselin right ", said me sad.

" It's up to you that Mith, that Chloe goes. I just hope that lor will not be fine after this because lor can no longer withdraw all your decisions after you talk to Vino" said Bianka slowly.

" Yes, I know Bi. Thank you for writing me ", I said while hugging him.

I hope it's the right decision